Chapter Seventy-Four: The Breadth of Love (Minor Repair)
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"Oh...... Hey, you see! β
"Don't look at it, Ning Cheng won't appear, Yan Huaishi didn't come, the assassin doesn't exist at all, and the child in Hua Qiong's belly is fine...... I said Feng Zhiwei, you're tired of playing this trick, don't try to divert my attention anymore - take medicine. β
"Oh."
Someone who wants to be caught in the fraud will obediently go to the medicine bowl.
"I'll feed you." Ning Yi let go, "Otherwise, you don't know what tricks to play." β
"It's inconvenient for you, what to feed." Feng Zhi dodged slightly, "I'm afraid you'll feed it to my nose." β
"I can see you." Ning Yi's answer was simple, but it seemed to have a deep meaning.
Feng Zhiwei stopped talking, her eyebrows drooped down, she is not a willful child, she naturally knows the bitterness of the medicine, but this medicine is too terrifying, even if it is a child's urine, it is estimated that it is better than this, she drank it for many days, not only did she not get used to it, but the more she drank, the more afraid she became.
It's been a while since I woke up, in addition to this terrible medicine, Feng Zhiwei has enjoyed the best treatment since childhood - surrounded by relatives and friends, His Royal Highness personally took care of it, in this period of days when Feng Zhiwei had no strength to refuse, Ning Yi showed great patience and meticulousness, some days down, when Feng Zhiwei had the strength to refuse, some things have become a habit, and then refusing has become hypocritical.
Get along day and night, has always been the best way to eliminate the hostility and resistance in the depths of consciousness, from the realm of life and death, but also the easiest to make the rest of the people relax their hearts and soften, originally two people with similar minds and tacit understanding, to later, gradually less alienated, more cordial, less guarded, more soft mood.
The sound of the silver spoon clashing sounded crisply, Ning Yi, who was sitting in front of her couch, looked calm, the medicinal juice in the silver spoon not only tasted terrible and the smell was also arrogant, he didn't seem to smell it, and he deliberately sniffed it on his lips before handing it to her mouth accurately.
Feng Zhiwei looked at the hot air, his eyes were a little dim at the moment, his heart was blocked, and he swallowed a mouthful of medicine unconsciously.
It was quiet on all sides, and there was a small mouse-like sound on the roofβit was Young Master Gu eating walnuts, and it sounded very comfortable.
Feeding a bowl of medicine with perseverance, Feng Zhi let out a long breath slightly, and before she could speak, the snow-white handkerchief had been gently pressed on the corner of her lips, "Don't move." β
Wiping the remaining medicinal juice from her lips, Feng Zhiwei opened her mouth again, and this time a sweet thing was thrown into her mouth.
"Longxi's nine pickled honey plums," Ning Yi seemed to be eating it himself, "I think it's good." β
"They're all treated like children." Feng Zhi smiled, "When you are really a child, you don't have this treatment." β
"Then I'll make it up to you now." Ning Yi smiled and stroked her hair, "Double." β
Feng Zhiwei's heart trembled again, turned his eyes away, looked at the autumn scenery outside the window, and said, "The weather is good today." β
"Go sit outside and breathe."
Young Master Gu floated down, picked up the patient with one hand, and the soft couch with the other, and sent the person out without bothering His Highness, who wanted to hug His Royal Highness the beauty with nephrite warm fragrance, followed a little angrily.
Young Master Gu clumsily laid out a soft couch for Feng Zhiwei, put her on it, and covered it with three layers of blankets, Feng Zhiwei buried it in the thick blanket, only revealing a pair of eyes, and struggled to thank him.
Young Master Gu sat back on the roof with satisfaction and continued to eat walnuts, Feng Zhiwei asked Ning Yi for help, "Hurry up...... Crush me. β
Ning Yi smiled, took off the two layers of blankets, rearranged the messy mattress for her, and said a little proudly: "Look, you still can't do without me." β
It's really narcissistic, Feng Zhiwei didn't admit it, "It's just for the time being." β
"It's okay for the time being," Ning Yi sat beside her, "I hate you for being too strong." β
Feng Zhiwei didn't speak, the two sat quietly, the autumn color was deep, the garden was a deep and light red maple, mixed with various colors of chrysanthemums light purple and yellow, gorgeous and bleak, the sky was very high, occasionally the northern geese flying south, the light black wings drew a white arc, and a cloud was scattered.
Two people sit and lie down, sharing each other's silence in the quiet autumn scene, listening to the petals scattered from the branches, listening to the wings of birds skimming the tips of the grass with dew, listening to the crystal droplets of water pouring down on the broken lotus leaves, seeing the invisible, it doesn't matter so much, the scene is in the heart, the person is in the heart.
