Chapter 18: Untying the Knot

Not to mention what kind of dangerous situation Xuanyuan Zichen was, Han Yue's mood was good. Today is going to be the official class, Han Yue's heart is excited, in the original world Han Yue because she has had heart disease since she was a child, often unwell, although she is also in school, but because of frequent physical problems, most of the time is spent in the hospital, and the relationship with classmates is not very good, when you get to the university Han Yue's health is even worse, Han Yue was hospitalized again within half a month of school, this time she was hospitalized for a whole year, and in the end there was no miracle, Han Yue has already felt the loss of life, I didn't expect to wake up to a completely unfamiliar place. It's been a long time since I've remembered the past, it's not that I don't want to just desperately suppress myself and let myself stop thinking about the past. But in this early morning, those memories were so unguarded that they surged deep in my heart. I really miss Zhao's mother in the welfare home, every time I got sick before, she always accompanied me in the hospital, stroked my hair with her calloused hands, encouraged me to be strong, and woke up in a dream several times, she was silently by my side, the night in the hospital was so long, she sat there alone, guarding me for fear of a careless, I could never wake up in my sleep. In the end, I disappointed her! To this day, I can't even think about the panicked face I saw when I closed my eyes for the last time. Although I have never met my own parents since I was a child, I have no regrets at all, and Mother Zhao gave me motherly warmth in my short 21 years. Mother Zhao's current Yueyue no longer has to be afraid of when she can't sleep, now Yueyue is very healthy, you don't have to worry about that anymore, I don't know if you are okay after Yueyue leaves? Yueyue really misses you! I will pray to Heaven over and over again here that you will be healthy and have a happy life; There is also my friend Yu Yao, the only good friend from childhood to adulthood, she must be very sad about my death, and she must be scolding me for not keeping my promises! I still remember the first time I went to school when I was a child, that is, in elementary school, the other students in the class were promoted from kindergarten to primary school, and the classmates in a class basically knew each other, only I did not go to kindergarten because of physical problems, and went directly to primary school. The classmates in the class had already formed their own small groups in kindergarten, and they were a little xenophobic to strange classmates, but only Yuyao accepted me at that time. Later, I learned that I was not in good health, and not only did not alienate me, but treated me better. We were together from elementary school to high school, until we went to college, we were only in different departments, but we were still in the same school. It's just that I only went to college for half a month, and I didn't return to campus until I died, and I went through the colorful four years of my life with Yuyao. When I was hospitalized, Yu Yao came to see me, encouraged me to get better, and agreed with me to find a handsome boyfriend for each of the four years of college and have a vigorous love, but in the end I broke my promise and left Yu Yao alone on that beautiful campus, I don't know if Yu Yao has completed our common agreement now, and whether there is an excellent man around her to accompany her; There is also a small editor, when I was in high school, Han Yue couldn't exercise vigorously because of physical reasons, and I often published some essays on the Internet in my spare time, and finally the boring Han Yue wrote a novel on the Internet, which can be regarded as a little famous, and then I met the editor when I signed the contract, and slowly got acquainted with each other, and I knew it after a hospitalization, I was often sick, and since then, Xi Xi has always advised me not to be too happy at night, and to pay attention to rest, at that time I really made her very worried! Because I was afraid that I would never wake up again after falling asleep, I had insomnia all night long, and I worked hard every night, as if I was crazy, and I wanted to leave some traces in that world, so that I could prove that I had come to this world. During that time, I really didn't seem to be able to hold on anymore, I had to try to pretend that everything was normal during the day, I didn't want Zhao's mother and Yuyao to worry, and I tortured myself desperately at night, but fortunately, I met Xixi and she accompanied me out of that state of self-loathing. Now that I think about it, I owe her a 'thank you!' I didn't say it.

Han Yue just looked at the blue sky outside the window, and let her tears blur her vision. Ever since she came here, Han Yue has forced herself not to think about the past, because no matter what, she will never be able to go back. Maybe it's the weather today, maybe it's the atmosphere of the room after waking up in the morning is very suitable for nostalgia, and those memories that are locked in the depths of memory just like that, unexpectedly come to mind. Even if Han Yue tried his best to suppress these memories, it still appeared in his heart over and over again. Han Yue hugged herself tightly and let herself slowly fall into thoughts, and all the tears suppressed in her heart were shed today, and when she thought of those people and things in the future, she had to face them with a smile, after all, they were all in that world, living well, and because of God's preference, she had gained another life, and she must face every day with a smile in the future, and live up to those who love you.

On such an ordinary morning, after coming here for more than a month, Han Yue finally faced something she had never wanted to face. In fact, since waking up in the future, whether it is to make money for life; or sleep every day when you are tired during military training; I still fill my time every day. Han Yue is running away from remembering the past, don't look at Han Yue smiling every day, she seems to be in a good mood, only Han Yue herself knows that she is unhappy, but she pretends to be happy every day! Don't touch the forbidden area in your heart, maybe today's sun is too bright, and those memories are like never-fading paintings, unfolding in front of your eyes. After a painful time, the haze that had accumulated in Han Yue's heart was finally emptied. In the future, even if you are alone, you will not feel lonely, because there are still them in that world, although they will not see each other again, but there are still memories to support you to go on.

"Of course the host isn't alone, isn't there me? I will always be with you here. "The system that has always adhered to the high and cold route is much warmer this time. Han Yue not only smiles, yes! I still have a system, and the system will accompany me all the way. "Thank you system! You'll always be there for me, right? ”。 Han Yue asked softly. "I and the host are soul-bound, and we will never be separated, please rest assured that the host will never be separated." , Han Yue, who was affirmed by the system, really relaxed, but the system felt more and more humane. "How does the system feel that you are becoming more and more human! Do you have something else to hide from me? Han Yue will ask immediately if she wants something. However, this question is destined not to be said by the system now, and Han Yue pretended to be dead directly after asking the system. Han Yue is not angry, anyway, in this life, he will be entangled with the system in the past, and if he is not in a hurry, the days will be long in the future, and he will have a lifetime to slowly dig out the secrets of the system.

Han Yue, who was in a completely sunny mood, was relaxed. Slowly Han Yue's body emitted a faint green light, slowly accumulating more and more densely, Han Yue found out when there was a problem with his body, after a short period of panic, Han Yue quickly called up in his memory, the memory of this situation, knowing that the ability was going to upgrade, Han Yue quickly retracted his thoughts, concentrated on the operation of the ability, and began the first ability upgrade in his life. It's been almost two months since Han Yue came to this world, although Han Yue cultivates according to the memory of the original owner every day, but the ability has not changed much, and today Han Yue opened the knot in his heart after coming to this world, and the ability has been upgraded naturally. ,