[291] Equivalent exchange

Ma Rong stood against the light, the cold wind blowing her bangs across her lips, particularly beautiful.

"Rong, but I only love you alone, you know the reason why I came here, you know how I came here since you left suddenly, I know that I am wrong, I shouldn't do that, but you have to understand my heart, if you want I can take out my heart, let you see who I have in my heart, since the last time I sent Gillian here, after seeing you, I wanted to come here to find you, I was already dead, I feel that I will never see you again in this life, but I always believe that we will meet again, I have nothing now, but I don't regret it, I feel that the whole world is gone, as long as I have you, I am content, others call me selfish, say I am hypocritical, you also say that I am hypocritical, it doesn't matter, I feel that I love you, I miss you, I like you, I can't do without you, what else can I do, what else can I do? "

I said all the grievances in my heart in one go, and I suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and I always felt uncomfortable not saying the words in my heart, but now it's okay.

I saw Ma Rong crying, as touching as before, I couldn't help but stretch out my hand to hug her, she stepped back, touched a handful of tears with her hand and said, "Don't Liu Yang, you don't care about me, you still have your Three Realms, why is there nothing." "

"I'm quitting the Three Realms."

Ma Rong looked at me in surprise, her tears still couldn't stop flowing, and I knew that what I had just said from the bottom of my heart touched her.

"Then you still have your Gillian, there will always be someone to accompany you."

"A lot of things have happened since you left, Gillian and the plane have slept together, I just keep treating Gillian as my own sister, not what you think."

"Ah, no, how could it be an airplane, Gillian hates him so much."

"You don't know that there are a lot of things, and the plane ended up sleeping with Gillian." I spread my hands helplessly, and then we continued to walk forward, Ma Rong's mood gradually stabilized, and she was very curious about what I said.

"I remember that it was the steamed bun that kept giving gifts to Gillian at the time, and Gillian liked you with all her heart, but she slept with the plane, Mom, you shouldn't have a fight." I have to admire Ma Rong's thinking.

"It's not as complicated as you think, Gillian came to the international middle school because of this incident." I said.

Ma Rong didn't understand it even more: "Because of what, by the way, the International Middle School is not something that ordinary people can come, why did Gillian come here to go to school?" Although we were in the same class, I didn't dare to ask her, I knew the situation of their family in No. 4 Middle School before. "

Ma Rong looked at me with wide eyes, wanting me to tell her everything I knew.

"I said this, you must not wear it out, it's not good for Gillian, okay?" I told Ma Rong, and Ma Rong nodded puzzled.

"Gillian was QJ by the plane, and the plane was framed, and then it was passed to the school, everyone knew about it, Gillian came here to go to school, as for why she came here to go to school, it was because Gillian found her biological father, who was a nouveau riche and very rich, so her life now is not as poor as before."

After I finished speaking, Ma Rong had a big mouth and a disbelieving expression on her face, and I emphasized to her again that she couldn't say anything about it, otherwise she would hurt Gillian again.

"Liu Yang, I didn't expect so many things to happen, has everyone changed, but you haven't changed at all."

We walked side by side, there was a distance of three centimeters between the two of us, the air flowed through and accidentally touched her hand, she quickly put her hand away, but she had changed, and the feeling she had before was gone.

"You always say that I haven't changed, I haven't changed, because I will always stay at the stage where you accompany me, I always feel that I am happy with you, I have always lived like this, it is boring to see nothing without you, it seems that the world has nothing to do with me, you know how important you are to me, you don't know, you just know that you left suddenly, and then there is no news at all, let me find it so hard, I will keep waiting, waiting for your appearance."

"Don't be so sensational, Liu Yang, it always makes me want to cry, I can't go back, we can't go back to the past, Liu Yang, you forget me." Ma Rong started crying again, and I suddenly felt that she should cry again and again now, she owed me, and she should repay me for the hard work I missed her so much before.

I listened to her say this, and suddenly laughed, in fact, I also cried, tears flowed down the root of my nose, Ma Rong said this sentence made me very distressed, with a needle pricked like pain.

"You said it well, I forgot you, if I could forget myself, I would have forgotten it a long time ago, why can't I go back, why?" I asked her.

Ma Rong choked up, this time she cried so badly that her body trembled, I wanted to hug her, but she still pushed me away and didn't let me touch her.

"Because...... Because I have a boyfriend......" Ma Rong lowered her head like a child who had done something wrong, how could her thin body resist the cold of the evening breeze, I took off my coat and put it on her, Ma Rong looked at me, and put on my clothes without speaking.

