Chapter 199: An Exile in the Name of Freedom (Part I)
"You know, if you set a diamond on the wings of a butterfly, it won't fly far, but it won't be happy forever?" I gazed into Zosi's eyes, as if for the first time in many years, they had been so calm and calm, and no matter how hard I tried, I could no longer see the color of those pale eyes after they had faded from the pure whiteness of their youth, and the cruelty of adulthood to the surging appearance they are now.
Yes, maybe no one will let you easily see the color of his eyes, because the world is too complicated for us to learn layers of disguise, but the eyes of the loved ones are different, and you can always easily see the most essential color in the pupils of the person you love.
That color, perhaps the reflection of his appearance of you, or the embodiment of his innermost emotion, we collectively call it - love.
"Actually, he's giving me freedom, but he's also weaving a world," I pulled my wrist out of his unconsciously loosening palm and walked to the windowsill, "but the world was bigger, higher, and boundless." This world is built by him with persistent but silent protection, not imprisoned, no interference, no forced decision for me, no arrangement for me, and no blind protection," I smiled, "It's strange, but without confinement, my heart can no longer escape." ”
"I think, because of this, I also understand the nature of love, which I have never understood before," I looked back at him through the thousands of wisps of moonlight, "True love is the deepest protection that does not bind you without paying, it is a restrained emotion that does not imprison you with possessiveness, and true love makes you breathe more freely and without scruples." You are free to take control of your own destiny and live your own life – no matter how difficult or smooth the path may be, true love does not deprive you of the right to train yourself to grow and transform. But at a certain moment when you look back, let you see his figure, knowing that he has always been there, not far from you, always with the most gentle eyes, looking after you. ”
"Smack."
Unconsciously, a tear dripped down in the moonlight. When I came back to my senses, I realized that my vision had blurred.
True love is the one that makes people unconsciously shed tears when they reminisce. But I still couldn't help but smile.
"I see." He whispered, his voice tinged with lifeless grayness, and slowly turned away.
I stared at the emaciated back in the bleak moonlight. It seems that the back of the supreme majesty that once looked down on the world is no longer seen. There is unwarranted sourness.
*
Three days later, the wedding.
"Staying with you is an agreement to ensure my safety for the rest of my life?" My voice was already calm, "What difference does it make to go from one person's side to another's side?" ”
"At least I won't tie you down, and I'll give you the autonomy and freedom you want." He said. There is hope in his eyes.
"Really?" I smiled wider, but coldly. "As I said before, I don't have the right to like anyone, and I can't even refuse or not, so I want to ask,"
"You—" Now he was really angry, the light in his eyes was extinguished, but his tone finally became angry, "So, provoking me makes you so happy?" You know that I can't accept you to fall in love with someone else, and you deliberately say such things, do you really not have even the slightest liking for me, or is my protection like a prison in your eyes for you to avoid? ”
"Perhaps," I was noncommittal, but revealed the ultimate indifference, perhaps exposing the wounds, and everything was thus calm, "I will never lose my independent life again, and I will not need anyone to promise me a world, because no matter how big that world is, it is also a prisoner. Cage, even if I love someone deeply in the future, I will not feel at ease to be a pet in a cage, a private property. ”
Phyllis? Hill obviously didn't anticipate the possibility of anything wrong with her, so the inheritance in her hands was not specified
The waist is finely bound by a pattern, which sets off the slender and slender figure, and the hem is just right to be cut off by a circle of light-colored muslin texture folds, elegantly slightly puffed, and from a distance, it looks like a general.
When did you become so fond of blue?
The long hair is loosely tied up as usual, and it is woven into an elegant bun at the back of the head, but in order to match the outfit, the ribbon of the hair is also chosen to be a transparent ice blue, adding a touch of agility to the original temperament.
I tore off the light-colored ribbon that had been tied around my left wrist, not wanting to be too ostentatious, and when I looked up, Zosi was already standing in the doorway.
I didn't avoid it, and I looked at him through the huge dressing mirror, and his pupils reflected mine, and he stepped forward steadily and steadily.
Standing behind me in a moment, he smiled at me in the mirror, as if admiring.
As if to complement me, his gown was also chosen in a darker blue, and the bow tie was adorned with an intricate silver chain to match the silver family crest on his chest
Naturally, the most eye-catching is the stage in front of the hall, the vast crown-shaped stage presents a symmetrical regular beauty, and the edges are carved with intricate European patterns, and attached to a few small crystal lamps, dazzling, making the stage as a whole look as if it is about to crown the queen.
I believe that any musician will want to show their talents on such a gorgeous and elegant stage and win praise from everyone.
We stood on a high place with an unusually wide field of vision, looking at the patches from afar, and on the top were the cold stars washed by ice and snow, all like diamonds, scorching light. The five of them simply sat down on the silver-white snow, Sara casually drew stick figures on the ground, and Shang Jingyi happily held a handful of ice and snow in front of her, forming a ball and piling it high.
Warren burst out laughing maniacally, like an arrogant wind, raging in the bleak night.
His unwavering expression always tempted others to stare intently.
A toothy grin unexpectedly
Small, intricately interlocking oval rings form a slender platinum chain that passes through the hollowed-out section of the ring in the center, where it is wound twice and then tied end to end to form a necklace.
Relying on the designer's harmonious and balanced design concept, the soft chain body cushions the glory and dignity of the ring itself, domineering and sharp, which makes the whole show a kind of elegant elegance.
Unfastening the clasp, his slender fingertips pinched the ends of the necklace and drew closer to me.
He opened his thin lips, as if to show the shallow curvature of his usual day, but he only whispered to Greer, "...... This guy, talking gibberish, turned out to be disrespectful to the Grim Reaper, so I drowned him in a salt shaker ......" (To be continued.) )