The silence lasted for a long time, until there was a faint sound in the distance, as if the pace was hurrying towards the courtyard, Feng Zhiwei raised his head and smiled slowly.
"Take care." She said.
Ning Yi leaned down slowly, the slightly hot breath was blowing in her ear, Feng Zhi gave in slightly, and couldn't let go anywhere, feeling that his lips were finally attached to the side of his ear, moist and soft, and his tone was as light as possible, "Wait for me." β
Feng Zhiwei was silent, he gently bit her earlobe, not light or heavy, a little stinging and a little itchy, but it didn't seem to be itching in the earlobe.
His gorgeous and cool breath, like autumn clouds, is slowly covered from afar, and his eyes are like a fluttering boat, about to carry someone's heart, swinging across the other side of separation.
She didn't speak, he didn't let him, there was a low breath in his ears, light and shallow, as if he was afraid of startling her fragility at the moment, but there was a bit of indomitable strength in the bite, Feng Zhi had to laugh helplessly, pushed him away, covered his ears with his hands, and said for a while: "I always have to wait for you to return to Beijing together." β
She raised her hand and stroked Ning Yi's chin, the tentacles were a little stubble, she smiled and gently pulled it out, in exchange for his low smile, her eyes flowed, and she said: "I remember your current outline, and when the time comes, I will find out that you have lost weight, but I will not spare you." β
"Why don't you spare me?" Ning Yi's laughter was tinged with pleasure.
"Kill you, and you are inseparable." Feng Zhi replied with a slight smile.
"Okay, wait until you check." He spread his hand, and his smile was a little more ****, "You can check how you want, don't talk about your face, where is it...... Both. β
Feng Zhi retracted his hand slightly, glanced at him, thinking that he couldn't see it, and he was helpless, so he quietly touched his earlobe, did he bite red, or did he turn red?
"Take the boy with you." She said, "When I saved him, I was thinking about whether it could help your eyes, and I didn't want to use it for me in the end, and the famous doctor, you can see if you can also take it and think of a way together." β
"That's your famous doctor." Ning Yi's tone suddenly became a little light, "It won't be for me to drive." β
Feng Zhiwei looked at Gu Nanyi's direction in a little surprise, indeed, that famous doctor is very mysterious, she hasn't seen it until now, Gu Nanyi doesn't mention this person, if it wasn't for someone else to tell her, she wouldn't know that this person existed.
She didn't ask any more, changed the topic, and said: "You went over there, pay attention, the group of masters who ambushed us in Longxi at the beginning, that is, the leader's left shoulder was once injured by me, and the officialdom over there must be more ruthless controlled by the Chang family, you must be careful." β
"Guard the South China Sea and don't let it become a retreat for the Chang family, and you will no longer have any worries." Ning Yi said, "You believe me, and I also believe that you can keep it." β
"I'm still waiting for you to go back to Beijing together." Feng Zhi smiled slightly and pushed him, "Go ahead." β
Ning Yi gently pinched her palm, smiled, and then turned around resolutely.
In the distance, Ning Cheng followed, he had been sitting cross-legged on the rockery, looking in this direction with a strange eye. That look was a little empty, a little cold, a little hesitant, a little uneasy.
The figures of the two passed through the layers of maple red and gradually disappeared.
Just outside the garden, the political envoy of Nanhai and other three divisions were waiting for the king of Chu to drive.
Farther outside the city, General Nanhai led 100,000 troops from the South China Sea border to wait for the arrival of the commander of the expedition to the south between the flags flying in the wind and the tips of the spears like the sea.
Just yesterday.
Chang Minjiang, the general of southern Fujian, rose up, served the five princes as the emperor, led an army of 150,000 to Qiaoguan County in southern Fujian, killed the county order Fang De to sacrifice the flag, and the soldiers pointed out, and even went down to the five counties.
The imperial court urgently transferred the first-line border army, advanced the two troops of Cao Kebing and Kong Shiliang guarding Longnan Province to the southwest, and transferred 100,000 border troops from the South China Sea to the southern front, with Ning Yi, the minister of Minnan Province and the king of Chu, as the main commander to meet the rebels.
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After Ning Yi's figure disappeared for a long time, Feng Zhiwei withdrew his gaze, lowered his eyelashes, thumped his somewhat sore legs, and smiled.
This illness is menacing. It has caused a lot of damage to her body, so that it takes a long time to recover, the only thing that she is a little strange about is that the scorching air flow in her body seems to be thicker than before, but it is not as hot and boiling as before, but it is a bit in the dantian, slowly stabilizing tendency.
Walking on the edge of life and death, maybe it will be a blessing in disguise, she thought.
There was another sound of footsteps outside the garden, and there was a person whose steps were particularly brisk and crisp, Feng Zhi squinted and smiled, it must be Hua Qiong.
