176 Phoenix Nirvana
No!
I can not die!
I still have a wish! I'm not reconciled yet!
I still have many, many things I want to do! I still have many, many more places I want to visit!
I still want to see the world and the heart of that person clearly!
I'm not dead!!
Phoenix Nirvana, reborn from the fire, dead and alive, gave up this body of skin, bones, muscles and flesh, and refined a fearless heart!
Does it hurt?
Hurt! It hurts so much that I can't die right away!
But, even if you die alive, you won't give up hope! Even if you die, you must know clearly and clearly what moment you will die!
Gorgeous as a beautiful dream-like six-colored flame, reflecting half of the sky, above the golden desert, blooming a flame lotus, enchanting and magnificent, scorching and brilliant, absolutely beautiful. The flowers that bloom from life www.biquge.info should be so beautiful......
Life, whirling and extinguishing, born and extinguished, endless, is both changing and static.
Nirvana rebirth is neither the end nor the beginning. This is just a specific point in infinite time, infinite life, nothing more, but so splendid......
Night, cold.
The grains of sand have faded away from the heat of the day, and the cold is evident from within.
The moon rises, and the silver blooms like flowing water, pouring down nine days, reflecting on a piece of bare skin, and the halo is flowing, soft as snow honey.
Kneeling naked on the sand dunes, his fiery red curls burned behind him like the flames left over from the previous flames.
"Amo, I'm ...... What did you do? What did you do?! ”
Looking at the dragon pendant lying quietly in the palm of her hand, Liuli wanted to cry, but found that she ...... Can't cry anymore......
It turns out that the real pain is that I can't even cry...... Because I have forgotten how to cry.
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Yuntian Sect, return to the Moon Peak
With a stiff expression and dull eyes, he dug a spoonful of bamboo rice, chewed it mechanically in his mouth, and poured a large mouthful of Liquan water.
After eating a few bites like this, Ruri pressed her chest, trying to endure the feeling of wanting to vomit, and when she waited for a while, she grabbed the spoon again, but her hands kept shaking.
This can't be done, she wants to get a pill, but she can't even eat the bamboo rice containing fairy energy, how can she get a pill?
Xuan Mo deceived her, she had already remembered that she was a divine beast phoenix, not a desolate beast. And what she needs is immortal energy, not some xenomorphic energy.
Xuanmo, you bastard! You must have known it for a long time, didn't you? No wonder I always feel that something is not right, you bastard!
But Amo, I hurt you...... I burned you to death......
With that mouthful of bamboo rice that she couldn't swallow, Liuli finally couldn't help whimpering, but even if she whimpered, her originally wooden face was twisted like muscle necrosis.
Xiao Qi, who was guarding next to her, saw her like this, but she looked extremely happy, climbed her arm and stood on her shoulder, grabbed her hair with one hand, pressed the bridge of her nose with the other, and greedily licked the tears on her face.
"Little Seven! You're ...... You're a ...... with a kick on your nose and face."
Xiao Qi, who completely relied on his nature to act, didn't care about Liuli's reprimand, he just wanted Liuli's tears to be as many as possible. He was originally a fairy grass born from Liuli's tears, and Liuli's tears were the most beneficial thing to him, and naturally the more the better.
Yuntianzong, she Liuli is back, and she has been back for a year.
Erhua was found by her, and the old iron wings were also there, her crane feather coat, spirit beast bag, silver light fan, purple wing bow, and the purple jade bracelet given to her by Mingxin Daojun when she was married were all found by Xiao Qi from Shenlong Perry.
All her things were recovered, except for one missing......
The tears gradually stopped, Xiao Qi licked her moist lips unsatisfied, pulled Liuli's hair, and whispered a few words in her ear.
Liuli stared at his eyes as if they were covered with a layer of dust, and muttered: "The Divine Dragon Pendant is not mine, I don't want to go in, I want to cultivate hard, find the Mingxin Daojun and return the Divine Dragon Pendant to him, whether he is in the sky or in the ground." ”
It's been a year since he quietly returned to Yuntian Sect, and after Liuli returned, he first called Erhua back from the sunset mountains.
The long-distance communication charm that I gave to Erhua was to ask Erhua for help when she was in trouble, but she never thought that it would be her own in the end.
And after that, Liuli locked herself in the Wutong small building, and no one was seen except Xiao Qi.
Xiao Qi is a spirit of plants and trees born at the beginning, there is no complex thinking, there is no complex emotion, everything follows natural instinct. Maybe he can evolve in the future, but at least he will always be like this for now.
But it was precisely because he was like this that Ruri was willing to be with him.
Liuli didn't want to see people, she didn't want to explain where she had gone in the past few decades, and she didn't want to explain what happened to Mingxin Daojun, she just wanted to be alone.
She just wants to eat bamboo rice honestly, increase her cultivation, and then become an immortal and return to the heavenly realm as soon as possible......
"Xiao Qi, you'll be with me, right?"
After swallowing another mouthful of bamboo rice, Liuli reached out and grabbed the tip of Xiao Qi's hair. Xiao Qi pouted and snatched his hair back, glared at Liuli, and ran to dig in the flower pot by himself.
"Actually, I know that I used to think that he could always be with me. Even though I was blind and lame, I still thought that one day he would find me. After all, he said that I was a desolate beast, and I was still useful to him...... But in fact, no one can be with me all the time, it turns out that I have always been alone......"
As she spoke, Liuli burst into tears again, and Xiao Qi immediately ran back excitedly.
"The road I want to walk, I can only walk alone, no one can accompany me, no one can always protect me, I ......"
Tears are like beads with broken threads, Xiao Qi licked it happily, but Liuli was crying so much that even her fingertips were trembling, "I must be strong, I must learn to protect myself, I was wrong before, I should have been obedient!" ”
Xiao Qi scratched her face with blood marks, but Liuli seemed to be unknown, crying and muttering: "How stupid am I, I can't even tell right from wrong black and white, wicked people are wicked people, but I have always pitied them, I don't know that I am the most pitiful one, so pitiful that I don't even know how pitiful I am!" If it weren't for the fact that I saved the monk, how could Amatta be ...... Why ......?"
"The hosts! Master! Outside the door, there was a panicked scream from the old iron wing.
In the past year, the old iron wings have never bothered Liuli, listening to this voice, there must be something urgent. Although she was still reluctant to face the old iron wings, Liuli still knew the urgency of the matter, and immediately stuffed Xiao Qi back to the dragon Perry.
However, the moment she got up and opened the window, her heartbeat seemed to stop suddenly! (To be continued.) )