Chapter 131: Ji Qian's Past 2

For a long time, Ji Qian didn't speak, didn't move, like a piece of wood, not that Chun Ge said it profoundly, but a little experience touched his heartstrings that had been numb for a long time. People who have not experienced the choice will not appreciate the ruthless abandonment that comes with every decision. Ji Qian's abandonment was his conscience in the southeast, and he used the most drastic way to take revenge on the person he hated the most, and at the same time revenge himself at the same time.

And Chun Ge gave up his hidden heart, to put it mildly, this kind of renunciation is to a certain degree absurd, and asking a poet of the landscape poetry school to write a rich and colorful erotic poem, which is used to mix and eat. But Chunge himself is willing, willing to live his life with the eyes of a worldly person, he doesn't ask for much, let all those damn die, but during this period, he is very tired, keeps struggling, keeps choosing, until finally numbness and indifference. This is life, carved the former you, always let you remember the past, but you can only sigh, it's worth it. Is it really worth it, see what you think.

Suddenly, Ji Qian moved the hand that Chun Ge put on his eyes to his chest, and Chun Ge, who was familiar with the human body, knew that this was the position of the heart and the proof of existence.

"I'm not wrong, I can't be wrong, do you believe it?" Ji Qian asked humbly, without the slightest affirmation, just like a drowning man knew that a straw could not save him, but he still grabbed it, but he didn't really think that he could survive, just to have a thought, to live longer, let him live longer.

"I'm not wrong, I can't be wrong, do you believe it?" Chunge's question was obviously not as weak as Ji Qian's, but it was not so powerful, maybe he didn't know what Ji Qian was talking about, but he understood and tasted that feeling, and he couldn't afford to be wrong.

There was such a stiffness between the two of them, Xu didn't know what to say, or what to say, and I don't know how long it took, Xiao Er knocked on the door and said that the dish was ready and wanted to be sent in. Only then did these two people react, at this time, Chunge's hand was still on Ji Gan's chest, and he could feel Ji Qian's life, which was beating one after another.

"Say you're a disciple, and you're cheap, and you've been holding the girl's hand, are you embarrassed?" Chunge was not embarrassed, and he didn't pull out his hand, as if it was Ji Qian who was at a loss.

As soon as Chun Ge said this, Ji Qian held his grip tighter: "No one is afraid of girls, what am I afraid of, um." ”

Xiao Er entered the door is this scene, he is also a knowledgeable person, he sets the dishes neatly with his hands and feet, and closes the door as soon as he slips away, so he will not disturb these two.

"Poof" Chun Ge couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "This guy is also a superb." ”

"Don't talk about him, come and eat, I think you've been hungry for a long time, but you can't greet him well." Ji Qian smiled and pulled Chun Ge to the dining table and set the dishes and chopsticks for him.

"What's wrong, look at what you ordered, the Tao is all famous, but I got cheap." Chun Ge looked at the food at the table, and really found the kind of hunger that had just entered the door, and it was also in the face of such a table of high-level food, it was difficult to teach people not to move their appetites.

"Try this." I saw Ji Qian pick the traditional vinegar fish in the distance of Chunge, pick the fresh meat on the back, and send it into Chunge's bowl.

Chun Ge raised his eyebrows and smiled, vinegar fish is common to him, but some of them in Hangzhou are sweet and sour, and it is rare to stew in a pot like this, he saw that Ji Qian was quite proud of this, and ate it without saying a word. To be honest, the taste is still top-notch, and its method is like stewing fish in vinegar, the taste of this fish is a little heavy, but as Chunge, who grew up in the north, his taste is not necessarily much lighter, and this traditional vinegar fish is obviously in the eyes of others.

"It's rare to find such a heavy taste of fish in the southeast." Chun Ge said, shaking the fish on the chopsticks.

"I guessed that your sex was raised in the southeast, and sure enough, you still prefer northern tastes." Ji Qian was a little proud, for the first time, he felt that he thought about it more, and it was still pleasing.

Chun Ge pursed his lips, if he didn't object to Ji Qian, it could be regarded as an admission in disguise, anyway, the capital was also in the north, so it was not a lie. Chun Ge ate relatively light food in Hangzhou, this time it was hard to eat a strong flavor, since he picked more of this kind, like what kind of soy sauce fried shrimp, shrimp is big-headed river shrimp, the meat is sweet, the taste is very tough, some have seeds, drizzled with a very heavy soy sauce sauce, which plays a role in seasoning but will not take away the sweetness of shrimp meat. There is also tea-flavored chicken, the chicken has been stewed until it is soft and rotten, and it is very delicious.

Chun Ge ate with relish, and Ji Qian was also a little satisfied in his eyes.

"My dad also grew up in the north, so he eats a lot of food." Ji Qian said lightly.

Chun Ge's chopsticks stopped, looked at Ji Qian, and said with a smile: "I thought you were a southerner, but your face is rare and delicate in the north, and your character is also deep." ”

"My mother is from the South, my father settled in the South long before he gave birth to me, and I have a master who taught me a lot when I was a child." Ji Qian seemed to see through Chun Ge that he was just a child when he was a child, sitting on his father's lap, waiting for his mother to call him to eat.

"And then?" Chunge asked.

Ji Qian didn't answer Chunge's question, but just said to himself: "My master is a rare master in the world, my father respects him very much, my father often says that if the master's family gives birth to a son, he will marry me as a brother of the opposite sex, and if he gives birth to a daughter, he will let me marry her, take care of her for the rest of my life, and love her." The master also agreed, and the two families were like a family. Ji Qian couldn't help but smile when he said this, because he thought of the baby kiss when he was a child.

Later, the southeast was in chaos, and the master was affected and hid. But why, my family died. I don't know where the almighty master was at that time, and why he did something that made my family suffer the consequences for him. Ji Qian looked at Chun Ge and asked softly, "Why?" ”

Chun Ge knew that what Ji Qian needed was not an answer, his question was just an emotion that he had been in his heart for a long time, and Chun Ge could only sigh and say, "I think, you like that master very much." ”

"yes." Ji Qian's eyes had deep feelings, and he whispered: "He taught me to read, he praised me for my talent, and said that I will become a great weapon in the future, and he is really very good to me, very good." At this time, Ji Qian's words changed, his face showed hatred, and he gritted his teeth and said: "But if I knew that it would be such a result, I would rather never have a trace of kindness from him, I can't afford it, I can't afford to exchange my parents' lives for a master." ”

"You hate him." Chunge asked naturally.

"No, how dare I hate, I respected him and loved him, and gave away my father's and mother's life alive, but now I have nothing, if I hate him, what can I lose." Ji Qian muttered in a low voice, and after a while, he actually smiled a little sickly: "So, I have to make some achievements to repay my teacher." ”

"Ah Gan, you are stunned." Chun Ge held Ji Qian's increasingly cold hand, wanting to warm this person's heart a little.

"I didn't, he wanted me to make a career in the imperial court, I just wanted to make a world out of the mountain bandits, I want to tell him that he couldn't deal with the mountain bandits back then, and now with me, he can only regret it for the rest of his life." Ji Qian held Chunge's hand and absorbed the warmth.

"You, that's right." Chun Ge slowly spit out these three, although he was extremely reluctant to admit them, but they were the words of the truth.

Ji Qian's eyes seemed to have tears, but he looked out the window and said very lightly: "I want to be friends with you." ”

This is Ji Qian's original answer to Chunge's original question......