Sure enough, after a while, Hua Qiong turned the corridor and appeared in front of her with the agility that a pregnant woman can't have, beside Yan Huaishi's mother Chen, and the maid behind her was holding a fresh pomegranate, Hua Qiong picked one up and raised her with a smile.
Feng Zhiwei smiled at her, she liked Hua Qiong very much, not only because of the shock that this woman gave her at the moment of first meeting, but also because of the brightness and intelligence that Hua Qiong showed in these days of contact, she was clear but not indulgent, and she was also good at considering others in her daring deeds.
"Are you feeling better today?" Hua Qiong came every day, Yan Huaishi took over the establishment of the Ship Division, and she was so busy, her wife was responsible for expressing her concerns, this woman was not formal, Feng Zhiwei and Ning Yi had already been exempted from the cumbersome notification of the ceremony.
"It's the same weather, it's good." Feng Zhiwei watched her peel out the bright red and plump pomegranate seeds, one by one fine and crystalline, her eyes swept over the roof, Hua Qiong immediately picked up one and threw it on, Young Master Gu took it, and threw it back in an instant - not Hu Tao, don't.
Hua Qiong peeled the pomegranate for herself to eat, smiling.
The Chen family has always been decent, giving Feng Zhiwei a courtesy, and seeing Hua Qiong eating first, he couldn't help frowning, and said, "Qiong'er!" Be careful! β
Hua Qiong smiled, Feng Zhiwei had already hurriedly said: "It's okay, Mrs. Yan has a body, but she can't treat people with two bodies badly." β
She played a round game, but Chen Shi didn't smile, her eyes swept over Hua Qiong's abdomen, and her eyebrows wrinkled slightly.
The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law sat far away, one sat upright, the other didn't care, and the tone of their voice was a little rusty, completely lacking the enthusiasm and gratitude they imagined.
The Yan family ancestral hall Chen's mother and son are on the front line of life and death, Hua Qiong broke free from the guards of the Yan family and traveled barefoot for more than ten miles to rescue, not hesitating to splash blood in front of the ancestral hall, only to open the door of the ancestral hall.
Feng Zhiwei's gaze fell on Hua Qiong's abdomen, and a question that had existed in her heart for a long time surfaced again, but now with her identity, she couldn't ask it no matter what.
Chen Shi routinely greeted a few words, and was about to leave, and glanced at Hua Qiong, Hua Qiong smiled, "Mother, go over first, I'll sort out the book case for Master Wei and come back." β
Chen wanted to speak and stopped, but he and Feng Zhiwei said goodbye and left, Feng Zhi smiled and turned to Hua Qiong.
Hua Qiong glanced at her, ate the pomegranate in no hurry, and instructed the maid, "Yes, it's delicious, go and ask for more." β
The maid went, Feng Zhiwei's eyes fell on the plate, there were more than a dozen pomegranates in it, and she couldn't eat them at all, where did she need to ask for more? It seems that this woman Bing Xue is smart and is going to say something to herself.
"If Lord Wei has anything you want to ask, just ask." Hua Qiong sat beside her, brushing her hair easily.
Feng Zhiwei expressed her doubts about her abdomen with her eyes.
Hua Qiong's belly is not big, five or six months ago, but five or six months ago, Yan Huaishi was still in Dijing and had never returned to the South China Sea.
Looking down at her stomach, Hua Qiong smiled, and said again, "You guessed right, this kid is indeed not a kaiseki." β
Feng Zhi coughed slightly, even if he guessed, he was still shocked when he heard such a calm sentence.
Hua Qiong immediately reached over and patted her on the back gently, Feng Zhiwei was stunned again, Hua Qiong had already put her hand back.
She gently stroked her abdomen, smiled lightly, and finally had a little more sadness in her eyes, "I am a country woman, my father used to be a county official, and then resigned and returned to his hometown, and opened a private school, my family's private school, on the side of Huaishi's mother's nunnery, she was very bullied in the nunnery, my father and I saw her pitiful, and often gave some charity, I and Kaiseki, so we knew each other very young." β
Oh, the story of the unpopular rich son and the poor girl.
"Don't think that's a childhood story." Hua Qiong said another shocking sentence, "Kaiseki doesn't like me." β
Feng Zhiwei took a sip of tea and almost sprayed it on the futon.
"Chen is a typical woman, although she is grateful to my family, but it is impossible to appreciate a wild girl like me, Kaishi is influenced by her mother, and she has no thoughts about me, but she is grateful to my family for taking care of her, and she gets along with me better, in the eyes of outsiders, it looks like a couple."
