【Chapter 28】It's not easy to have someone who loves you
The two of them were in the empty office, and it was almost 9 o'clock in the evening to review the manuscript, and then Liu Jing came to a place called Liufu to invite her to dinner on the grounds of repaying her for her help.
"Ouyang Mingxuan, do you know that Sister Qin is gone? , she went to Beijing on a business trip for half a month. ”
Before my ass was hot, I was shocked by the news. In fact, I also thought it was strange before, why didn't I see Su Qin today, I thought she was still angry with me and deliberately avoided me for not staying in the company today, who knew that she actually went on a business trip to Beijing.
"Why is she on a business trip? Is it a work arrangement or what? ”
"Su Qin asked to go by herself, I feel that she always seems to be preoccupied these days, she said that she went to sort out her thoughts and take a good break! And just now she called me to come and see you, and I don't understand how good you are, and it makes her feel like a demon."
Liu Jing saw her feet from her head, and then threw out this sentence to me.
"Actually, I guessed it earlier, because the bread and milk flavors you brought in front of me are my favorites, hey! In fact, it's all my fault, it's me who didn't let her be wronged. ”
I took the bottle of liquor in front of me, poured a large glass, and simmered it in one gulp. When the hot liquor went down my throat, I felt as if I had swallowed a knife, and it hurt everywhere.
"I just read your manuscript, and there are a lot of mistyped words in it, but they all appear with the same name, Zhang Ruoxuan. You must have a story, can you tell me, I want to be your loyal listener."
Liu Jing looked like a good baby and made a deaf gesture.
That night, Liu Jing and I told a lot of my own stories, what I could tell, what I couldn't, what I could tell, what I thought, the secrets buried in my heart seemed to be turned out by a glass of liquor, and those past events that seemed to take root in my heart were also displayed in front of Liu Jing one by one.
"Actually, having said so much, I don't know how much I love the qinqin, and I still have someone I can't forget, I admit it. Even so, I still care about Qinqin very much, I don't want her to be sad, but the shadow in my heart is like the root of an old tree, I can't pick it out, I love and hate it......"
I poured another big sip of wine, and in a daze, I seemed to hear Liu Jing saying something to me.
"Heart disease still needs heart medicine to be treated, maybe you haven't let go of it yet. If you can't let go, the two of you will never be happy. Ay! Ouyang Mingxuan, let me tell you a word: It's not easy to have someone who loves you, if you meet her, cherish it, don't wait for her to leave and regret it in the future."
After Liu Jing said this to me, I didn't know what happened next, and I was sent home by a girl again, and I got up from the floor in my living room in the middle of the night.
I suddenly found that the wine I drank this year was simply the sum of my twenty years, and the number of times I got drunk was comparable to that of an alcoholic, but fortunately nothing happened, and I silently said to myself in my heart that I would never drink more in the future. Fortunately, this time, I didn't run to knock on the door next door but slept on the floor of my own house, otherwise I guess the next door would have another opinion.
Crawled from the living room to the kitchen to get some water to drink, and when I came back, I suddenly found a note on the table, which should have been left by Liu Jing last night: Don't drink so much next time, Sister Qin doesn't like you to drink, hurt others and hurt yourself. If you really can't get rid of it, go back to the original point to solve this matter, Sister Qin may also be in pain, if you are a man, you should chase her back, don't let her go to Beijing this time and never return.
I've never felt that the darkness before dawn is so long, like reincarnation for a thousand centuries, I don't know what I thought about that night, and how long, but I really didn't close my eyes after waking up in the middle of the night, am I really wrong, the people around me are hurt by me one by one, I really feel that way? But when I said all the words, I felt a lot better, at least not as aggrieved as before.
I hurriedly wiped my face with a panda eye, and then ran out of the house in a hurry only to find that today was a Saturday holiday and I didn't have to go to work. Walking aimlessly through the streets, watching the rising sun in the city, everything is still as beautiful as before.
There is a quiet bubble tea shop from where I live, called Nianruo Milk Tea Shop, I used to think that the name of this shop has a story, but until now I haven't really found this story, but this does not affect the mood I like here, I like to sit here when I have nothing to do. Looking at the scenery on the street corner and looking at the passers-by in a hurry, it is also a blessing!
"Honey, I'll help you buy a cup of milk tea, what do you want to drink?"
A couple came to the door of the bubble tea shop, and a man's voice suddenly came in from the door.
"Bring me a cappuccino with no sugar or milk"
The woman replied while playing with her mobile phone, seeing this scene, I remembered Zhang Ruoxuan, she drank milk tea specially, some like to add sugar, and some like to add nothing, there was a time, the milk tea shop near our school was closed, once Zhang Ruoxuan was sick, pale and pale lying on the bed without eating anything, I asked her what she wanted to drink, she said cappuccino, our college is in the suburbs, and then I rode my little sheep to the city to bring two cups of cappuccino, When she came back, her best friend Daniel came to see her and laughed at me for a long time. It is said that the two of us are really in love, and the heaven and the earth are together. Early in the morning, I could have traveled so far to buy her milk tea to drink, and at that time I was very nervous, and then said to Zhang Ruoxuan that you are mine in this life and can't run away.
Thinking of this, I have a sense of guilt for Su Qin in my heart, maybe it is because the time I was really with Su Qin is too short or there are too few memories, I feel that every time I think of Zhang Ruoxuan instead of Su Qin, this is unfair harm to her, and I want to be relieved so strongly for the first time. It felt like everything that had happened lately was like a mystery, and I was struggling in the dark to find relief.
Maybe I should have to get all my thoughts in order.
http://h5.17k.com/inc/fragment/0/3670.html
[Solve the book shortage] total click over one billion high-quality book collection to watch for free for a limited time!