Chapter 107: Strange Feelings
My third aunt was about to get married, and of course my mother was the happiest, because he had a sad wish; My third aunt herself, she didn't show any special happiness or displeasure, and I was the most unhappy. It's not just as simple as being unhappy, it's almost the empty heart that was originally clear and suddenly cloudy. I was 12 years old at the time, and I already knew how to think about things, and of course the problems I thought about were only related to myself. A grim reality is about to be placed in front of me: my third aunt is married, what should I do? No one sleeps with me, no one dresses me, no one cooks for me, and what's even more unbearable is whose chest do I put my hands in at night? How can I sleep without that feeling of whirring flesh in the palm of my hand? At that time, I had almost forgotten that I still had my mother, and the third aunt had taken my mother's place, especially in the last four years, I was almost inseparable from the third aunt, and the two of us were living in the Liu family compound, and my attachment to the third aunt was almost to a point where it was difficult to separate.
As soon as I heard that my third aunt was going to get married, I really couldn't bear it, and if I said something that was hard to say, I just felt like a big man, and I even hated her a little. The reason for hating her is: I can't do without her so much, but why is she willing to leave me?
I had a whim in a trance: My third aunt and I begged to take me with me when she got married? If she couldn't live without me, she would have done that, and I had a lot of hope.
The third aunt was about to get married, and every night she began to hug me more intimately and tightly than before. Before she knew that Dali, I was the only man in this world that she didn't hate. I have asked her more than once before: "Third aunt, you hate men so much, why do you like me?" The third aunt said, "You are not a man!" I was surprised and said, "I'm not a man, so why do I have a little?" "Saying that, I still fiddled with it for the third aunt to see. The third aunt blushed for a while, and seemed to be really disgusted with my stuff, and blamed me and said, "Don't play tricks%60 scoundrels, you are a boy, not a man!" When you become a man, I'll let you get out of the way! I was scared and said, "Then I'd better not become a man!" "The third aunt smiled;" That's right. Don't be a stinky man! ”
Although the third aunt said that I was a boy, not a man, I felt that I was still a man, and at the age of twelve I had grown to a height of 1.50 meters, just like a young man. I'm supposed to be a man, but my third aunt likes me. I am glad that I am the only man that the third aunt likes in this world. But since she decided to get married, I don't want to mention how uncomfortable it is: now she doesn't just like me, but also the Dali who is more than a head taller than me.
There is another thing that makes me uncomfortable: although the third aunt is very tight and more affectionate than before at night, she seems to be reluctant to let me put my hand in her chest, and is always deliberately trying to escape.
That night, I couldn't help but put my hand into my third aunt's arms, she was wearing a bandeau shirt at that time, I reached in from below, I was already very experienced, and I could always penetrate his hood~ The edge of the hood cleverly reached in, this time she cruelly dragged my hand out again, and said, "You are not allowed to touch it in the future!" ”
I was aggrieved and asked, "Why didn't you let me touch it?" ”
"Because you have grown up, you see that you are no longer much shorter than me, you are about to become a man, and you are not allowed to touch me again in the future!" The third aunt said very indifferently.
I was a little angry and annoyed, more aggrieved, and said, "I know why you didn't let me touch it, you kept it for that Dali!"
The third aunt blushed suddenly, and then turned angry: "Don't talk nonsense!" ”
"I'm not talking nonsense, it's true, if you marry him, you are his woman, and he will definitely touch you. I've seen my dad touch my mom's tits. "I justified my fears with facts.
The third aunt's face was even more gloomy, and she scolded: "Little bastard, if you dare to talk nonsense again, you will get out!" ”
Originally, because she was going to get married, I was also angry in my heart, and said: "I know that you have that man, and you dislike me!" ”
The third aunt was annoyed for a while and was helpless, and then softened her tone and said: "You can't compare with him, I still like you after marrying him, because you are my child, he is just my man, you are different, understand?" ”
"I don't understand!" I screamed angrily. "Your words don't count, you said that you won't marry for the rest of your life, but you still want to get married, you don't count your words!"
"Women are meant to marry... If I don't marry, will you support me? The third aunt said helplessly.
"Why can't I feed you? I'll make a lot of money when I grow up, I'll support you, and you won't get married! I said with a serious look. I really thought that way at the time.
"Fool! When you grow up, you want to marry a daughter-in-law, and you earn money to support your own daughter-in-law, how can you support me? Sling the bull! ”
"If you don't get married, I won't marry a daughter-in-law and support you for the rest of my life! Third aunt, you better not get married! "I still say this without giving up hope.
The third aunt blushed again. "The more you talk, the more unpleasant it becomes, you shut up for me and sleep!" The third aunt began to turn her body sideways and pretend to close her eyes.
I was disappointed for a while, knowing that I couldn't stop my third aunt from getting married. I began to think about my other thoughts, so I put my hand on her body again and asked, "Third aunt, shall we discuss something?" ”
My third aunt opened her eyes again, "What's the matter?" ”
"You marry... Take me with you? ”
My third aunt was amused by this ridiculous remark and said, "That's not good, how can a woman marry and bring her nephew?" Don't talk like this bastard again" said the latter sentence, and she turned out to be very serious.
I felt a chill in my heart and said sadly, "Then what will I do in the future?" Don't you care about me? ”
"You have your own mother, of course you go back to your mother, your mother will take care of you!" When she said this, her eyes were also moist, and she held my hand and kneaded it gently.
When I thought that I would not be able to sleep with my third aunt in the future, and that I would have to go back to my mother, my heart was so uncomfortable that I couldn't help crying, and I couldn't stop crying. The third aunt caressed me and comforted me, but I just couldn't stop crying.
Later, the third aunt had no choice but to hug the shirt on her chest and say, "Don't cry, I'll let you touch it all night tonight!" ”
I really didn't cry anymore.