Hua Qiong slowly bit the pomegranate seed and said softly: "The year my father died, he took my hand and said, Qi Dafei is not a coincidence, don't marry the Yan family, otherwise I will be very bitter in the future. β
"Xiucai is frail, not long after marriage, he was **** sickbed, I waited for him for more than a year, and I still went, so I fell into a reputation as a kefu."
"So ...... kid"
"Xiucai's." Hua Qiong said, "Posthumous son." β
Feng Zhiwei gasped, thinking to himself how justified and murderous this woman was that day in the ancestral hall, and that look would not be doubted in anyone's eyes, Yan Changtian is not surnamed Yan.
Yan Changtian really doesn't have the surname Yan......
She actually ran to knock on the ancestral hall of the first family with other people's children, and said that this was the eldest grandson of the family's eldest house who wanted to go in, and used this fake seed to save two lives, which indirectly led to the change of the situation in the Yan family and the entire South China Sea.
For the first time in Feng Zhiwei's life, he admired the same sex.
There's just one more problem, it's a bit wrong.
"Kaiseki is not in the South China Sea recently, and the Yan family also knows about it, why didn't they raise objections at that time?"
"On the one hand, it was to calm your siege and my momentum at that time, and I forgot to count the days," Hua Qiong said, "On the other hand, after hearing that the Qin Cha was going to Nanhai Province to set up a ship affairs department, and Huaishi was likely to become the general office, I knew that the Yan family would definitely not let him go, so I once spread that Huaishi had secretly returned to Nanhai to see me recently." β
"Why?"
"This child is a posthumous child." Hua Qiong gently stroked her abdomen, her face full of the brilliance of being a mother, "No one knows that Xiucai left me a child, I think, Huaishi's life experience is his big weakness, Huaishi has no threat before, the Yan family doesn't look at him in their eyes, they won't move him, once Huaishi comes out, the Yan family will use this matter to expel him sooner or later, and for the Yan family, which has always attached importance to the heir, there is nothing more useful than a long grandson!" β
Feng Zhi looked at Hua Qiong in a daze.
This woman, a little more intelligent than she imagined, with far-reaching eyes and a deep heart, actually made such a hugely influential and incomparably correct decision early on the basis of inference.
Behind her sparse smile is a delicate and brave mind.
"You ......" Feng Zhiwei finally asked after a long time, "Love him, don't you?" β
Without a love that is deep to the bone, we will never be able to do this.
Hua Qiong's smile dimmed a little when she heard this question at first glance, but she quickly raised it again and said briskly, "Yes." β
She replied simply, but the meaning of the two words was so deep that Feng Zhi pondered slightly.
I know that my lover has no her in his heart.
knew that her mother-in-law did not accept her.
Knowing that she did this, the world laughed at her, climbing the dragon and the phoenix, being greedy and snobbish.
But at the expense of self-damage to his reputation and self-injury, tens of millions of people told a heavy lie in front of him, just to save his lover's life.
Feng Zhiwei really understood her courage at this moment.
I thought that the two were happy, and it was natural to ask for marriage in person.
However, she is actually uneasy, completely unsure at the door of the ancestral hall to marry, once Yan Huaishi says "no", what awaits her will be the Yan family's merciless revenge - the ancestral hall in front of the foreign surname to make trouble, killed nothing.
"It's a positive result now." She smiled happily and looked at her with relief, "From now on, you are the wife of the head of the Yan family, and no one can despise you." β
"Nope."
Feng Zhiwei, who was about to drink tea, softened his hand again, and the cup almost fell to the ground, but Hua Qiong caught it.
"Auntie, don't scare me every time, okay?" Feng Zhi smiled bitterly.
Hua Qiong put down the teacup and grabbed her hand, "Take me away!" β
Feng Zhi raised her eyes slightly in a daze, and then looked at her holding her hand in a daze, if it wasn't for the confirmation that Hua Qiong would not fall in love with her, she almost thought that this was the second Shao Ning who had been sent by mistake.
"Mrs. Yan......" she gestured for the two to shake hands, reminding her that Yu was not in agreement.
Hua Qiong didn't let go, her bright eyes staring at her tightly.
"You know I'm ......" Feng Zhiwei was a little puzzled, her mask was very exquisite, and she was also very good at dressing up as a man, how could this woman see it?
"Your Highness looks at you." Hua Qiong pursed her lips and smiled, "I'm from here, I understand." β
Feng Zhiwei was silent for a long time, not wanting to make a mistake and not wanting to make a mistake with Ning Yi, but fortunately, there are not many people like Hua Qiong who are smart and delicate on the outside and inside, and there are not many people who know feelings like her, so don't worry too much.
Then she said stupidly: "Actually, His Highness is a broken sleeve." β
Hua Qiong laughed, and her laughter was clear, "You are really awkward...... How could a person like His Highness be a broken sleeve? β
"What kind of person is he?" Feng Zhiwei suddenly wanted to know Ning Yi in the eyes of others.
