Chapter 163: If Love, Please Be Pure
I froze in place, and Anna's bright gaze met in the audience, colliding with me.
The corners of her lips slowly provoked an undisguised smile, and her eyes reflected the diamonds on her hair, making her look like a queen who ruled everything, reflected in my eyes.
The departments were ready, and after doing the psychological construction of "this is just acting" more than five times, I slowly moved to Huo Czenye, who had been lying down with his eyes closed, and slowly knelt down like them.
On weekdays, I have more than enough talent for disguise, but my psychological tolerance is insufficient, especially when the other party is His Excellency Huo Bingshan, and I have to take the initiative to kiss him.
My face stiffened again, maybe I should do the same, pretend to pass out or something. However, the play has begun, and the director commanded: "Heroine, pay attention to the expression of emotion in your face and eyes. ”
I bit my lower lip and leaned down as if I were dead—
There are many things in the world that are beyond your will, you feel embarrassed but have to do them, and it is desolate to force yourself to do these things, but when the whole world is watching your troubles, but no one can help you, then it is the most powerless sorrow.
I have always felt that I reject the spineless behavior of relying on others from the bottom of my heart, but now I suddenly realize that if there is someone to rely on, who will choose to be strong and independent.
But the truth is that there is no one to rely on but to save yourself.
The bent over came to an abrupt halt.
"I'm against it."
There was silence for a moment, and Huo Czen opened his eyes and looked at me inexplicably.
"Against?" The director looked up.
"I think. The kiss is not in the right place, it shouldn't be the lips. I said.
"Oh?" He raised an eyebrow, impatience in his eyes. "This young lady, where do you think it should be?"
"Forehead." I shrugged, and rightfully so.
Some people in the audience couldn't help but laugh, and the director's gaze calmly hit me, as if to see what else I could say next.
After all, Iko and Narcissus are not two people who love each other, it's just that Iko is unrequited in love with Narcissus. The two have not had any intimate contact before, and such a kiss will seem very abrupt. "I'm not hesitant to give an explanation." Moreover, in terms of Ike's character, it should be very pure, and he will be more restrained in emotional expression. So ......"
"I don't think so." Even if it is such an impolite thing as interrupting someone's speech, Anna's sweet voice is still irresistible, "My beloved is about to say goodbye forever, this is the moment of strong emotional outburst, only such a kiss is enough to show it...... Are you right, heaven? The tail note was gently hooked, and Anna's arm climbed to the arm of her boss Tianzhe, asking coquettishly.
Until this moment. My gaze fell on him, strangely. He also looked at me, his lips pursed slightly, that kind of concentration, ignoring the people around him, with a persistence that penetrated the barrenness and chaos, etched in my eyes, as if he had never left.
It's just that he is speechless.
Instead of getting the expected response, Anna followed the trajectory of Si Tianzhe's gaze and looked at me with displeasure in her eyes.
But I smiled lightly and said unhurriedly, "She.is.fairy, not.a. bitch." ”
"You-"
"Well, that's ......," the director coughed lightly, interrupting the intensifying rift between Anna and me, "this young lady is not unreasonable, I think, just give it a try as she says." ”
Anna looked at the director in surprise, but needless to say, she and even I was never sure that the director would agree with me.
"Originally, acting should be a matter of constantly trying and constantly searching for feelings, so that every detail can be perfected to the best, right? What's more, just try acting, and change it if the effect is not good, how about President, Anna? The director looked at them and discussed.
Si Tianzhe seemed to come back to his senses from his inexplicable thoughts, his thin lips opened slightly, as if he wanted to express his position, but Anna smiled generously and took the first step to grab the white, "Okay." Originally, I also suggested giving it a try, but only by playing out each idea once could we know which one was better and more suitable, right? ”
It's really gentle and elegant, and the director can't help but praise, "OK, just like Anna said...... So, again—"
I suddenly regretted it.
Originally, he should have acted casually according to the established acting method of Fang Cai, and if he didn't act well, he would just step down, so why bother to be tempted and compete with Anna. Originally, I was only responsible for composing, acting was none of my business, and no matter how unique and reasonable the idea was, there was no need for this kind of limelight.
I won't admit that my mood swings have been a bit too much for half a day, so that I will do this kind of behavior that is contrary to my usual style, so that I can't move forward or retreat.
I sighed in my heart, paused for a moment, and under the focus of the heavy lights, my fingers crossed Narcissus's cold body, and stroked the dewy daffodils on his neck and shoulders, and my fingertips tenderly rubbed the white petals, lingering every inch.
It is like passing through the isolation between myth and reality through the purity of life, and touching the soul of the distant and arrogant.
In fact, this is a prince who touched me, and when I was a child, I read Greek mythology, and I admired him, who was born proud and loved decisively. His life is a very romantic tragedy, quenched with clear sorrow.
In fact, not only Huozenye, but many people have the shadow of Narcissus in their bones to a greater or lesser extent, including me.
Arrogant, conceited, and uninhibited.
Narcissus is arrogant to the extreme, another self.
The fingertips flowed down from the petals, swept over the neckline, to his sideburns, a slight pain for a moment, I frowned slightly, his pale face was like delicate porcelain, as if a slight force, it would fall into dust.
With a deep love and hopeful caution, my trembling fingers caressed his brow along the hairline, and the indifference of the past faded, and both Narcissus and Hotzen were now only quiet and clear teenagers.
My gaze softened a little, and the sadness in my eyes became thicker and thicker, blurring my vision.
Dear Narcissus, distressed little prince, may you live forever and ever, all to yourself.
The gentle caress quietly stopped, and with one hand on his cheek, I slowly leaned down-
Because the crystal is too pure, it is extremely fragile, what about love? If you pursue the pure infatuation in your heart too absolutely, and you don't want to make any compromises, is it very easy to die?
However, love is the most praiseworthy selfish desire of the human soul.
Even if he dies young, he would rather be a broken jade, and he should have no regrets for a rare touch in his heart.
The cool lips finally touched his forehead, and I slowly closed my eyes, and two drops of cold fell on the narcissus next to his neck, flowing down the arc of the petals, turning into crystals.
“Farewell。” (To be continued......)