"Stars look very close, but they are actually far away from us. Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info"

Hakuriyu put her hands under her head and looked at the few silver spots that shimmered in the sky

"The light of the stars, it's from a long time ago. Beyond the time of countless star frosts, the light of the past can be transmitted. ”

Hakuriyu opened her palms and faced the sky, as if she wanted to grab something

"Whoever is trapped by the past. No matter how you plan to move forward, when you look up casually, what you have done in the past will pour down like this starlight. They can neither be erased nor laughed at, they can only remain forever, in a corner of the heart, and then awaken in an inadvertent moment. ”

"Even if it were, so what."

Wenwen rudely interrupted Bo Liyu's words, as if he was in great pain, his teeth clenched, desperately trying to swallow the sound like a whimper

"Why not, why can't it be tolerated, what's wrong with running away from something that makes you feel miserable! Even if it's only temporary, it makes sense. ”

"I'm not you! I can't be strong enough to ignore everything, I can't survive alone, I know that I will lose, I know that I will hurt each other, and I make up my mind that I will never accept anyone again after every separation, and I will be alone...... But in the face of that warmth, the warmth that makes me want to cry, I always can't help but reach out, how many times? Dozens of times? I don't remember how many times I've been reincarnated like this......"

"Obviously I haven't done anything bad, why do I have to be treated like this!"

Her nose was sour, and her vision was blurred. The only thing I heard was the sound of my own exhalation.

Ah, it's been a long time since it's been so ugly, and sure enough, since the first time I saw that guy, I probably expected this scene in my heart

So if you want to escape, you always speak ill of each other, trying to distance yourself from each other, you can't do this, and if you don't do this, you may feel pain again

Always repeating this kind of reincarnation, one day, I will be completely broken, completely, there is no possibility of repair, completely collapsed.

In order to avoid this day, Shotimaru can only block his heart, just like a poor porcupine, obviously more eager for warmth than anyone else, obviously more than anyone else is looking forward to friends, but when he gets close to others, the thorns on his body will pierce the other party all over the body, repeating the pain of gaining and losing, and in the end, he can only hug himself tightly, roll into a ball, think about nothing, don't approach anything, alone, silently chewing the pain caused by loneliness and memories.

After all, the girl who is arrogant and doesn't care about everything, the girl who plainly tells that she is very strong, and the girl who stubbornly declares that she alone is enough

It's just a ...... Scared of the cowards who get hurt

"I don't understand."

Seeing that even her beautiful face had been destroyed by tears and distorted expressions, Hakuri didn't look like she wanted to go up to comfort her, she just stood up and walked to the body of Shotimaru Fumi, who was holding her legs and burying her face in her arms.

"The pain you hurt others, the despair that you close yourself in, the weakness you want to escape...... I can't understand all of this. ”

I can understand what you are going through, and I can understand your pain

That's just a lie

No matter who you are, you can't understand the feelings of the person in question if you haven't experienced it yourself, and even if you encounter the same situation, you will have different feelings because of each other's different personalities.

Bo Liyou said to herself to Wenwen, who still hadn't raised his head

"In fact, there is no way for a person to fully understand a person, even if that person is himself, and it is too arrogant to think that he knows someone completely."

"But it's precisely because of this that I feel longing, isn't it, and that's why I want to get to know each other even more, isn't it?"

"Escape from what you don't like, of course it's okay to do this kind of thing, originally, what you can't escape from is something that only the strong can do, and the world that insists on this kind of thing is a problem."

"But, do you think, is that enough, that will satisfy the thirst of the heart, that will fill the hole in the heart?"

"I felt like it wasn't enough at all, so ...... I want to understand, I want to understand. ”

"Whether it's me, or Purple, Calamity, Phantom, or Shenqi, it may be a little disgusting to say, for various reasons, we are all alone."

"It's weird, isn't it?,It's really inexplicable.,Obviously,If you want to stop being alone.,It's very simple to do it.,If it's to fill the loneliness.,It shouldn't matter who you are.。 But why, why is it unbearable, greeting each other, showing a disguised smirk to deal with those boring topics, words can't convey their own thoughts, words will be misinterpreted, and if you don't say it, the other party can't understand, so what are we going to do? ”

"We don't want to get along, we want to talk together, we want to be around. We don't want to be understood. I also know that I am not understood, and I do not want to be understood. What we are looking for is something more harsh and cruel. We want to understand. I want to understand. Figure it out. Calm down when you figure it out. I want to have peace. Because what you don't understand is very scary. I want to fully understand—"

"This is really a very self-righteous, arbitrary, arrogant and conceited desire. It's shallow and disgusting. The guy with this wish is really disgusting. ”

"But...... What if each other thinks so? If we can all impose this ugly self-satisfaction on each other, what if there really is a place where such arrogant relationships can be tolerated? ”

"So we came together, and we became companions, not friends, but companions who could impose on each other that arrogant relationship that could not be put on the table, and existed purely for the sake of self-satisfaction."

"If you can accept this imposed relationship, if you also desire this kind of thing in your heart, even if it is only a false thought; imagination without reason; unfounded beliefs; It's just that based on the ideals and desires in our hearts, we imagine things that have not yet been realized, and why don't we come and create with us a place where no matter who we are, can be at peace, and even if we are aliens, we can be understood by everyone, a world where the outside world is very common sense......

"Let's create together, the land of God's affection, Gensokyo."

Shotimaru raised his head, his vision was a little blurred because of the tears, and he could only vaguely see Bo Liyu smiling and stretching out his hand to himself, I don't know it, the sun has risen, and the orange light shines from the back of the boy, making the boy's smile look reassuring, and I want to lean on my side to sleep at ease, very, very comforting warmth.

"I've really lost to you......"

Moist eyes looked at Hakuri with an upward gaze, and Shotimaru took the boy's hand and stood up.

"Tsk, saying so many disgusting things, I can't help but stay far away, and I want to move forward a little."

Shooting Pill Wen looked at Zi and Yu and the others who also got up one after another, always cold, and Wen Wen, who had an expression of rejection thousands of miles away, poked his head over, and whispered softly to Bo Liyu almost with his cheek against his cheek

"Take the responsibility of making me cry, take it well, Hakurei Shrine Maiden."

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