"His Highness is not an amorous person, on the contrary, he is very ruthless." Hua Qiong said, "You haven't seen the South China Sea during this period of time, His Royal Highness's methods are absolutely cold and ruthless, which makes many people frightened, he is a person who really achieves great things, he is forbearing, he is not moving, and he is thunderous when he moves...... Together with his own heart. β
Feng Zhi smiled and said, "Yes, it's well cleaned up." β
"It's just spilled on you." Hua Qiong made a crisp, forceful and unquestionable summary.
Feng Zhi was silent, there was a slight softness in her eyes, Hua Qiong smiled sharply opposite her, the autumn sun sprinkled on the flat and wide white stone courtyard behind her, there was a kind of sea-like vastness.
"Then why go?" After a while, Feng Zhi changed the topic slightly.
"For my own happiness." Hua Qiong said, "Huaishi doesn't have me in his heart, I married him like this or I don't have me, that day asking to marry is just my expediency, if he really wants him to be Yan Changtian in such a muffled voice, he is willing and I am not willing." β
"You deserve it." Feng Zhi said lightly, "Without your risky move to abandon your reputation, Huaishi would not be able to have today, if he stops his wife and remarries, don't talk about others, and I won't rely on it." β
"He is willing to marry me, but I am not willing to marry." Hua Qiong smiled proudly, "I, Hua Qiong, how can I marry someone who reluctantly marries me?" If I marry him like this, he will never love me, even if he respects me all his life. β
Feng Zhiwei stared at the woman's complicated eyes, and suddenly understood her pride and self-esteem, she married Yan Huaishi like this, Chen and Yan Huaishi inevitably had a pimple in their hearts, and they would feel wronged, a village girl with an ordinary background who was pregnant with someone else's posthumous child was indeed not worthy of the head of the Yan family, not to mention Yan Huaishi's feelings for her were not love.
If she were to be replaced by other women, she might marry into the Yan family calmly because of that kind of credit, but Hua Qiong would not.
"When you leave the South China Sea, I'll go with you." Hua Qiong held her hand and said earnestly, "You can rise to the top as a woman in cloth, and you are deeply relied on by the dynasty, I admire you very much, please let me be the person next to you, and take me to see a wider and farther world." β
"You think clearly, once you leave, Kaiseki no longer owes you anything, and it is likely that he will marry someone else."
"If he forgets me so easily, then where am I worth dying?" Hua Qiong smiled calmly, "If you like it, you must also have a bottom line of self-esteem." β
The woman's posture in the sunlight was straight, loose and strong, her eyebrows facing the sun were clear and refreshing, and her eyes were clear.
"I don't want anyone to accommodate me because of my grace, to fulfill a not happy love, I don't want to be the wife of the Yan family under the charity of my mother-in-law and husband, live peacefully with a noble surname, I want to be a woman who controls herself, washing and refining in the mountains and seas of the Tiansheng Dynasty, I want him Yan Huaishi to one day, I have to raise my head and look at me seriously, I want him to understand one day, I love him bigger than the mountains and seas, more than all."
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After talking to Hua Qiong once, Feng Zhiwei thought for a long time, when Hua Qiong said those words, the sparkling eyebrows in the autumn sun couldn't help flashing back in her mind, she suddenly felt that only such a dashing and chivalrous woman dared to swear to the sky, I love him bigger than the mountains and seas, better than all, and she is indeed broad and broad, better than the mountains and seas.
Suddenly, there was envy and a faint sense of amazement, feeling that Yan Huaishi's luck was really not ordinary, and he was contemplating in the quiet night, without any sleep, thinking that Ning Yi's army didn't know where it was, South China Sea and southern Fujian lived next to each other, he must be in a hurry day and night, thinking about his blind eyes, he delayed the plan to go to southern Fujian for himself, so that he has not regained his sight until now, leading the army in such a state, what an inconvenience it is, and thinking that if he didn't find the right medicine, his eyes were delayed for so long, What if you are truly permanently blind? Although he doesn't have to go into battle in person, but there are no eyes on the battlefield, so ...... What to do?
Suddenly, she broke out in a cold sweat, thinking about talking to Gu Nanyi and asking the famous doctor to accompany the army to protect Ning Yi, she raised her head and knocked on the wall.
Young Master Gu floated down, and the first action was to touch her forehead.
Feng Zhiwei looked at him as if he was frightened - God! Young Master Gu will take the initiative to touch people!
Young Master Gu didn't notice anything about her, he had made an exception during this time, he didn't feel anything when he touched his forehead, he touched her face, and felt that it was still a little hot, so he touched his face again.
