Chapter 133: Si Tianzhe, you are my fetters
"All outβ" His voice was still steady, but he was in control, not only ordering his subordinates, but also mine.
Several of Si's assistants had already been ordered to leave the conference room, and the assistant next to me looked at me and hesitated for a moment.
"Now." Si Tianzhe made up these two words steadily, and suddenly added some strength, like an ultimatum.
The assistant looked at me who still didn't react in embarrassment, and then looked at Si Tianzhe, who I was facing away from, thinking that his fierce aura was intimidating for no reason, so they hesitated for a moment, and then obediently withdrew.
Alone.
- A room of suffocating depression, and me and him.
Even though I couldn't see it, I could still feel the breath behind me, and for a moment it was as if my back was facing away from the whole world.
It is better to sit back and fight back - this is the most profound truth I have learned since I became the owner of the Furmings family again.
I turned around and smiled gracefully, "Is there anything else the president wants from me?" β
At that time, he had already walked in front of me, and when he was so close to my body that he could not get any closer to the last step, he did not pause, and insisted on stepping forward.
I panicked and hurriedly retreated.
As his eyes staggered, he glanced at my left hand with the ring, his eyes darkened, and his footsteps stopped.
It turned out that he still cared.
Realizing this, I felt a little grateful for this damn ring for some reason.
Still expressionless, finally one day, he also showed me a gesture of joy and anger, stacking the sense of distance between us with indifference, and he spat out three words in a deep voice, "Sea blue." β
I was stunned and looked up at him. Only a deep silence was seen in the deep pupils.
In my heart, how can I forget that he is also an elite president who looks down on the world and has superb scheming methods, and if it comes to concealing emotions, he will definitely not lose to me. Therefore, as long as he is willing, even if I exhaust my ability to see and understand people, I will not be able to get a glimpse of any of his thoughts.
"The sea blue represents, the one you love ......" he was silent for a long time, and said silently, his tone dyed with a deep emptiness.
My chest suffocated, and the pain ensued with a tearing violent.
"What color am I in your eyes?"
"If you have to choose. Ocean blue. β
ββ¦β¦ That happens to be my answer as well. In my heart, you are also sea blue. β
It turns out that the sea blue color actually represents such a deep meaning.
It's just Si Tianzhe, do you really still care?
I care so much about it, and I will bother to find an answer for one of my answers.
And damn psychological tests, how accurate and accurate you are. Because this damn answer makes my heart crumple hard at the moment. But the pain is mixed with a faint joy and relief.
I lowered my eyes slowly. The eyelids are lowered and the left hand is slightly raised.
The deep-sea cornflower sapphire shines with a deep, dreamy hue on the bloodless middle finger.
Memoryγ
Why did I take such a damn name, which became the source of my eternal torment.
"This one...... I tried my best to tear away the indifferent smile, "my brother chose it, it turns out that this is what it means......"
"Pay Qingyu!" He finally couldn't hold it back, and his words overflowed with vigorous anger. His hands even grabbed my shoulders, and with a single force, he pushed me against the cold wall behind me.
The collision of the joint with the wall is very painful. I frowned, but not as much as a ten-thousandth of my heartache.
His burning gaze scorched me. Said fiercely word by word: "Put away your clumsy disguise, it's impossible for you not to hear what I'm talking about that day's psychological test questions!" β
Without missing the pain that flashed between his eyebrows, I secretly clenched my fingertips, suppressed the mist that almost floated in my eyes, and smiled indifferently, "Psychological tests are often biased, President Si is so serious, why bother?" β
The force of his grip on my shoulder tightened a little, and the corners of his lips pulled away with a cold smile, "Very good, there is a deviation, isn't it, then you like Zoxi?" β
I nodded, calm and calm, "Obviously. β
"So, what about that night?" He said coldly, as if a deep dark river had flowed into his eyes, and the torrent was surging, "You let me go just to tell me that you still love Zosi?" β
I felt like I was going to lose my feet.
With what little strength I had left, I smiled softly, "Was it a surprise?" President Si's memory is really bad, I've liked my brother since I was a child, and I'm very infatuated, don't you remember? That's right, even if ...... There are some hiccups in between, but the love that lies in the deepest part of my heart is indelible, and the reason why I learned the piano and never forgot that piece was because of him, and he taught me the first time I learned self-defense when I was a child, oh yes, and ......"
