Chapter 304: It's Time to Die (12)

When you're tired, tired, and can't hold it anymore, give yourself a little applause

When you're successful, proud, and everything is good, give yourself a little applause

When you realize and think, the good and the bad have flattened, give yourself a little applause

This applause accompanies a person's life, no matter what the beginning is, no matter what the result is, what we have to do is: try to give yourself as much applause as possible in the process of life, whether it is given by others or self-affirmation, it is good!

A little more applause, a little more confidence in life

A little more applause, one more light on the future

A little more applause, a little more hope for life

Slowly began to grow up, gradually understood the meaning of life, at any time, in the face of any difficulties, will not lower the head high; Just like the sunflower under the sun, even if you are depressed, you have to face the sun. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info not complaining about the sky, learned to tolerate, treat everyone with a natural and normal mentality, every thing, live every day in a down-to-earth manner, form a pole in their own hearts to measure the world, the number of people, the quality of friendship is all based on their own judgment, for their own actions, dare to bear. For reality, everyone has their own opinions, but for me, it's really good, all I met along the way are some good people, nobles, maybe as Xu Hening teacher said: when a person has a positive attitude and works hard, then what he attracts must also be positive, upward and positive.

So no matter what the situation, don't forget to keep a positive heart and look forward to good things, so that your life will be full of sunshine and life will bloom wonderfully. Give yourself a little applause, because the road ahead is long but not lonely, and it is hard but full of sunshine.

Give yourself a little applause, affirm yourself, believe in yourself, and be yourself.

Originally, I thought that I could love someone to death, I originally thought that there was always such a person waiting for me in this world, and I thought that there was at least one other person who could grow old with me. But that's really just what I thought.

I have loved so much, I have hurt so much, I love once, I hurt once, love is more lonely than not loving, from hope to disappointment, from sweetness to heartache, my heart has sunk again and again, until I no longer have extravagant hopes, until my heart is like ashes, until I believe that there is no love that belongs to me in this world.

I never knew what I was for, looking at the bustling crowd on the street, looking at the couples hugging each other in the car, and looking at the loving couples walking hand in hand in the park, my heart had both a trace of envy and a trace of heavy sorrow. Why can't I have the love I want, why is it so difficult to find someone to love me, why is it so difficult to find someone who will wait for each other for a lifetime? Even if this person appears, it is not necessarily someone I can fall in love with.

Love is more lonely than not loving, and even if two people are together, I can't guess what the other person is thinking. Why are they so close, but they still can't feel the rhythm of each other's heartbeats? Why is it a luxury to find someone who understands me and I understand? Why does my love always come and go in a hurry, just like every passer-by, casually passing by me, leaving only an insignificant breeze.

If falling in love is such a hard thing, I'd rather be alone. Since there is no way to tolerate each other's shortcomings, then it is not true love. Since it's not true love, there's no point in forcing it. There is no such thing as life and death, unswerving, and vigorous love in this world, it is just the artistic conception rendered in literature and art, which is what people yearn for, that is not reality, reality is cruel, and when it comes to reality, love becomes dull, and it will be slowly consumed by the trivial things of life, and the last drop of loss will become a bowl of leftovers that no one wants to pick up anymore in the life of firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea and busy work.

Why is love more lonely than not loving, because the heart that had not been extravagant suddenly had a ripple of extravagant hope, but when the heart lake is no longer calm, the breeze that once stirred the passion in my heart has gone away. If you don't have it, you won't lose it. If I hadn't loved, maybe my heart would still be as calm as water to endure this lonely solitude. It's like the road to heaven that I finally got to heaven but was thrown into hell on earth in an instant, how can my heart not be lost? I really love but I can't really have it, so my heart will become more lonely, right?

What is love? I searched and searched, but in the end I couldn't find a definite answer. With so many passers-by passing by me, you ask me what I get? All I get are memories, the scars that make me want to forget forever, the lives that make me regret and regret.

Countless hopes, countless disappointments, how much do I ask for? Is it because I don't know how to cherish the people in front of me? Am I greedy for vanity and don't know the truth of taking what I see? Am I missing something? I really don't understand, I don't understand why my heart is always so repetitive, tiring and tiring. I feel like a person who has been cursed by the devil, and I am afraid that I will have to die alone in this life.

Maybe it's my personality problem, maybe it's my psychological problem, but in short, my heart feels very tired, so I really don't have the strength to love someone, and I don't have the qualifications to be loved. Maybe it's because of my selfishness, I always ask for something I don't know in return, so I am doomed to fail and lonely in love.

Love is more lonely than not loving, why am I a person who can't take it and can't let it go, always so vacillating, always so hesitating, always so anxious, always so frightened, it seems that people like me are not suitable for love, love will only hurt me and hurt others at the same time, rather than this, it is better to continue to belong to my loneliness alone.

Years later, I found out that the story of Snow White and the prince is really just a fairy tale, love is not perfect, love is not so easy, it is not so simple to stay together, and it is not easy to tolerate each other. Is fate really predestined? Is it really fate, sometimes you have to have it, and when you don't want it, don't force it? What should I do? I was afraid of choice, of losing, of being hurt, of being lonely.

Love is more lonely than not loving, my heart is still cold tonight, there is no warmth, even if two people are hugging each other, so close, but the heart is still very far, far, far away...... If there is a flower floating by, I will leave you the heart of the flower; If the wind blows, I will leave you the leaves; If the years go by, I will leave you with joy. (To be continued.) )