My name is Xia Calamus, also known as Ji Minger. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Yan Mei was angry with me, the atmosphere. He spent the whole day wrestling with me, using all his strength to express his anger to me. And I didn't know how to comfort him.

Yeonmei is a child who needs to be protected, even though he seems so strong, even though he is much taller than me.

I still vividly remember that when we first came to the college, the teacher gave us a potion to test our endurance and limits.

I didn't drink it, the teacher said, I don't have to. I'm glad and sad that I always feel like this clever old man sees through me, and it makes me nervous.

It wasn't until a few boys drank the medicine that the teacher said that this medicine would awaken the most painful memories in the depths of people's hearts.

"No!!" I suddenly screamed, startling the teacher.

"Stop! Stop it! I panicked: "Yanmei can't stand it!"

"You kid, how do you know he can't stand it?" The teacher laughed.

Of course I know that he can't stand it, he's like my other half, he's like my soul! He sat there pale, his lips had been bitten by himself, how could you not see it!

"Calamus, don't worry, we won't let Yanmei have an accident." Ji Mingsi comforted on the side.

"Yanmei...... Yan Mei ..... "I can barely hold it back, and my hands are shaking like chaff.

I want to rush down, rush down and hug my Nobuki.

Seeing that I suddenly became flustered, Ji Mingsi hurriedly grabbed my arm and asked, "Calamus, what's wrong with you." ”

He probably really cared about me, but when I heard this voice, I felt extremely harsh, I struggled desperately, trying to break free, but Ji Mingsi's hand clamped me hard, making me unable to move. I was so anxious that I opened my mouth and bit down.

"Ahh Ji Mingsi was in pain, hurriedly let go of my hand, and shouted: "Xia Calamus, you are crazy!" ”

"Yes! I'm crazy, so what! I shouted at him. What do you know?! ”

You know something! What do you people who have fun every day know!

The most painful memory? Where is Yanmei's most painful memories, his memories are thousands, I'm afraid he can't pick out the most painful one. Because every memory of him is the greatest sorrow in this world! Yan Mei once said that although he had forgotten those memories, every time he tried to remember them, he was still as painful as ten thousand ants devouring his heart.

The memory is forgotten, but the pain cannot be forgotten, and Yanmei tries to recall it every time, but she can only shed tears with empty eyes.

I was only thirteen or fourteen years old at the time, and I didn't know how to comfort him, and when I saw that he was sad, I would only hold his head, block his tearful eyes, and pat him on the back again and again to comfort: "Yanmei ......"

“...... Yanmei, maybe you were born in a wealthy family, maybe your parents regard you as life, Yanmei, maybe, maybe ......."

I couldn't go any longer, and I felt cold tears like a stream pierce my sleeves.

He said, "Calamus, have I told you why I remember my name?" ”

He pushed me away, stood up, looked at me with wide eyes and sadness, and repeated, "Calamus, did I tell you?" ”

"Did I tell you that I still have the only memory. Probably that memory was so painful that it was deeply imprinted in my heart, so even though I had become the walking dead, I even chose to forget everything! Those joys and pains, but I still can't forget this memory, I can't forget that my name is Yanmei. ”

"Calamus, did I tell you, I remember, that I fell to my knees and pleaded bitterly with the figure whom I called Father."

"Calamus, did I tell you that my ten fingers were broken by him."

"Calamus, did I tell you, he roared in my ear, he said, I was born in this life, and when I die, I turned into white bones, and I am also Yanmei, I can hide from the sky, I can hide from my life, and I can't hide from him......"

"Calamus, he shook me off and kicked me to the ground, and he took it, the red-hot iron...... He ......"

"Calamus, he .........," he said no more, his choking like a wounded little beast, his back to me, and his shirt lifted.

The word "child".

A square "sub" word.

The purple scar, like a maggot, lay on Yanmei's waist, indicting all the pain and grievances of this young man on Yanmei's white jade-like skin.

"He said, "The Father may not be the Father, but the Son shall not be without the Son."

"He said, Yanmei, I want you to remember."

"Yanmei......." I covered my trembling lips with my hands, for fear that I would scream.

How old was he, fifteen, when he encountered all this? Or is it as big as me? Won't his parents be distressed, and won't his killers wake up in the middle of the night? With their noble heads, won't they have the slightest hint of uneasiness and fear?

I could see the little boy curled up on the ground, feeling the last shred of warmth that the world could give him. He wept, struggled, screamed, his tears must have wet the dark cage, his blood must have stained the walls.

That's my Yanmei! Oh, my God! That's my Yanmei! That's what I think is a treasure! How are you willing to trample on him like this! How can you trample my treasure like a mustard! How can you!

My heart was almost torn apart. I could see the little boy helplessly stretching out his hands to me, his eyes full of despair, he crawled towards me, and viscous, cold, damp black wings seemed to grow from his back.

If there is, it must be the wings of the devil.

"Stop!!!" I couldn't hold back anymore and yelled at the teacher, "Stop!"

Xu Zong saw it, although he was helpless, but he still stopped, and I heard him shake his head helplessly: "Calamus, you are too willful."

I smiled: "For the sake of Yanmei, no matter how willful you are, what can you do?"

My dear Yanmei, I probably don't have the face to say this in front of you, because I'm too shy and not strong enough. But Yanmei, I like you so much, I like you so much that I think of you every day, I like to miss you every night, I like you to live in my heart, beating with it, never stopping.

My dear Yanmei, I may not be able to heal your pain for the rest of my life, but I hope that my whole life will heal you. Xia Yanmei, I like you like that way, I can't breathe if I like it, I like you so much that I want to treat you as my only one even if I fight for my life, I don't know, do you want to. (To be continued.) )