I thought about it and said: "I know, it's Ouyang Zijie in your class, I heard Gillian tell me, he is very handsome, he looks much cleaner than me, and their family must be rich and powerful, I definitely can't compare with others, before I came, everyone told me to stop me, I can see it." I looked a little unconvinced, and lowered my head helplessly.

"What do you see?" Ma Rong asked.

I looked at her and said, "I think love is more important than everything, real love has nothing to do with money and status, it seems that I am wrong, I am so small, how can I fly high." "

"Liu Yang, don't be like this, you are obviously talking angry, it has nothing to do with this, I mean I am with Ouyang Zijie now, and I can't suddenly refuse him." Ma Rong told me.

"I know, I understand, I understand, really, Ma Rong." I said to Ma Rong in a low voice.

Ma Rong cried again, tears kept flowing, for what she said, I felt that I was going to lose her, very reluctant, very uncomfortable, but there was no way, so I said: "Can you let me hug you again?" "

Ma Rong hesitated, and finally nodded, I stretched out my hand and hugged her tightly in my arms, she was nervous and restrained from the beginning, and finally hugged my back tightly, and her head was deeply snuggled in my arms, at this moment I really felt that Ma Rong was back, I didn't want her to leave me, Rong was my woman.

There were fewer people on the playground, we hugged tightly, and then Ma Rong let go of her hand and took a step back and asked me, "How is Xiaolan?" "

"She's very good, and Gao Qiang is getting along, and the two dream of going to college together, and when they graduate from college, get married and have children." I said.

"Wow, it's so good, I'm really happy for her, Gao Qiang is also very good, they must be fine together." Ma Rong fell into envy.

"Do you feel realistic? Don't you feel far away? The people in front of you can't keep them, and who knows what will happen in four or five years. "I'll tell Ma Rong.

"It may not work out on you, but it's especially easy to be believed in them."

I wondered, "Why do you say that, why can't I do it?" "

"Because you're so dazzling, no one can keep you."

"But I've always loved you, I'm not a fancy person."

"It's none of your business, what about you? How's the study? Is it that if I didn't force you to study, your grades would have plummeted. Ma Rong looked for something else to talk about.

"It's okay to study, I've been in the rocket class, but you know that English teacher Yang Sumei is always looking for trouble for me."

"What, Yang Sumei brought you English again?"

"Otherwise, she always doesn't believe me, after the test she said I copied it, and if she didn't take the test, she said that I was not qualified to stay in the rocket class, and she always wanted to get me out, it used to be like this in the third class, and then it was like this, I really want to die when I meet her in my life." I said very angrily.

Ma Rong smiled slightly and said: "Don't always follow her, if you treat her as well as your girlfriend, she won't find trouble for you, Yang Sumei is also a woman, and she also needs care, can she like you if you always talk back?" "

"I'm not, I'm only good to women, I'm only to the people I love."

Ma Rong didn't speak, I said, "Rong, is Ouyang Zijie good to you?" "

Ma Rong was stunned for a moment, looked at me and said, "It's good." Then she said very easily: "It's much better than you treat me, he will do whatever I ask him to do, I call him like her grandmother, he has no temper at all, he is also more motivated, he is very good at studying in our class, I don't have to ask him to tell me some questions." "

Suddenly I feel uncomfortable, I hate that other people compare with me, I just want to know if he is not good for you, let me protect you, I didn't say that you should compare me with him.

"Ma Rong, are you interesting? Why didn't I treat you well before, and I didn't run before and after you like a grandson, but I was afraid that you would be angry, laugh with you, cry with you, eat with you, and drink with you, what am I not as good as him, you have to say that I am not good at anything? "When I finished speaking, I realized that I shouldn't have said these things, but the words that were said were like spilled water.

Ma Rong also suddenly looked at me in surprise, and gradually her gentle eyes became full of anger, she said: "What do you mean by saying these words, you did it before, but now you think it shouldn't be, you did it in vain, you are hypocritical, you don't want to be my grandson, you don't want to do it, you don't want to do it, who made you have to do it for me, I hate you like this, you are always making small calculations in your heart, lest you pay too much, you are afraid that others will not be able to give you anything, you are not afraid that others will not love you, Just because you love others, you have to ask others to love you in the same way, which is the equivalent of the so-called love in your heart. "

I wanted to speak, but Ma Rong didn't give me a chance, she threw my clothes at me, turned around and ran, I hurried to chase, how did it suddenly happen just now.