325. Chapter 322: A Man's Love
Rie Saito is the imperial daughter of Tensaifu, and she is also distinguished in terms of status; However, a year ago, she was only a recent college graduate, and since the Saito family was a prestigious family before the invasion of strange spirits, she was not allowed to focus on places outside of her studies, and the most forbidden thing was to fall in love. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
And Saito Rie herself did not have that kind of thought, although there is an older brother in the family, but he works in the family business early, and his parents are busy with various negotiations all year round, and after a long time, the emptiness in his heart has become a habit......
Until the third year of Saito Rie's junior year, she met a boy who made her feel that she had a home in life for the first time, and the two met by chance, and started a love affair between you and me, and both parties were dating each other without telling each other's parents.
Half a year later, the boy offered to have sex with her for the first time, but was politely refused-
"Why? Isn't our relationship enough for me to get everything you have? ”
"I love you...... This is the first time I've said I love you...... But I want you to wait until we're both graduated and married...... I will give you everything I have again as your wife. Rie Saito squinted her eyes and smiled, and took the initiative to hold the boy's arm.
"We've known each other for half a year, and some of my classmates and my girlfriends have been together for two or three months...... In the past six months, you have let me know that I can no longer leave you, and I have promised to marry you, can you still bear to let me endure loneliness like this? Or is it in your heart...... Am I not as important as your self-proclaimed holy body? ”
"Really...... Do you think so...... You don't think I should let you endure physical loneliness...... But why can't you imagine later...... As long as we wait until the day we get married, all patience will be rewarded in the best...... I thought you'd understand me...... I thought you knew my mind......" Rie Saito's hand stiffened and let go of the boy's arm and took a step back.
Rie ...... I'm sorry, but I'm in a hurry...... I'm sorry...... Please forgive me......"
"I'm sorry, but I don't want to be your puppet to relieve your physical loneliness...... You have given up our happiness for the sake of your own pleasure...... I want a heart that understands me, not a selfish heart......" Rie Saito left disheartened, and after that, no matter how the boy confessed his mistakes, she didn't forgive him.
Until the day of graduation, the two got together again at the coffee shop where they most often dated.
Rie ...... I don't know if you're still willing to entrust yourself to me...... However, I want to tell you: I am not the same now as I used to be! I have the confidence to be the ideal man in your heart! Marry me, okay? ”
Rie Saito smiled, smiled brightly and was very pleased, looking at the boy's immature but serious face, she nodded in agreement; However, just ten minutes after she finished her cup of coffee, she began to feel a strong sense of sleepiness, and finally lay on the table, and at the last moment of her mental discouragement, she heard the sound of the boy talking to another lewd man.
"Hehe, this time the goods are good! At first glance, it's the type of eldest lady, and this time I'll pay you two percent more! Are you sure it's there? ”
"Of course! I put my sister's technique, you also know, this time the goods, but it took me a year to get it, the director remembered to come out as soon as possible after the finish, and finished playing when she didn't wake up, so that when she woke up and saw me by her side, I don't know who was having fun with her tonight...... Maybe I'll be able to play it again tomorrow, haha......"
The deal between the two men is obviously not the first time, and Rie Saito is desperate and helpless in anticipation of a miracle -
Eventually, she was rescued, but it wasn't a human who saved her, but a ghost.
At the last moment when Rie Saito lost consciousness, she dimly saw a huge bat smashing most of the coffee shop, and the two hateful men were torn to pieces by the bat......
When Rie Saito woke up, she was surrounded by ruins, mountains of corpses and rivers of blood, but she was the only one who was not persecuted by the demons.
After that, Rie Saito began to hate men; For a year in the Age of the Stranger, she used her wisdom to come up with her own theory of protecting herself, ostensibly not resisting talking to anyone, but in fact, she maintained an absolutely insurmountable distance from everyone.
After becoming the princess of Tensaifu, Saito Rie did not feel that her status had reached any extent, and she also knew that with her current family situation, she was destined to become a victim of politics in the near future, so she has been looking for a target that can be controlled by her.
At this time, Dongfang Fan appeared.
Dongfang Fan's disability and inconvenience are in line with the goal pursued by Saito Rie's heart, and the Tiansai Mansion also secretly hopes to buy Dongfang Fan through marriage, so there is a situation where the imperial daughter of the Tiansai Mansion serves Mr. Dongfang.
However, Dongfang Fan shows a kind of casualness between frivolity and immaturity: all his actions seem to be very casual, his actions and words do not hide hidden motives, he acts casually and recklessly, and his seemingly immature handling methods can always achieve the most favorable results in a frivolous attitude - as if the heavens are helping him.