He touched his face, the veil inevitably had to be lifted, Feng Zhi looked at the little bit of face revealed between the half-lifted veils in a daze, feeling that his breath was choked in his throat, and secretly hated why he didn't light the lamp in the middle of the night, it was easy to be dazzled in the dark, and it was estimated that it was the same when he wanted to light the lamp again, and the more clearly he could see, the more he suffered.
In order to avoid being so bad that she forgot what to say, she quickly turned her eyes away, but Young Master Gu seemed to have already compared the results, taking Feng Zhiwei's heat from her imagination as a fever, she dragged a quilt over her as soon as she stretched out her hand, and very skillfully stepped on a bunk, and then curled up and lay down.
Feng Zhiwei was frightened again-what was he doing?
She didn't know that she was seriously ill when Young Master Gu accompanied the bed, and Young Master Gu himself would not tell her, but she waited for a long time and saw that there was no movement, and when she turned sideways, she saw that Young Master Gu was actually falling asleep with the quilt in his arms, and his long man curled up awkwardly on the short pedal, it was obvious that he slept very uncomfortably, with Young Master Gu's habit of extremely demanding comfort, it was hard to imagine that he would fall asleep on the pedal, looking at the skillful and natural posture, it was obvious that it could not be cultivated in a day.
Feng Zhi leaned over slightly, leaned on the edge of the bed with his hand, looked at Gu Nanyi in a daze, remembering Ning Yi who rushed over and hit the foot of the bed in the middle of the night, his heart trembled, his fingers picked at the edge of the carved wooden bed, and a little sawdust fell on Gu Nanyi's veil.
Gu Nanyi opened her eyes and saw Feng Zhiwei looking down from the side, and suddenly remembered that she had slept on her footsteps at night and waited for her to wake up, and thought about what she would say if she woke up and looked at him sideways.
"Thank you."
Feng Zhi leaned on the edge of the bed, one hand was soft, and he almost fell - there were too many accidents today.
Just as Gu Nanyi, who didn't know how to say "I'm sorry" but said to her, Gu Nanyi, who never knew how to thank her, suddenly said thank you to her, or at this inexplicable time.
What is his condition now?
Young Master Gu is now back to the days when Feng Zhiwei was seriously ill, in those heavy and oppressive nights, he slept on his footsteps, thinking over and over again, what should he say when she woke up and looked down, saying "woke up"? Nonsense, saying "Did you sleep well?" Or nonsense, saying "It's all right?" "The biggest nonsense in the whole world.
He has never said nonsense in his life, and if he wants to say it, he must say it.
Those hours of the night, minute by minute, he always couldn't wait for her to wake up, such a long, almost hopeless wait, in those heavy expressions and sighs, he slowly understood that the strange heavy pressure in his heart, that is, what they called fear and anxiety, was very light, but in the world that he had been blank for more than ten years, it finally happened for the first time.
Just like the wind in his heart when she smiled and sang to peel walnuts for him in the past, as soft as the cloud in his heart when she played the leaf flute with him and said that she wanted to find him, just like the softness of the rain in his heart when she smiled and changed his women's clothes, now he understands that it is the happiness, happiness, and happiness they used to say when they were children...... All bright cheerful moods.
It's like the heaviness of being afraid of her death, that's called fear, and the thought of her dying is cold, it's called sadness...... In those days, he finally understood.
Maybe it's still far from the real feeling, maybe it's still complicated and incomprehensible for a while, but it's the full and bright colors that he gradually began to smear in his barren and pale life.
These are all given by Feng Zhiwei, and others can no longer have them.
It suddenly dawned on him that the only thing he had to say to her was thank you.
Thank you for her presence, thank you for her patience, thank you for opening up his closed fortress and letting him see a little bright world.
I don't think there's anything wrong with not knowing these things before, but I think it's better to know a little bit about them now.
Because if he understood, he would be more like Feng Zhiwei, like all those people who said he was different, and then, he wouldn't be like last time, he didn't know that Feng Zhiwei was dying.
So should say to her, thank you.
Gu Nanyi felt that if she wanted to say something, she had to say it, she had waited so long last time, and she had almost never been able to say it to her, so she naturally couldn't give up this time.
After he finished speaking, he felt that he was on his mind, and continued to sleep with the quilt in his arms.
A poor man was so frightened by him that he couldn't sleep, Feng Zhiwei stared at him from top to bottom, seeing that he actually fell asleep again after throwing a stone that smashed people, he was not angry, and stretched out his hand to rub him, "Hey, hey, don't sleep, get up and explain clearly." β
Young Master Gu opened his eyes, his gaze was as clear as autumn water, "What? β
He had forgotten.