I tried my best to meet his cold gaze, and I felt the sound of blood dropping in my chest clearly, "Remember the night I watched the snow in the Swiss Alps," I smiled lightly, "what does that ice star mean?" It's a person's eyes. β
His eyes darkened, and I was reminded of the night when he stared at the stars stuck in the snow, and the complexity in his eyes rose for a moment.
In this way, it may be more credible.
"Once upon a time, even though the brilliance of the world was in my own hands, the only thing I couldn't get was his gaze. His eyes made me feel as clear as the stars, so clear that they caught my eye, but they were also deeply distant and lonely. It's just that at that time, the place where he could see was not mine...... As I said, I have piled up countless ice and snow stars, because I really want only my light in his bright eyes, and I often think that if my figure can be carved into those eyes for even a moment, I will be extremely happy. β
Taking a deep breath, in his dark eyes that were filled with pain, I relented, "I've been chasing that sight, from beginning to end. Now that he could see me alone, how could I give up this star that I once wanted so much but never picked up? β
Unconsciously, the confinement on his shoulders gradually loosened, and the pain in his body lessened, replaced by a surging pain in his heart.
He looked at me meaninglessly, his eyes were like boiling flames, and they were like colliding with cold, but under the scorching of ice and fire, I clearly saw the deep pain and loneliness.
I can't stay any longer.
Just this inch of pain in his eyes, all the persistence in my heart was instantly controlled by him, I don't know where to retreat, if I stay for a second longer, I am afraid that I will never be able to escape.
As the strength on my shoulders lightened, I tried my best to say indifferently: "If there is nothing else to do, I will be busy, and I will see you later." β
With that, I ran away from him and walked towards the door.
One step, two steps......
Just as I was about to step through the door, the door of the conference room was slammed shut by the arm that came from my side, and with a loud noise, the closed oak door formed a solid barrier in front of me.
I turned my head in astonishment, and saw him propping up the door with one hand, his eyes lowering, and a suppressed desire for possession in his dark red pupils, "I don't allow you to call me that." β
In astonishment, he approached again, and the strength that came with it did not allow me to back down for a moment.
I rested my shoulder on the door, and this time there was really no way back.
The domineering aggravation around him became more and more aggravated, his body was close to mine, his eyes were burning with raging flames, and his thin lips were squeezed out word by word, as if to devour me completely, "Do you hear me?" I won't let you call me that. β
For a moment, I thought he was going to tear me to pieces.
Break it apart, then I don't have to bear these hatreds and thoughts that torment me at any time, and endure it, so that I can't live in pain every moment.
However, he just looked at me like that, and it was all over the place.
He never couldn't bear to push me, and he was reluctant to push me.
"Sometimes, I really want to eat you to the bone, but sometimes, I want to isolate you in the transparent crystal, and I don't even want to touch myself, what should I do with you......"
No, don't force me to recall, Si Tianzhe, do you know how torturous it is for me to recall every moment the words you once said are to me now.
I used to be bound by fetters and couldn't escape, but now, you are my fetters.
When did it begin, the bonds you have placed on me have become so deep that I will never escape.
Isn't it ridiculous?
Ridiculous, right? Once upon a time, Fu Qingyu, who was so casual and indifferent that he seemed to be unable to really enter his heart no matter what, was able to be controlled by you so easily.
After staring at each other for a long time, when my remaining strength could no longer maintain his current calm complexion, he finally took a step back, the heat in his eyes faded, and he opened the closed door with one hand and walked out without looking back.
I finally couldn't hold it anymore, leaning against the wooden door and slowly sliding on the ground, the cold tears couldn't bear any second of forbearance, and gradually fell down, fell into the clothes, and disappeared in an instant.
I flexed my legs, hugged myself tightly with my arms, and pushed my cheeks into my knees, sobbing silently.
His burning gaze still seemed to be on his face, the only heat I could rely on at the moment.
*
In the evening, Zosi took me to an upscale rooftop restaurant for dinner, elegant in style, fluttering piano rhyme, and the starlight in the sky in the restaurant of Nuoda was even more dreamy and charming.
In particular, when you look down from the window next to you, you can see the beautiful scenery of the Thames River lights swaying, and you will be enchanted by the first step in such an environment.
βCheersγβ Zosi held up the champagne and saluted me.
I was not in a hurry to raise my glass, my eyes were on the light and shadow of the liquid in the cup, and I was slightly distracted, "Celebrate, why?" β
He smiled lightly and said unhurriedly: "Isn't it a thing worth celebrating that Ruori easily won Si's contract today?" β
He bit down on the words "easy" slightly, which made my heart sink. (To be continued......)