Chapter 112: Fan Wai Chill This Life
My name is Han Zhuo, this name was given to me by Han Jin, she seems to treat me as a son or a younger brother, but I don't see it that way.
I heard Han Jin say that I was born in my childhood, and when she first picked me up, she thought I was a girl, but she saw the key parts and verified the body.
Since I was a child, I have lived with Han Jin, I have no friends, no peers with me, and I have only Han Jin alone in my whole life.
I thought she would grow old, and I was sad about it for a long time, but I didn't expect that she was so beautiful when I was ten years old, and she was still so beautiful when I was twenty. I feel a lot more relieved.
Han Jin said, there is always something to do in life, otherwise it will not be a trip in vain, so she taught me spells, and soon I learned a lot of extremely powerful spells, ordinary little ghosts and demons can not help me, she also sent me to the world, hoping that I can live a good life in the world, but I always run back to her.
Han Jin feels that the world is where I should go, but I think that the place with her is where I should go.
After a period of time in the world, I gradually understood what the love between men and women is, and also knew about marriage and funeral, and I suddenly had an idea, I wanted to marry her.
It's just that before I could say it to her, I was captured and tortured by the then Demon Venerable Di Meerkat at that time, and then I knew that I was Di Meerkat puppet, and I didn't have my own mind, so I could only make eyes for Di Meerkat and monitor her every move.
Only then did I know that Han Jin was the son of gods and demons, an existence beyond my reach, her 10,000-year lifespan, her vision, and the person she hid in her heart, I couldn't compare at all.
I would always see Han Jin sitting alone in front of the window embroidering a handkerchief, with a faint sadness in her eyebrows, and when the handkerchief was embroidered, she would hold it carefully for a while, and then throw herself into the fire, her expression returned to indifference, as if she had never done anything before.
Sometimes I will see her in a daze at the sky, and only in a daze in the northeast direction, I specially paid attention to who is the god in the northeast sky, only to learn that there is only one god in the sky in the northeast, the god of war Chongye.
The person Han Jin hid in his heart turned out to be Chongye.
It is the god of war Chongye, the pride of the sky, and the gods admire, in contrast, I am an orphan, one has no background, two has no ability, only ashamed of myself.
In her eyes, I was just a small child to take care of.
I want to be strong, I want to be on a par with her, and as long as I can defeat Chongye, I can be worthy of her, and I can confess to her!
So I practiced hard day and night, and I was willing to try any way to improve my cultivation, but I didn't expect to go crazy instead of cultivating into a demon.
In the end, it was Han Jin who saved me with his own soul and soul, although I can only be a demon wandering in the hateful sky, but it can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, and I can accompany her forever.
Soon after I became an evil ghost, Di Meerkat sent Han Jin to the Heavenly Realm, Han Jin was in the Heavenly Realm for a hundred years, I could only go to Di Meerkat all day and ask him how Han Jin was in the Heavenly Realm, I heard that she changed her name to Jade Jin when she arrived in the Heavenly Realm, and I also heard that she married Chongye, and later I heard that they also gave birth to a son.
It's also good that she can be with her beloved, she no longer has to be in a daze all day, and she no longer has to burn her hands with a thousand holes just to embroider a handkerchief.
I left the demon realm and returned to the human world, and I became an evil ghost with all my heart.
At that time, I met a person, like me, who was raised by Han Jin, and she said that her name was Ning Jin, and she was Han Jin's half-sister.
She couldn't find Han Jin, but after some twists and turns, she found me, and I told her that Han Jin had returned to the heavenly realm, and she was married to her beloved Chongye, and she was living a very happy life, so don't bother Han Jin.
Ning Jin nodded as if she didn't understand, she really listened to my words, and she was wandering around the world with me as a god clan, whose child she scared and cried, where did she provoke the monsters, and where did she marry the ghost clan, they were all planted on my head.
I read that she was young and Han Jin's sister, so I settled it for her one by one, but I didn't expect that over time, she would have the name of the ghost king of the world.
As everyone knows, this name is all given by Bai Ning Jin.
The hundred years of time with Ning Jin make me occasionally recall the days when I lived with Han Jin, looking at Ning Jin in front of me, I will think about Han Jin like crazy, but the next moment I can restrain myself, because she is doing well, she is very happy, and she can't bother.
Later, Ning Jin brought a god clan who was more uneasy than her, called Feitian, I didn't like Feitian and I looked at each other, but I didn't expect to become friends after a few fights.
In this way, I, Ning Jin, Fei Tian, the three of us have been crazy in the world for many years, until one day our iron triangle was broken apart by a sudden shock of a sword.
Han Jin is dead.