The next day was Sunday, and just after breakfast, that Dai Li came to the third aunt's house, saying that he was going to engage with my third aunt for wedding furniture. As soon as I saw the man, I got angry and kept glaring at him with my eyes. Fortunately, Dali is really good at doing things, and he actually conjured a walking Transformer for me like magic. I didn't bother him too much with this toy that I loved. The third aunt said that she would take me away and send it to my mother by the way, promising to come back in the evening to take me back to the Liu family's compound. I had to go with them and get on the taxi tricycle. They turned to the market hall and sent me to my parents' fashion city, and then my third aunt and Dali left.
I looked at their backs and felt uncomfortable for a while.
There is nothing interesting in my mother's shop, just the house is full of red and green clothes, and those fake clothing models who are as tall as real people, usually women, and those with high breasts are the same as real people, I can't help but think of touching my third aunt every night.
I'm not interested in the room full of clothes, but I'm interested in the waitresses in the store, and I love to play with the girls, because they tease me first. Actually, I'm not much shorter than those girls. I mischievously unleashed the half-human-tall Transformer that Dai Li had bought for me, and stabbed a sword between two of a girl's buttocks, making the girl's pink face red all the way to the base of her neck. My mother hurried over and yelled at me, and it was only then that the embarrassing prank continued.
After the flush on the girl's face disappeared, she looked at me and asked my mother, "Sister Xia, how old is your child?" "My mom told her she was twelve years old. The girl was very surprised, looked at me carefully, and said, "Oh my God, he's only twelve?" Fifteen years old is not as tall as he is! "After that, the girls who played with me came and complimented me, saying that not only was she tall, but she was also a handsome little guy.
My mother's eyes were full of joy and her face was proud, but she said, "You look stupid and big, where does it look good?" "But my mom was really watching me closely, too.
Of course, those girls have the intention of pleasing my mother, but in fact I am indeed very handsome and handsome, and I am already a tall teenager at the age of twelve, but it seems that my mentality and not keeping up with the precocious form, still stay in the innocence of the twelve-year-old. But one thing is for sure, I'm interested in girls, but it can be said that it's not an evil idea.
Seeing that it was already dark, but I didn't see my third aunt come to pick me up and take me back to the Liu family's compound, I was very irritable, so I asked my mother: "My third aunt said to pick me up at night, why didn't you come at this time?" ”
My mother said to me, "Your third aunt won't come to pick you up tonight, you will sleep with your mother tonight, don't you want your mother?" ”
Of course, I couldn't say that I didn't want to, but I still asked, "She said that she would come back to pick me up, why didn't talking count?" ”
"Your third aunt is going to discuss some things at her boyfriend's house tonight, and she doesn't have time to pick you up, so you stay in the store tonight!" Mom explained.
I felt very uncomfortable, because I thought that my third aunt would live in that man's house, so I couldn't help but ask, "Will my third aunt sleep with that man tonight?" ”
My mother looked at me in amazement and said, "What do you think, little man?" Don't talk nonsense, your third aunt won't be like that, they are studying marriage! ”
The devil believes it, I thought to myself. I'm sure my third aunt will sleep with that Dali, and that man will definitely put his hand into my third aunt's arms....... and my heart will catch fire at the thought of this. I frustrated myself scurrying around inside and outside the house. I still didn't want to believe that my third aunt wouldn't come to pick me up tonight, so I had to go out the door and look out into the street for a while.
When I went out to the door again this time, I found my dad standing outside talking to someone on his phone, looking a little sneaky and looking around. I hurriedly hid by the door to hear what he was saying. I just heard my dad say, "Baby, do you really miss me?" Okay, I'll go, I'm going to lie to your sister! ”
Lie? What is he going to do? I was curious. But I knew my dad was going to be back in the house, so I hurried back first. Sure enough, after a while, my dad came back to the store and said to my mom, "A friend asked me out to talk about ordering in the evening...... I'm going out and coming back late! ”
This kind of thing is common, and my mother doesn't think much about it, as long as it's not a matter of spending the night outside, usually my mother won't pursue it too much, just say, "Then you can go!" ”
My dad went out in a hurry.
I stood there thinking about it for a long time, and felt curious, so I took advantage of my mother's busy sorting out the clothes on the shelves and slipped out the door again. I saw that my father was already walking out into the street. I followed quietly, unhurriedly. When my dad walked far down the street, he was still looking back a little sneakily, and I hurried into a dark place. It seemed that my dad didn't notice me, and walked briskly again. I followed behind and was amazed to see that my dad was walking in the direction of our house. Later, I really turned onto the street opposite the alley of the Liu family's compound. Is my dad coming home? What are you doing when you go home? The Liu family's compound was empty.
However, my father did not come home, but stopped in front of the "Rainbow Snack City" opened by my second aunt. He looked around alarmingly for a while, and then slipped into the door of my second aunt's hotel like a cat.
At the age of twelve, I already know how to think. I was very puzzled at the time, since my second aunt married Wang Blind, our family has no contact with my second aunt, and usually no one goes to anyone's house. But why did my dad suddenly go to my second aunt's place? I was reminded of some abnormal things I had seen four years ago with my dad and my second aunt. There will definitely be nothing good, it will be a bad thing behind my mother's back. At this time, I seemed to understand some of the things about men and women.
So, I made the decision to go back and tell my mom. At the age of twelve, I already know how to protect my mother's interests. I trotted all the way back to the clothing city, and gasped to tell my mom what I had seen. My mom was stunned and a little ugly. She said to me, "You watch in the store, don't go anywhere, I'll take a look." ”
My mom went out in a hurry and closed the door of the store. My mother was slow to walk, so she called a rickshaw that pulled the night work, sat on it, and told the rider to run.