Chapter 101: It's just that people don't know it at the time
The distant sunlight shook a faint circle of light on the windowsill, and the huge room was suddenly silent, so quiet that even the sound of dust floating in the air could be heard clearly under the reflection of the beams.
My heart was a little confused, and I vaguely felt that I shouldn't listen to it anymore. I knew something was waiting for me out there, and the answer was between the lines of Sara's next words, and I wasn't sure if I really wanted to know.
"Ruori, don't run away, there are some things you should know." Sara saw my hesitation and spoke firmly.
"Why?" I heard myself asking, my tone unusually calm.
"Do you know why I only told Ian Stewart about your whereabouts yesterday and didn't inform Si Tianzhe?" She didn't answer the question.
I looked at her with a puzzled look on my face.
"Fair choice. Or rather, to prompt your heart to make a choice. ”
"It's ...... What do you mean? ”
She smiled softly, "You know, Si Tianzhe loves you, and his love lets you know it straightforwardly, but Ian Stewart is different, he never talks about his love, so of course I have to give him a chance." If such a solo trip and a solitary relationship can make you like Ian Stewart, it means that under a fair choice, your inner choice is him, but if the situation is the opposite......"
"On the contrary, so what?" I raised an eyebrow.
"It's the opposite...... she chuckled, and said unhurriedly, "It's what I asked you just now, and when I saw that it was Ian Stewart who went to find you, not Si Tianzhe, at that moment, did you feel a sense of loss in your heart?" If there is, it means that what you really like in your heart is Si Tianzhe. Still, you don't seem to like Ian Stewart. ”
"Sara, you cunning woman." I looked at her lukewarmly, and my tone was a little unkind.
She smiled and said calmly: "I'm just helping your heart make a decision, who makes you always can't see and sort out your emotions." ”
"But why do I have to like one of the two? Couldn't it be someone else? I asked with a chuckle.
"It's possible." Sara leaned back comfortably on the sofa, looking light, "But don't ignore one point, maybe you don't realize it yourself, you have subconsciously acquiesced to the intervention of the two of them, for someone like you, who is used to isolating everyone, can acquiesce to who intervenes in your life, although the degree of intervention is very limited, but this kind of acceptance is already a prerequisite for generating good feelings." ”
"Someone like me......," I repeated her words, a little amused, "I'm acquiescing in your involvement, and you're no less involved than the two of them, doesn't that mean I like you too?" ”
"That's right." She blinked and quipped, "Ruori, you've always admired me, didn't you notice it yourself?" ”
"Alright." I rolled my eyes in frustration.
She chuckled for a while, but said quietly: "It's just ......"
"Just?" I couldn't stand the way she had something to say, so I asked bluntly.
"It's just that when it comes to fairness, it's not enough now, you have to know what Ian Stewart has done for you, and then you choose who to love and who not to love, which is fair to all three of you."
I sighed, helpless, "So far, why don't I listen?" Let's talk about it. ”
"Things have to start on the night of your birthday, which was also Rosemary's drinking party, and I happened to be invited to attend, so I accidentally bumped into you and Si Tianzhe. When I saw you walking through the hall, I wanted to greet you, but I didn't stop you when I saw that you were leaving. She took a sip of her coffee and said calmly, "But when you walked out the door, I saw Ian Stewart. Do you know, at that time, he was hiding in the shadows, watching Si Tianzhe walk beside you slightly intimately, and after driving away, that kind of lonely look, you can't imagine how long he looked at the direction you left, and stood by himself. ”
"He- how could he ......"
"How did he end up there?" Sara sighed, "I later learned that that night, he had put down everything in the family and rushed over to celebrate your birthday, but he couldn't wait for you for a long time, and he was a little worried, so he checked your whereabouts and rushed over, who knows...... He disappeared for a while after that night, I think, I should be unwilling to face the fact that Si Tianzhe is by your side for a while. ”
The long-standing doubts were solved, and his heart was already full of mixed feelings, no wonder he said that he would stay in the United States for a few weeks, but he came back early.
"But how do you know so clearly......" I thought I was confused.
"Well," she smiled, "because of my dad, of course." As an ambitious and meticulous person, my dad's understanding of these two families in North America and even the Si family is definitely beyond your imagination. Needless to say, the old man pays close attention to Ian Stewart - in fact, in the final analysis, the main reason is for you, my dad doesn't trust Ian Stewart, but he is so close to you, my dad thinks he is inseparable from friend and foe, so he pays special attention to him, so I know. ”
I see.
For the sake of that plan, Mr. Beder was really well-intentioned. I can't blame him, but I'm grateful to him for giving me freedom, but it's not a good feeling to be watched like this for no reason by the people around me.
"That's why I know, Ruori, it turns out that he has been guarding you, using the power of the Stewart family." Sara sighed and got up, intending to leave.
"By the way," she paused and turned around, "do you know the bottle of perfume he gave you?" ”
"Huh?" I didn't have time to react for a while.
"That bottle of perfume, from the appearance to the fragrance formula is designed and developed by himself, I think, it should be a unique one, for you."
I was stunned, gritted my teeth, and said, "Sara, I hate you." ”
There was a burst of laughter like a silver bell in his ears, "It's useless to run away, my dear, whether you know it or not, it really happened, so ask your heart." ”
She left with a smile on her face, leaving me alone in a chaotic room.