I was the first to hear the news, because the surviving primordial spirit of Hanjin found a soul and a soul in my body.
I didn't tell the two of them about this, and I raised the Yuan Shen of Hanjin, which is my selfishness, and it is also to protect Hanjin.
I have Han Jin's Yuan Shen and a soul in my hands, but I can't resurrect her, the only way is to let her reincarnate, but this matter can't alarm too many people, once the news that Han Jin is still alive spreads, it will definitely set her body on fire!
So I can't go to the Yin Division, the Yin Division is always connected with the Heavenly Realm, and if I go to the Yin Division, this matter will definitely be leaked out.
I heard that there was a ghost country at that time, specializing in the control of ghosts and leading all ghosts, I went to Dongyue, the lord of the ghost country, with the mentality of giving it a try, and he said that only Yin Si could do to help her reincarnate, but if she could have a book of life and death, things would be completely different.
So I went to the Yin Division, the Yin Division at that time Hades turned out to be Han Jin's best friend, Han Jin died Hades was aware of it, learned of my intentions, and without saying a word, he tore me half of the book of life and death.
I knew that this would make him very embarrassed, but he laughed heartily three times: "It's not easy to have a close friend in life, and besides, I will soon be hidden, no one can blame me for this, so let the next Hades take the blame." ”
I took away half of the Book of Life and Death with great gratitude, and later learned that the King of Hades deliberately created a big mess, and then he took advantage of the chaos to hide, and there was no accountability for the loss of the Book of Life and Death, so King Jizo asked Chongye to be the new King of Hades and clean up this mess.
After getting the book of life and death, Dongyue quickly set out to help Han Jin reincarnate, and soon, Han Jin was resurrected.
She didn't say anything, but I still knew more or less that she had been wronged and suffered in the heavenly realm, otherwise she would not have fallen into such a field.
It turned out that even Chongye couldn't give her the days she wanted, and he couldn't make her happy.
After the reincarnation, Han Jin no longer mentioned the name Han Jin, she gave herself many random names, each life is different, and the two names that impressed me the most were Chen and Yeqing.
In Chen's life, Dongyue said that her life was short, and her soul would soon be gone, and at most in another life, her soul would be gone.
So I remember that in Chen's life, she decided to drain her memories, forget the past, and start over.
I thought I would occupy a very important place in her heart, but it turned out that she didn't even ask me, so she took all her memories away, and in that memory, it was clear that I was there.
She has no memory, called Yeqing, even if she has no memory, her personality still hasn't changed, I know that she was deeply hurt before she met me, so I don't know what she was like when she was young, so I simply stayed by Yeqing's side all the time and grew up with her.
Her laughter, her uninhibitedness, her longing for Shenfei, her joy and chic, maybe I have never seen Han Jin's appearance.
I cherish it immensely.
Fate and fate may have been so coincidental, but she met Chongye again, and Chongye also saw her true identity at a glance.
She lost her memory, and fell in love with Chongye again, and I finally admitted that no matter how many times I started again, I didn't have a chance, I could only be by her side, guarding her forever.
After she returned to Chongye, she didn't have a smooth life, but it was bumpy, I wanted to protect her, but in the end she was injured and discarded in a cave where I don't know where.
In the dark of a year, someone with a similar breath to her always came to see me, and always said something inexplicable to me, followed by a severe beating.
Until one day, I don't know how long later, it seemed that the person had come again, and my consciousness had long been blurred, and I only felt that someone had taken me into his arms and called my name.
I knew it was her who came, and she finally found me.
I don't know if I said anything, I just know that I feel at ease by her side.
In my long life, there is such a person, who will take care of me, raise me, care about my life and death, pay attention to my joys, sorrows, and sorrows, I am willing to give everything for her, even if it is life, I am willing to protect her until death
I had a dream, a long, long dream, in which I dreamed of a figure whose face I couldn't see clearly, raised me, called me a spell, and we went through a lot of things together, and finally I was dying, and she put me into the body of a demon.
Then I woke up from the dream, and when I opened my eyes, I saw a figure that flashed away, exactly like the person in the dream.
I can't remember what my name was in the dream, and I woke up and I couldn't remember what I dreamed about, it seemed to be a very important thing, I tried to think, I tried to think, but suddenly I realized that my mind was blank, there was nothing.
I shed a tear, I knew that I must have lost something more important than life, and I would never get it back, how good it would be if I couldn't wake up from that dream!
"You don't want to die!"
A voice suddenly sounded in my heart, so familiar, so reassuring to hear, I will follow the words of this voice, live well, maybe one day, I will find my lost treasure.
In the moment of great loss, the people around me said to me with complicated eyes but relieved: "Are you awake?" Low heat. ”
This book is derived from reading the rim