Chapter 57 I love him and don't need him to know
The time written on this report is four days ago, which means that if she is not admitted to the hospital, then there is really not much time.
"Let's go to the hospital tomorrow and arrange hospitalization for you," Zhang's father said with tears in his eyes
"Dad, since this is already the case, you can give me another day, I will obediently go to the hospital with you the morning after tomorrow, and I have to go to school tomorrow" Zhang Ruoxuan said calmly
It was a sleepless night, Zhang Ruoxuan didn't sleep all night, she looked calm on the surface, but as soon as she returned to her room, she cried like that, she didn't cry at first because she didn't want her parents to worry about her, but after all, she was just a child who hadn't left her parents' wings, and this sudden bad news almost didn't kill her.
So there was the beginning scene, after Zhang Ruoxuan returned to school, she broke up with Ouyang Mingxuan, and didn't even want to leave Ouyang Mingxuan at all, and threw his precious ring into the lake, she wanted Ouyang Mingxuan to forget everything about her, because she only had more than half a year left in her life.
In the two months since Ouyang Mingxuan disappeared, she has actually been paying attention to Ouyang Mingxuan's dynamics, but he doesn't know it. Even she went to encourage Li Bingbing with words, to pay attention to him and take care of him Don't let him do stupid things, that party was also arranged by Zhang Ruoxuan, she wanted Ouyang Mingxuan to hate her, so she opened a supreme bag and found Zeng Chun, who had always liked her, pretending to be her boyfriend, hoping to make Ouyang Mingxuan die, and let Li Bingbing take the offensive, Zhang Ruoxuan knew that Li Bingbing liked Ouyang Mingxuan, she always knew, but she didn't care before, if it was she who loved Ouyang Mingxuan the most at that time, then it must be Li Bingbing besides her. Who knew that Ouyang Mingxuan might have been hurt too deeply, or he loved her too much, so he didn't dare to love anymore, and he didn't accept Li Bingbing's confession, and chose to go to Shanghai.
Before Dai Jing's birthday, Ouyang Mingxuan called her again, which moved her heart beyond measure, she was like that to him, and he was still thinking about himself so much, so she also had a trick. So there was the farce that made a big fuss at the birthday party at that time, Zeng Chun was not a fool, but when Zhang Ruoxuan told Zeng Chun about her illness, saying that this was her last wish, Zeng Chun still chose to compromise, so there was the saying that she would get married at the end of the year, in fact, Zhang Ruoxuan had already decided in her heart that if she wanted to marry in this life, she would only marry Ouyang Mingxuan.
Later, she also did something for Ouyang Mingxuan, but maybe Ouyang Mingxuan would not know about it in his life, and even asked her when Su Qin felt very strange.
"If you love him so much, why did you leave him and give him to me"
Zhang Ruoxuan just replied to her sadly
"I love him and don't need him to know; I loved him but left him because I couldn't be with him"
No one can understand Zhang Ruoxuan's mood at that time, she was obviously in love, but she was destined not to be accompanied, but what kind of pain it was.
In the past, Zhang Ruoxuan thought that it was a pain for two people who loved each other to become strangers in the end, but when she experienced it herself, she realized that the biggest pain was not that two people who loved each other finally became strangers, but that two people who loved each other could not be together, and they were obviously two people who loved each other, but they always wanted each other to hate themselves.
The sadness that ferments in my heart every day is like a flower that blooms and withers in the yard, which is buried in the dark ground and turned into fertilizer. Then when spring comes, a new flower is nourished, and if you don't experience pain, how can you love life more?
Later, Zhang Ruoxuan began to go to the hospital for treatment, and Ouyang Mingxuan never went to Zhang Ruoxuan after that incident, maybe he really forgot Zhang Ruoxuan, but perhaps, he just buried Zhang Ruoxuan in the deepest part of his heart, and became a secret buried deep in his heart.
Of course, Zhang Ruoxuan was tormented, and after crying with Zhang's mother in her heart, she naturally told Zhang's father the news as soon as possible. For Zhang Ruoxuan's condition, he has spent almost all the family's savings, and Zhang's father, who is really running for money, heard the news, naturally burst into tears and cried with joy, and the family was reunited at home.
Of course, at this moment, our Ouyang Dashao doesn't know all this, just like he doesn't know what Zhang Ruoxuan has done for him, maybe when he mentions Zhang Ruoxuan, he probably has to think about searching it in his mind, just like him at this moment, carrying a guitar on his back, quietly singing this song on stage, I remember if I remember that only he knows.
"At that time, you said that we were a match made in heaven, and then what happened, we were tricked by time; Smiling, taking different trains, pretending to be too much, full of bitterness in his heart; Now what about your other half, will it be more profound?"
At this time, Ouyang Mingxuan was not thinking about Zhang Ruoxuan, but Su Qin, after all, Zhang Ruoxuan was just his past tense, but Su Qin's words could be said to be his first woman, and it was also his present tense, so he sighed in his heart, let's call her later.
"When I sang this song, I thought of you again, and I remember that we were all happy that year; When I sang this song, the tears were disobedient, only to realize that you are the most irreplaceable"
After singing a song, I habitually looked at my seat again, and sure enough, Nangong Lizhu sat there again and drank sadly, her eyes no longer knowing where to go.
I always feel that Nangong Lizhu has a lot of things hidden in her heart, but I'm not a person who likes to eavesdrop on other people's secrets. So she didn't take the initiative to tell me, and I acted like I didn't see it. Slowly walked over and stopped in front of her.
"If you think too much about things in your heart, it's easy to get old, do you want to consider releasing it, otherwise you will suffocate." I said to her.
"It's okay, I just took a look, I can hide something in my heart, come, I'll invite you to drink today."
Saying that, Nangong Lizhu took a bottle of wine from her and handed it to me, I picked up the wine bottle, raised my head and took a sip. The faint smell of wine slipped all the way from the mouth to the stomach.
Indifference didn't come today, it feels like he's like a dragon all day long, I don't know what he's busy with, but today it's a middle-aged uncle, although he has few words, but one more person to share, which makes me feel a little steady, otherwise today can only be me alone as the lead singer, but I don't know why, I feel that there are a little few people in the Forget-me-Grass bar today, so it feels like time flies quickly, and it's almost time to get off work.
In fact, sometimes I wonder who the owner of this Forget-Your-Forget Grass Bar is? How do you feel that he doesn't care about the business of the bar at all, and the management of personnel seems to be quite loose. I didn't come to check the post all day or anything.
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