Rie Saito admits that she lost, to her own naivety and ignorance, but she believes that as long as she remains a virgin, she still has the capital to deal with anyone - this is the only value that belongs to her.
When Dongfang Fan said the words "maybe" in the main hall, Saito Rie felt panicked, she was afraid of the feeling of being seen as "worthless", which would make her feel that she was just a tool of Saito Michimoto, and did not have her own consciousness and thoughts.
Therefore, she came to Dongfang Fan again, and she wanted to re-prove her worth by signing a contract.
"How is that possible...... How could it be ......" Rie Saito was really panicked at this moment, she had always thought that the "value" of existence had become a laughing stock at this time, and her panic was not because she was worried about being ridiculed, but because she was worried that the value of her existence would be lost.
Dongfang Fan didn't care about this, but he could feel that the person concerned seemed to attach great importance to this matter.
"Miss Rie, the existence of the Book of Contracts is inherently limited by various laws, and the two restrictions I have discovered are only currently discovered, and their potential other limitations have yet to be discovered...... Perhaps, there is a third limitation in you...... That's why the Book of Covenants will resist you. What Dongfang Fan said was true, but there was also some comfort in it.
Rie Saito heard Dongfang Fan say this, as if she had grasped a life-saving straw, and asked with a slightly frantic expression, "What is the limit?" What other restrictions do I have? Tell me! Tell me, please, or ...... Otherwise I wouldn't exist...... Tell me quickly!! ”
Dongfang Fan thought about it and didn't answer immediately: he did have a way to find out the reason, but it was not suitable for Rie Saito.
"I'm sorry, I can't know the reason for this directly, but as long as Rie-san, you believe in yourself......"
"Enough! I don't want to hear it! I don't want to hear it! I don't have anything left......" Rie Saito cried out like this, and eventually she had a nervous breakdown and fainted......
When Rie Saito woke up again, she was lying on a luxurious bed, and at the head of the bed, Dongfang Fan was flipping through a book in his hand.
"You're awake." Dongfang Fan put down the book in his hand, and in this short period of time, his hands have recovered to the extent that he can move freely, at least turning the book is no longer a problem.
"You...... What do you want...... Where am I? You shouldn't have done anything to me......" Rie Saito grabbed the quilt in a panic to cover her body, even though the clothes on her body did not decrease.
"Hah! I wanted to do something, but my body didn't have a good time...... Alas, speaking of which, I don't know how much I've missed out on this body. Dongfang Fan joked, hoping to ease the atmosphere.
"Your body...... It can't be a car accident...... Without your physical freedom, why are you still alive like this? Rie Saito asked curiously, in her opinion, Dongfang Fan's optimism made her incomprehensible.
Dongfang Fan was stunned, and then smiled: "You're right, at the beginning, when I learned that my body might not be able to act like a normal person for the rest of my life...... More than once I wanted to die in the past...... However, the many people, things, and things I was concerned about made me choose to live in secret, and I have been ...... until now."
"And, not long ago, I learned that I was actually just a clone made by someone with a heart, and the complicated feeling of 'I'm not me' haunted me for a while...... For some reason, when I saw your panicked expression, I seemed to be able to see my shadow at that time......"
Rie Saito nodded, she recognized Dongfang Fan's statement of "I am not me", and empathized, she also began to tell about her past......
Dongfang Fan, who listened carefully to the story, was silent for a moment-
"You are lucky, because the strange ghost who brought disaster to the world seems to have appeared to save your life, and in a way: the world has changed because of you, and although this change is a bad change, it still cannot erase your value! I believe in your heart and hope you can believe in your heart. ”
Rie Saito looked at Dongfang Fan blankly, with the last hope in her eyes, and asked tentatively, "Even if ...... Even if my body is no longer ...... Not a complete self...... Wouldn't you mind either? ”
"Actually, after listening to your story, I admire you; You are expressing the love you are seeking in your own way, and you are sticking to your true self despite meeting the wrong person...... When you reject your loved ones with love, you are not being selfish for yourself, but for the sake of your future...... I believe that if the person you meet genuinely wants to have a future with you, they will guard your heart and do what you want, rather than forcing you to do something in return to prove your love - that is just an excuse to show your incompetence. ”
"A real man treats his own woman, never thinking about how much he can get from this woman, but always examining himself: is he giving enough to his woman? Is it to cherish this woman unreservedly? Is it capable of making this woman happy and happy? ”
(In this chapter, I would like to call on female readers to cherish themselves rationally, and male readers to cherish their women emotionally.) )