33.Chapter 08
When the lights were on, Shen Yi came to Le Ruohua again, and his eyes told the other party that he couldn't wait for the next day.
Knowing that this palace is full of eyeliner on all sides, it is really ...... I don't think about him at all. Le Ruohua smiled coldly in his heart.
But he can't care what others want to do, and he doesn't want to care. In the past, his calculations were bad and bad, but now there is no need for them. The so-called barefoot is not afraid of wearing shoes, and Le Ruohua simply waved off the attendants. As for whose ears it will be passed on, and how many dark waves of speculation will be raised, he can't care about it.
"You see my expression is much better than before." Shen Yi quietly looked at Le Ruohua, whose face was flat, as if he had returned to the time of his first life. I don't know why, even if he has several lifetimes of memories, the most impressive thing for him is Le Ruohua in the first life, and his feelings for Le Ruohua also stayed at that moment in that life.
"I really didn't expect that." Le Ruohua had already flashed countless speculations and assumptions in his heart, and he was calm at the moment. "Should I call you Liu Yi, Yin Feng or Shen Yi?" He prides himself on knowing enough, but he doesn't want the truth to give him an impact, not only in front, but also in the back, all the worlds, he calculated, is it actually one person? And the calculator is actually a person, so he thinks that there is really no one in this world who is more evil than the two of them.
The gods really played a big game of chess.
"I've seen Le Ruochang." He was concise and to the point, everyone is a smart person, and as soon as he said Le Ruohua, he understood, "She seems to be speechless to you." โ
โโฆโฆ Silence. Le Ruohua really understood everything, compared to anger or questioning the gods, he actually had more of a dazed and deep tiredness.
"What are you and Le Ruochang ......?" Shen Yi seemed to inadvertently ask a question that he actually cared about very much.
"She's me...... Created by one hand. I can trust her. Le Ruohua said softly. That's what I believed. โ
"Creation ......!" As a modern person who has also experienced the first life of Le Ruohua, Shen Yi could not help but be moved by the famous Bible Jehovah in his mind.
"It's not that tough. Although it is said that it was given by God, I heard that it was half the strength of one person, but now that I think about it, I really want to do it, and I can't do anything. โ
He looked like he had lost something very important, and Shen Yi felt a slight pain in his heart.
However, the memory of the third life, even he felt that it was a little unbearable, so many worlds, from the beginning to the end, how painful was Le Ruohua, who had always remembered? With what kind of mentality did he repeat the tragedy again and again, walking alone?
โโฆโฆ Don't look at it. Le Ruohua's eyes became extremely indifferent, but it was the kind of dustless eyes that Shen Yi was familiar with, and he saw it inadvertently, even if such eyes only appeared once or twice, they were deeply engraved in his mind, and he never forgot them. Let him want to get closer, want to pull him down from the earth, like a lonely cold moon! "I'm not as pathetic as you think, so don't make such a face."
There was a little disgust and disdain in Le Ruohua's tone.
"We have been entangled in three lives and three lives, and if I don't guess, we will continue to be entangled in the future. Our lives are connected. Shen Yi rolled his eyes, he didn't plan to touch Le Ruohua's reverse scales at this time. People like him, whether they are painful or sad, are the kind of people who will not show themselves in front of others, even if they freeze to death, they will stand in the wind.
But noisy children have candy, such people are so stubborn that it hurts, but who knows? So only a bystander third party may think like this, in fact, it is really difficult for them to find a companion.
This is something that cannot be helped, like a cause and effect theorem, circling a tragic story. Such a person can only encounter such a thing.
But Shen Yi felt that he knew. He knows him, he understands him, and he feels sorry for him.
The calculated indignation that had been guessed at the beginning had not disappeared, but now it was more unwilling. Why is there only tragedy between us? Life after life, like a joke from above.
And you know this, but you still obey the samsaric rest that has been set. Unwilling, unwilling. Is there a time that can make you feel that even if you only have one life, you have to be with me, even if the final result is death?
Death and death together, but you haven't thought about it once.
"Connected personalities?" Le Ruohua shook his head, smiling rather than smiling, "You don't know at all...... What you are. โ
Shen Yi furrowed his eyebrows, this sentence didn't even bring the meaning of 'human' in it.