Feng Zhiwei looked at him helplessly, "You said thank you." β
"Oh," Young Master Gu thought for a while, patted his heart, and said slowly, "When you were dying, it was sad here, thank you for letting me understand, what is sad." β
Thank you for letting me know what it means to be sad.
Feng Zhiwei looked deeply at the man who was holding his heart and thanked her seriously for "knowing how to be sad", and slowly bit his lower lip, and after a long time, his eyes gradually coated with a faint layer of red.
The moonlight in the house is light and bright, the mist is leisurely floating and sinking, Gu Nanyi sinks in half of the moon shadow, looking quiet and serene, only Feng Zhiwei knows that his tranquility and serenity are not the kind of people with warmth and beauty in the world, he has been living in an indifferent and noisy world, living in an eternal freezer.
There is a kind of person in this world, who is sunk in the depths of icy water, and has a blank life, and the simplest pleasures and the most turbulent pains in the world are as indifferent to them as a world away.
Only those who grew up alone in such a cold world can understand that this somewhat absurd and somewhat desolate sentence carries more weight than a thousand pounds.
Feng Zhi looked at him slightly, only to feel a dull pain in his heart - she had known him for so long, she knocked on his door, but she had taught him grief and pain first.
"No," Liang Jiu Feng Zhiwei leaned down slightly, lying on the edge of the bed, and muttered to the man who was motionless in the moonlight, fixed like a jade carving, as if he were swearing, "Don't let you only know how to be sad, no, it's more than that." β
"I want you to get out of the cage that traps you, I want you to see that the world is not just the one foot and three inches in front of you, I want you not to always be a person in a suit, you must get eight pieces of meat per bowl, I want you to learn to look at me with your eyes, I want you to know how to cry, know how to laugh, know how to calculate and quarrel, understand, love."
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After recuperating for a while, Feng Zhiwei put herself into a new round of busyness, the war in southern Fujian has started, Ning Yi has gone to the front, she can no longer lie down and wander leisurely, although Ning Yi helped her lay a good foundation for all things in the South China Sea, but a lot of details must be handled by her personally.
That night, she still talked to Gu Nanyi about asking the famous doctor to treat Ning Yi's eyes, but Gu Nanyi didn't answer silently, and said in a hurry: "I can't order him." β
This sentence made Feng Zhiwei's heart move-what does this mean? This tone is like two people in an organization, and then they have equal status, so Gu Nanyi can't instruct?
"Let me see him, I'll talk to him." Feng Zhiwei felt that if he met with this person, maybe many mysteries in his heart would be solved.
Who knew that Young Master Gu directly refused and said, "You're okay, he's going to rush back to the imperial capital, there may be something over there." β
Feng Zhiwei was helpless, so he had to put this matter aside, and if he wanted to solve the bell, he still needed to tie the bell, it would be good if he could find the people who released the Gu at the beginning, but most of those people were in southern Fujian, so it was better to count on Ning Yi to find it himself.
She ran non-stop between the affairs department and the government every day, first dealing with the grain robbery incident that day, when Ning Yi was there, she was seriously ill, Zhou Xizhong had nowhere to send the evil fire in her stomach, and now she can be arrested, chattering all day long that she wants to give an explanation, and it is just enough to open a warehouse without authorization, and the five grain guards of the Pingye Grain Depot have actually cut down two and a half! I'd better leave a janitor!
Feng Zhi smiled and listened to Lord Zhou's angry rebuke, and then cautiously pushed out the two parties - Helian Zheng and Yao Yangyu, saying that he wanted to kill Xi Tingzun, Zhou Xizhong smacked the corners of his mouth at the two scoundrels, one is the son of the grassland king who can't be offended, and the other is the son of Yao Ying, who will try the house, what can he do? In the end, I had to leave with my sleeves and lose another game.
In any case, the opening of the position also stabilized the current rice price to a certain extent, coupled with the fact that the Huang family's Shangguan family was too busy to take care of themselves, and the other three families withdrew, the prices and people's livelihood in the South China Sea began to slowly stabilize, Zhou Xizhong was dissatisfied, just because this was originally the back hand that he planned to use to win the people's prestige and increase the official reputation at the right time, but Feng Zhiwei was the first to be a good person.
However, his anger was quickly quelled by Feng Zhiwei, who proposed to unite the other three major families and severely punish the Shangguan family and the Huang family, and the remaining interests after the two families were defeated were equally divided between the government and the remaining three families.
