Chapter 113: Parting
Xu Qing looked at him stunned, as if he was thinking about something, and said with a smile: "You can be right, you can't hide in the bed in the middle of the night and secretly cry your nose." Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
"I don't." Ji Yan turned his head, tears swayed in his eyes, but Yingying refused to fall at all. He bit his lip fiercely, for fear that if he was not careful, the tears would fall disobediently like rolling balls.
"Okay, you don't." Xu Qing lowered her eyelashes and smiled: "You are the strongest, so you won't cry."
As he spoke, he raised his hand and rubbed the fine messy hair in front of Ji Yan's forehead: "You are obedient and be your prince well." I'll go and I'll come back. “
"How long will it take?" Ji Yan grabbed the corner of his clothes and looked up and asked, "A month?" A year? Or for a lifetime? “
Xu Qing stared at Ji Yan's tear-glistening eyes, only feeling that all his precious things were locked in these eyes. Xu Qing thought, what did his existence give this person something about.
"Who knows, maybe a month, maybe a year, maybe a lifetime." He said gently, wanting to reach out and hold Ji Yan, but Ji Yan avoided it.
"Why don't you lie to me....... Ji Yan took off his coat and gently smashed it into Xu Qing's arms: "Even if you lie to me, saying that you will come back soon, in this way, I will also have hope."
Xu Qing's nose was sore, and his throat began to burn in bursts, as if he had swallowed magma, and his internal organs were scorched black. The chest is empty, and the heart has been taken out and is nowhere to be found.
"Aji." He stretched out his hands to support Ji Yan's shoulders, snorted a few times, and said softly: "Ah Ji, we all have to face reality."
"But there is no you in this reality!" Ji Yan choked up and said, "How do you want me to have the courage to face it."
The young man still cried after all, and big tears slid down his cheeks and smashed on the ground, unable to distinguish which was the snow and which was Ji Yan's tears. He suddenly began to panic, Xu Qing was leaving, going to that desolate place that none of them had ever seen, leaving his world without a trace of life.
"Xu Qing, don't go, don't go, don't go, don't go, don't go!" Ji Yan grabbed Xu Qing's clothes and finally couldn't cry.
"Aji!" The corners of Xu Qing's eyes also moistened: "You are a little mature!" All right! “
"Who told you to go to the North?! Who is it?! Ji Yan raised his head suddenly, staring at Xu Qing with blood-red eyes: "You tell me, Xu Qing, who is it!"
Xu Qing hesitated and did not speak.
"It's my sister....... Ji Yan instantly understood, and her eyes widened: "My sister asked you to go, right?!" She wants to break us up, doesn't she?! “
Xu Qing has never lied, and hesitated: "She's also for our good......."
"She's not!" Ji Yan roared: "She is no longer the original Ji Jiu'er!" She was obviously pregnant with Yin Yi's child, but she didn't admit it, just to let the boy be surnamed Ji, surnamed Ji! She wants the boy to ascend to the throne, she's calculating us, and the two of us must have been stabbed to our father. “
"No......" Xu Qing sighed, "It should be....... That's not true. “
"That's it!" Ji Yan was almost crazy: "That's it!" Only she could have come up with such a solution! She wants to separate us, she wants to separate us......."
Suddenly, with a "snap", Xu Qing slapped Ji Yan's face, soft, without much strength. But Ji Yan was still slapped in the face, and refused to turn around for a long time.
"Ji Yan, calm down. That's your own sister, and I only have your own sister in my eyes since I was a child, and you can't slander her like this because of me. Everything she does is for your good, you can't have a gap with your sister because of me! “
Xu Qing's voice was not loud, but it was like an initiation, and every word was heart-wrenching. Ji Yan couldn't bear it. fell to his knees with a thud, grabbed Xu Qing's clothes and cried, tears falling down.
"Xu Qing, you'll be back, right! You'll be back, right, no! Don't worry, I'll have a baby....... I'm going to have a baby soon......."
Xu Qing didn't cry, but laughed. "Now, Aji." He took out a gadget from his pocket and put it in the palm of his hand and handed it to Ji Yan, which turned out to be a grasshopper made of withered grass. Xu Qing said: "When I was sitting there just now, I was thinking, can I see you again." I think I'm going to make a grasshopper, and when you come, I'll give it to you. “
When Ji Yan saw the little grasshopper, he burst into tears and smiled, stretched out his hand and said, "It's so ugly."
"I think your face is too." Xu Qing raised his eyebrows and grimaced. The two young men finally smiled with tears in their eyes under the cover of the snow.
Xu Qing left.
Since Xu Qing left, there has been nothing else in Ji Yan's life, only one thing, giving birth to a child.
He and countless women have been going through the clouds day and night, desperately trying to create a child, a boy who can inherit the throne, a person who will become his substitute.
He was so rude to the concubines that he couldn't even remember what they looked like. For him, it doesn't matter what he looks like, it's not Xu Qing anyway.
Ji Yan was originally an extremely difficult person to conceive, and finally in the winter of the second year, good news came from the prince's palace that a concubine surnamed Wang was pregnant. The emperor was overjoyed, and Ji Yan begged countless times to ask the emperor to recall Xu Qing, but the emperor's reply every time was: "Wait a minute, wait a little longer."
Ji Yan knew that his father was waiting for this child to be born, and to see if this child was a male fetus.
But he couldn't hold it back, every day when Xu Qing was away was so difficult, he would bring back a letter from home from the battlefield every two months, and Ji Yan had already received twenty-four letters. Each of these twenty-four letters was almost rotted by him, and he could memorize every word.
Xu Qing still spoke so freely and casually, he talked about the scenery of the desert outside the Saiwai, the snow, and the moonlight. But he rarely talks about his own life.
He thought that the doctors all said that this was a male fetus, so after receiving three more letters, he would be able to see Xu Qing.
I don't know if he was injured on the battlefield or if there was anyone to take care of him. He must have looked rougher and more determined. He is not the previous Xu Qing, he must have been polished by the Gangfeng in the north like a real general, riding a high-headed horse and returning triumphantly. He will become a real hero and then take him away and fly high.
He felt that day was just around the corner. Heaven has perfected them after all. Thus he rejoiced every day and every night, and was so happy that he spoke incoherently, and he was so happy that he burst into tears. (To be continued.) )