"There is human form, human nature. What is the fateful connection. It's just that I found you. Le Ruohua doesn't care about telling the truth at the moment, anyway, he has nothing to lose, and there is nothing to lose. He never thought it was wise to go against the gods, and to this day, he just wanted to get a glimmer of life for himself, but he never considered being an enemy of the gods, "God wants to โกโก, you...... It's just an artifact he uses to carry the power of โกโก. โ
Shen Yi took a step back slightly, not because he had received any blow, but from the first sentence Le Ruohua said, his head hurt as much as a needle prick. That last sentence seemed to explode in his head, and the buzzing sound made him unable to hear any other sound. At the same time, even Le Ruohua, who said this, raised his eyebrows in surprise.
"You're ...... You can hear me and not ......anything else," he muttered.
That's impossible.
God has a word, but it is forbidden to speak, and it is not to be spoken to the mouth. Others don't know, and it's not the original words.
Shen Yi breathed a sigh of relief, and his face suddenly showed a frivolous and sarcastic look, "Don't you understand, so, Le Ruochang came to find me, not you." No, maybe she approached you, but you didn't hear what she really wanted to say. But she may be more connected to the gods than you are, so she knows things that you don't even know. So, she knew she was coming to me. โ
All-in. If Le Ruo is here, he will definitely show a look of relief.
Le Ruohua was thoughtful. "But so what. Now, it's a dead end. Since you are slowly recovering your memory, you should also realize that since the second reincarnation, even if you try to change the tragedy, and I don't need to calculate against you, in the end we still don't have a good end. โ
"You're imagining the gods too high." Shen Yi said disapprovingly, "You see, even I can perceive that he has his limitations, otherwise if we really think that you and I are bad, we will be wiped out long ago." โ
"I don't know." Le Ruohua retorted, "But no matter how many restrictions he has, he is still a god, and you are fearless because of ignorance." The gap between God and man ......"
However, Shen Yi's next sentence directly knocked Le Ruohua back.
"Huh." He laughed, "Don't forget, you said it yourself, I'm not human. โ
At that moment, Le Ruohua was speechless.
Yes, in fact, Shen Yi is not a human being at all, he is a container, yes, but he is unique, not only the original world that Le Ruohua did, but ...... All worlds!
A vessel that carries divine power, capable of doing things that God cannot do...... Creation.
For some reason, Le Ruohua suddenly remembered that in his first life, he had seen an unsolvable philosophical dead problem - God is omnipotent, so could he create a stone that he couldn't lift?
Because he can do anything, he can.
But because he is omnipotent, how can he not move.
He opened his mouth, as if hesitating, but was interrupted by Shen Yi, "I'm not here to argue with you, nor am I here to quarrel with you. I don't reproach you for the fear of God, I just want to know some truth. I'll do the rest. โ
"......" Le Ruohua showed a tired look, as if he was finally crushed and about to collapse. To tell the truth, after so many lifetimes of reincarnation, until now, he only has the obsession of not wanting to die, and he has no special wishes and pursuits. Aimless immortality, if not torture, is nothing but confusion.
"I'll start from the beginning." He finally sighed. That night, the lights of the Chijing Palace, which was used by the emperor for deliberations, were lit all night.
Shen Yi knew that Le Ruohua was not a person from this world, and that before he appeared, Le Ruohua had already existed in a certain world. The narrative of the gods, the conditions of the promises, and the purpose of Joy Ruohua. One by one. Let Shen Yi finally suddenly realize the mystery that has never been solved in his heart.
That's why Le Ruohua used such a decisive way to cut himself off.
That's why he thinks that he is Le Ruohua's world, and for him, Le Ruohua can give anything.
It's just that it's not without a purpose, because it wants to get, that's why it gives life.
Shen Yi suddenly wanted to laugh, even if he was in a panic because of Le Ruohua's sacrifice in the end, it was just Le Ruohua's deliberate action. But Le Ruohua didn't owe him anything, because he did give him that opportunity, let him lose the other party, and even let the other party die.
Le Ruohua, it's really calculating.
But there are also things you can't do, people you can't deal with.
When the sky was white, Le Ruohua finally finished most of the things with Shen Yi intermittently. But Shen Yi rejected Le Ruohua's move to tell him what would happen in the next life and even the next, saying only that he would get memories for himself. Then, think for yourself.
"I didn't fail you." Shen Yi said.
Le Ruohua didn't bother to argue about anything, but nodded dispensably, "We don't owe each other anything." โ
This means that it is not even the deep and shallow relationship, but the shallow and ruthless.
Shen Yi sneered, feelings are really fragile, he thought, after knowing the truth, the 'affection' of the third world actually faded as quickly as possible. There is even a kind of idea that two people can calmly say hello and say something, which is already the best result.
But that's it.