Chapter 13: Self-pity

After coming out of Zhuang's courtyard, Lin Chenggang and Lin Wan walked on the road one after the other.

After walking for a while, Lin Wan suddenly stopped on the road.

Lin Chenggang turned his head to look at his sister who was frowning, and asked, "What, why don't you leave." ”

Lin Wan didn't speak, just walked to a willow tree by the pond next to her and stood there, her eyes looking at the pond, her brows were like a thick and wet mist, and she didn't know what she was thinking, so she didn't speak.

Lin Chenggang said impatiently: "What's wrong with you?" ”

After a long while, Lin Wan said lightly with some unwillingness: "It's nothing, it's just that I have a bumpy fate and failed to be reborn in a good belly." ”

Lin Wan thought of the dignified and bright Lin Yan, and thought of the innocent Lin Wan, they were all so blessed to be reincarnated in Zhuang's belly, so now their grandmother loves them, their father loves them, and Zhuang's is like their original heart. They have everything, but no one cares about her, her father doesn't love her, her mother doesn't care, and her mother has been locked up in Zhuangzi for more than ten years and can't see her. At the same time, the girls in a house are all surnamed Lin, why is the fate so different, God is so unfair.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel sorry for her life experience.

Lin Chenggang gave her a boring look and said, "If you are full of food and hold on, you might as well find a way to please your grandmother if you have this spare time." After saying that, he turned around and wanted to leave.

Lin Wan stopped him again at this time: "Brother." ”

In the end, it was the sister of his compatriot, Lin Chenggang couldn't bear it, and stopped his steps to persuade her a few more words.

As a result, before he could speak, Lin Wan's face became more and more hazy with tears, and her voice choked up: "Why do you say that my father hates us so much?" What are we doing wrong? ”

Lin Chenggang didn't speak, he used to want to ask this sentence. But now he didn't want to ask at all, and he didn't want to know anymore. He just wanted to make himself strong now, and one day he would let that person know that he didn't need him to look at him at all.

Lin Wan sniffed, turned to look at Lin Chenggang, and asked her again: "Do you say that my grandmother said bad things about us in front of my father, so my father hates us so much?" And my aunt, I heard the third aunt say that my aunt didn't make a mistake at all, and it was my mother-in-law who played tricks, so my aunt was misunderstood by my father and sent to Zhuangzi......"

Lin Chenggang frowned, and interrupted her sharply: "Shut up." As he spoke, he glanced at her with cold eyes, and said, "You can leave the elder's affairs alone, and the woman's affairs, don't talk about it in the future." If you want to die, you can keep talking, but don't bother me. ”

Lin Wan sobbed in a low voice and said, "Brother, I'm sorry. I just think that if my aunt is in the house, if my father likes my aunt as much as I like my mother, we will be much better. I heard that my father used to like my aunt very much, why didn't I like it later, and it would be nice if my father still liked her. ”

Lin Chenggang turned sideways, not planning to listen to her go crazy again.

Lin Wan wiped her eyes and asked again, "Brother, do you think it's good for the third aunt to be the queen?" ”

Lin Chenggang was shocked and said sharply: "What crazy words are you talking about? ”

Lin Wan continued as if she hadn't heard what he said: "I have always been good with the third aunt, and the third aunt has always been very good to me. If the third aunt becomes the queen, she will definitely be towards us. In this way, we will ...... "We don't have to look at other people's faces anymore, it's better than Lin Yan becoming the queen."

Just before she finished speaking, Lin Chenggang had already walked over quickly, and there was a "snap" slap sound in the air, and then Lin Wan covered her face and looked at her angry brother in shock.

Lin Chenggang scolded: "Do you have any brains, when others take a meat bone and dangle it in front of your eyes, you think that others are good to you?" What do you think the third aunt is a good person, be careful of being sold and help the number of money. There is also a third aunt, to put it mildly, it is a concubine of a Hu girl, what else is there besides a little bit of beauty and a little cleverness, the identity is not as good as us, grandmother doesn't care about her so that she can continue to jump, what do you think she can do to be a queen if she wants to be a queen. ”

Lin Wan covered her face and was already choked up.

Lin Chenggang looked at her but didn't have half sympathy and unbearable, and continued to scold: "Let me remind you, if you want to live a little longer, you will walk with the third aunt less." If you want to continue to die, I won't stop you, but I also tell you, if you die, I won't collect the body of someone like you who is hopelessly stupid, think about it yourself. After saying that, he ignored her and left.

Lin Wan looked at him with tears in her eyes, and she only felt that there was no time more sad than this moment. She thought that she still had a brother to rely on, but now she realized that even her brother didn't feel sorry for her, and she was alone in this world.

Thinking of this, she once again felt sorry for herself about her life experience.

She hid behind the willow tree and cried quietly for a long time, and then walked out, and was afraid that the maid would see her crying and the slap marks on her face, so she quickly cleaned up her face with a handkerchief, and then hid from people and went back to her yard.

As a result, as soon as she stepped into the yard, Lin Li led her maid Xiaotong from a distance, but came over from the other side and stopped her: "Maid." ”

Lin Wan stopped, raised her eyes to look at her, and called, "Third aunt." After speaking, he thought of the slap mark on his face, and quickly lowered his head.

Lin Ling said with a smile as he walked over, "I was about to look for you, but you only came back now?" How about it, it's okay to go and say hello to the third sister-in-law. In the last sentence, there was also a tone of concern in the tone, as if it was a terrible disaster for them to go to the Zhuang family to ask for peace.

Lin Wan didn't answer her words, Lin Ling approached, and then seemed to finally see the obvious five finger prints on her face, and hurriedly said in surprise: "Maid, what's going on on your face?" Who hit you? As he spoke, he reached out and touched the red marks on her face, and said with a distressed look on his face: "God is pitiful, it must be very painful." ”

Looking at Lin Li's concerned appearance, Lin Wan's originally cold heart suddenly gave rise to a warmth.

Who said that the third aunt didn't mean it to her? Neither her grandmother nor her father cared about her, her grandmother ignored her, her biological mother couldn't even see her, and her brother's brother beat her with his own hands, but in the end, only the third aunt cared about her and treated her well. If the third aunt is good to her and uses her, then she is willing to be used by her.