"In the beginning, he didn't realize his illness. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info So after the emperor talked to him, he sent Qi back to his parents' house very easily. ”

In the dim light, because there was no light, Tang Fei couldn't see his mother's expression clearly, but he could deeply understand the sadness floating in his mother's voice.

"At that time, I was also very happy, I thought that without Qi's family, we would go back to the past, as happy and carefree as when we were newly married."

"But I found out I was wrong. Your father, too, was wrong. ”

Tang Fei felt that her mother's voice was already choked up, and she couldn't help but hold her mother's hand in distress, as if in this way, all her heartache would disappear.

"Qi is gone, but everything is wrong. The Hou Mansion is in chaos, and your father is getting more and more haggard and irritable, and even, several times, he has called my name Wanqing. ”

"It wasn't until this time that I knew I was losing."

"Even without Qi's family, I have already lost his heart."

"And Qi's family, even if he is not there, his heart is full of her."

"Love at first sight when you are young is not worth decades of love."

Tang Fei didn't know what she should say, she didn't know how to comfort her mother, or how to avenge her.

In this world, there are always some things that cannot be solved by power and money.

So Tang Fei could only just hug his mother's somewhat weak shoulders, hugged him tightly, and repeated over and over again: "Mother still has me, and I still have me." ”

In the dead of night, the mother and daughter lay side by side in bed, sleeping soundly.

Gu's mood had gradually calmed down, and Tang Fei also promised his mother to go to the emperor and let the Qi family return home.

"Mother, do you still hate your father?"

After being silent for a long time, Tang Fei still asked the question she had asked.

"I don't think I hate it."

Tang Fei remembered that it was before he first entered the palace, and his mother's answer at that time was 'I hate because I love', so now my mother doesn't love my father anymore?

As if seeing through Tang Fei's thoughts, Gu Shi spoke leisurely again: "It's not because I don't hate him because I don't love him, but I find that I have no reason to hate him." ”

Seeing that Tang Fei was puzzled, Gu Shi said again: "In the past, I always felt that he was more sorry for me, but after this farce of Qi's return to his parents' home, I really understood that feelings are not about taking, but about giving." It is precisely because of Qi that she has done it that she has received your father's love,"

Gu sighed: "Even though the Qi family is not good in a thousand ways, she takes care of your father very well every day. From the daily food and clothing to the expenses of the subordinates in the house, everything is managed in an orderly manner. 'If you don't know how expensive firewood and rice are', I also recently learned how difficult it is to manage a huge Hou Mansion. ”

"It is precisely because of this that the Qi family is gone, the Hou Mansion is also in chaos, your father from eating, drinking to dressing, everything is not going well, it is not smooth, maybe it is at this time that he knows that he has long been inseparable from the Qi family."

Tang Fei really didn't expect that his rare house fight would actually be the result.

Instead of destroying the enemy, they discovered their true love for each other.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little guilty: "Mother, it's all my fault, I thought that if I drove the Qi family away, everything would be fine, but I really didn't expect that there would be such a result." ”

Gu Shi smiled faintly and took Tang Fei's shoulder: "How can I blame you for this, I also know that you are for my good." Besides, even if the Qi family doesn't leave, won't their love exist? It's just that people often don't know how to cherish when they have it, and they regret it when they lose it. ”

"Fei'er, after so many things, I understand that the two most important things in love."

"One is to give, and the other is to keep. Does it sound contradictory, but it's not contradictory at all. ”

Gu gently stroked Tang Fei's hair: "Only if you give sincerely, you will reap sincere love, and only with dedication will you be rewarded." But you must also keep your own heart and not lose yourself in love, because a person without self will not be worthy of love. ”

Tang Fei was thoughtful.

Gu Shi said again: "Just like Qi's family, she gave her entire youth and her whole life, so she got your father's love." But if it weren't for this parting, maybe your father would never have realized his love for her for the rest of his life. ”

Listening to Gu's words, a figure flashed in Tang Fei's mind in an instant, that person will always be so unreservedly dedicated to himself.

Is it that I have to lose it one day before I realize his preciousness?

But this thought, in just a flash, will be completely extinguished by Tang Fei.

She is the emperor's woman, and she only loves the emperor, and the emperor is so good to himself, he must be grateful, and he must repay the favor.

"Mother, if you had a chance to be born again, when you didn't see your father, would you still choose to marry your father?"

Tang Fei rolled into Gu's arms, she was a little sleepy, and even her speech was a little slurred.

Gu's body exudes a faint fragrance, which is a fragrance that belongs exclusively to the mother, and it is a fragrance that will reassure all children in the world.

"Yes."

Gu's voice was also a little sleepy: "If I don't remember him, then I will definitely fall in love with him again." If I remember him, then how can I not love him? ”

"After all, this kind of thing is never anyone's fault, if I had to do it all over again, I would definitely change myself first, and then blame others."

Gu Shi said and hugged Tang Fei in his arms: "Besides, if I don't marry your father, how can I give birth to you, my favorite daughter." ”

A good night's sleep.

Gu's embrace is not as solid and fiery as the emperor, but it is warm and soft.

There was an inexplicable familiar aura in her embrace, such a scent that could not be simulated by any spice or anything, and that belonged only to her mother.

It is faint, like fragrant but not fragrant, but it only makes people feel nostalgic and peaceful.

In Gu's arms, Tang Fei seemed to have returned to his childhood in his previous life, when his parents had just divorced and made a lot of trouble.

The love of the past seems to be completely gone, and everyone shows the ugliest face that was hidden before.

For the sake of the house, for the money, for the slightest profit, the quarrel seems to have no end.

At that time, I was homeless, and only my grandmother took me to my home, and I also slept in the same bed with my grandmother every night.

Grandma's body also has such a gentle aura, but it is different from Gu's.

But it's the same, it's the same unreserved deep love for yourself.

Because of Tang Ting's affairs, Tang Fei was a little cautious in the following days, for fear of touching his mother's sadness again.

Even if he came to the palace, Tang Fei also wanted his mother to enjoy the extraordinary beauty of the palace and relax. (To be continued.) )