This is naturally a good thing, Zhou Xizhong pretended to say that in any case, Lord Wei should have a share, Feng Zhi smiled slightly, saying that he was a passer-by, and he walked after finishing his errand, there was no need to pluck the goose, the imperial court had a big business, and he didn't care whether he wanted to grab this share with the locality, the South China Sea was good Wei Zhihao, hello, hello, everyone, the only small requirement was that the Yan family was the general leader of the specific affairs, and the hardest part was to divide it more, and in addition, he allocated a percent of the industry to the Ship Affairs Division as activity funds, The relevant profits will also be given to the Department of Shipping Affairs in the future, as military expenses for the establishment of a maritime reconnaissance battalion against the Haikou in the future.
This is the meaning of the imperial court, Zhou Xizhong also agreed, he was born as a scholar, and he didn't understand the huge amount of the family's property, and he didn't know how much he could be tired if this Yicheng did it, whether the shop made money or not, and whether the land was worth anything or not, these things were operated by Yan Huaishi, who was proficient in this way, and finally fell into the hands of the Ship Affairs Division, which was naturally the fattest.
Feng Zhiwei has a plan in his heart, the Shangguan family and the Huang family will be dumped only in an instant under their joint suppression, once they fall, tens of thousands of hired workers and fishermen will lose their jobs, if all are absorbed by the other three, it will help the three families to become behemoths, and it will be difficult to control in the future, it is better to immediately organize a maritime reconnaissance battalion and include these elites, these people are ready-made water experts, and they can get started with simple practice, once the Chang clan is unfavorable in the future war in southern Fujian, shrink the battle line, and it is likely to flee to the sea. Echoing the collusion of the pirates, this group of people will be the ready-made new naval army in the South China Sea by then.
She is only the Qincha of the Shipping Affairs Department, although she has the right to supervise and manage all matters in the South China Sea, but she can't interfere in the politics of the South China Sea.
On this day, Feng Zhiwei went to inspect the affairs department under construction, Yan Huaishi moved very quickly, it has been built almost, its beauty is magnificent, almost exceeding the level of the political envoy yamen, it is said that in the affairs department of Ueno, the yamen, the emperor of Tiangao is far from scruples, and it is more gorgeous than here.
Feng Zhiwei looked at Yan Huaishi, who was full of energy, and thought to himself that after being depressed for so many years, it would be up to you, and besides, your wife was about to be abducted by me, so it would be better to compensate you.
When I came back from the Affairs Division, I went to the Yamen of the Inspectorate, and the recently arrested Chang Jiazuo and the officials involved in the case were all interrogated here, and as soon as they sat down, Tao Shifeng, the Inspector, came out, and said with a smile: "Oh, Lord Wei, I was about to send someone to inform you, I have some news here." β
"How?"
"Several people suddenly died in prison." Tao Shifeng said, "I just caught it, interrogating a second-generation son of the Huang family to get the clues, those people appeared in Wuji Mountain at the junction of the South China Sea and southern Fujian, looking at the route it seems to be going to the army, our people blocked those people on the road, chased and fled all the way, those people actually came to Fengzhou, outside Fengzhou City, injured a few, caught a few, and did not interrogate, and the few caught actually died." β
As he spoke, he took Feng Zhiwei to see the corpse, those people fell into the prison with wide eyes, no scars on their bodies, but their eyes were very frightened, there was a special dazed state in the panic, Feng Zhiwei looked at that look, and vaguely felt a little familiar, and his heart moved.
She squatted down and rummaged through the corpse, Tao Shifeng said: "The work has been carefully examined, there are no injuries, it's strange, how did this person get killed......
Gu Nanyi, who had not spoken beside Feng Zhiwei, suddenly stepped forward and pointed to the wrist of one of them.
There were a few shallow marks there, and it looked like something had scratched it.
"This is not fatal, but it is just a small wound...... Tao Shifeng was not finished, Feng Zhiwei, who had been carefully looking at the scratches, had already turned around and asked, "Lord Tao, where did you catch these people?" β
"An abandoned farmhouse ten miles outside of Toyoshu."
"Take me!"
Half an hour later, the galloping group dismounted in front of the house, and sure enough, it was an abandoned house, and there were no people on all sides.
Feng Zhiwei looked at the small courtyard standing quietly in the twilight, a little uneasy in his heart, and said a few words in a low voice with Gu Nanyi, and the two asked others to wait, dismounted and entered the room.
After a careful search inside and out, there was no one, Feng Zhiwei was a little disappointed, and Gu Nanyi suddenly pointed to an abandoned pigsty.
Feng Zhiwei walked over slowly.
The golden sunset hung on the tips of the withered yellow grass, blown by the late autumn wind.
The pigsty has long been deserted, the broken door is creaky and shaken by the wind, and the ground is covered with dead grass and clumpy pig dung, and there is silence on all sides.
Feng Zhiwei stepped on a dead branch and made a slight "click" sound.
"Boom!"
A rusty pig-killing knife slashed at her door like lightning!
At the same time, Feng Zhiwei exclaimed:
"It's you!"