【Chapter 23】I was young
I can't remember exactly a few years ago, when I liked Dai Jing and Xin Wei the most when I was planning to stay up all night, I came out for supper at 2 o'clock in the morning, at that time, the neon on the roadside was not gorgeous, and there were not so many high-rise buildings on the roadside, a simple and ordinary life, with my own happiness.
I remember that at that time, we had a monthly vacation, one day off every month, and at that time, we would go out crazy to play and go back to school and then enter the intense study work. Once, when we came out at KTV, it was quite late, we couldn't go back to school, we couldn't go home, and we had classes the next day. In the end, there was no way, I spent a few hours outside in the early morning, the winter weather was always so cold, and a few teenagers who were still in high school were like a meeting of national leaders, 5.6 people gathered in a circle to discuss national affairs.
The cold winter wind blows through people's faces like a knife, we may not be as mature as we are now, but we are also so easy to be satisfied at that time. A perfect score for a test paper, or a high ranking, is enough for us to enjoy the whole semester.
Thinking that Dai Jing and I haven't taken care of each other yet, I can't help but feel uncomfortable. In the deepest part of my memory, I remember a math test, I did very badly, I actually failed, that bright red score, it was cold for me all winter.
"How did you do on the exam? It must be very good, sample, take out the test paper and show it to me" Just after class, Dai Jing suddenly came over to me and said to me, his tone was very sassy
"Fuck off, what a fart. I didn't even fail, where are you going to stay cool" I was unhappy, didn't he mean to mock me at this time.
"Really? Haha, in fact, I'm joking with you, you're really a brother, ha, I didn't pass" He saw that my face didn't look like a joke, so he quickly added, hearing this, the unhappiness in my heart disappeared in an instant, and then the next month was to continue to work hard. It is undeniable that the heart at that time was indeed like a child, and there was still a psychology of comparison. I also learned later that Dai Jing got the second highest score in the class that time, and when the teacher asked him to take the test paper, he reluctantly rubbed for a long time before handing it in.
We weren't free, we were young, but we were all happy.
After sending Li Yang back, I bought some medicine and then went home. When my mother saw me coming back, she immediately put down the insoles in her hand and greeted me and said, "Why did you come back so late, I thought you wouldn't be back tonight."
I smiled and clinged to her shoulder, how could I not go back? This is the medicine I brought to my father, and I heard from the doctor that it works very well.
"The medicine at home hasn't been eaten yet, don't spend money to buy it." She blamed me while taking the medicine, nagging, but it made me very heartwarming. When she turned to put the medicine in, I was dazzled by the white hair on her head in front of the bright light in the room. She walked into the kitchen in a loose cotton dress and was in shape to find something good for me to be brought by relatives at home.
The mother's back was a little bloated, busily shuttling around the old house. At that moment, standing in the light, I suddenly felt very sad. Maybe my father's car accident really hit my mother hard, and it is really not easy to go to the hospital every day to take care of her.
Every child, no matter how old they are, feels that they still live under the wings of their parents, and when facing the storm, they are like timid animals, habitually hiding behind their parents, and when facing setbacks, they are used to talking to their parents, and when they are hurt, they are used to crying with their parents.
For them, we can only take without restraint, and our parents also give without complaint, which makes us spoiled as adults and still like children. Maybe it wasn't until one day, when we saw our parents' first gray hair, our parents' first tooth that they lost, and our parents' increasingly cloudy eyes, that we really understood that we have really grown up, and our parents, they are really old.
Parents are always the loneliest human beings in the world. If you have to choose a person in this world who is most vulnerable to your harm, but is willing to bear all your vexatious troubles, then they must be parents.
The next morning, when I walked into the hospital room, my dad was lying on a white bed.
Seeing me, he smiled and said, "Just came over?" I pulled the clothes off his body and said, "Well, I just came here. It's so dark in the house, why don't you go out and bask in the sun? "I went to help my dad as I spoke.
Dad hesitated, but finally obediently walked out of the room with my support. The white gauze on his left leg became more conspicuous when it saw the light, and he carefully supported me by the hand to stand in the sun.
When I came out of the ward, I saw him leaning against a large peach tree in the hospital yard, tilting his head slightly and squinting at the peach tree.
The intricate branches of the peach tree blocked the sun's rays, and his figure looked particularly thin in the dappled sunlight.
While looking at the peach tree, he said that you didn't even eat peaches this year, and after I was injured and admitted to the hospital, the peaches were probably picked by a few small hairy monkeys around, and this year is the first fruit...... I walked over and said with a smile, Peaches are there every year, and when you heal from your injury, Father, you will definitely grow better next year.
I sat and chatted in the yard with my father, probably to maintain his image in front of me, so he didn't seem to care about his injury, and only joked that he wouldn't be so handsome in the future. However, I saw the loneliness in his eyes. I haven't talked to him like this for a long time, it seems like many years.
Now many years have passed, I have also changed from a teenager, to today's youth, my growth, means that the parents are getting old, sometimes think about it and feel that time flies quickly, I am afraid that it is too late to cherish some things have passed, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the child wants to raise but does not wait.
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