He walked out from behind the screen, and saw that inside the big red wedding tent, she was lazily leaning on the bed with her lips pursed and holding the pillow, her delicate eyebrows and eyes were covered with gloomy clouds, he saw that his heart moved, and he walked over and leaned over to look at her, "You think too much." Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info to give you a post are all trying to slap us, you can go over, give a smile, they will be happy, who dares to let you play the piano to them? Aren't you afraid that the knife in Benhou's hand won't have long eyes? ”

But a sentence suddenly jumped out of my heart: she is really very good-looking.

stared at her so closely, he couldn't see any flaws, and when he raised his eyebrows to look at him, he was still three points charming and seven points lazy. He felt that the heart in his chest was about to jump out, and he put his hands at her side, trying to hold her in his arms......

He looked down and kissed her on the lips.

Both were taken aback.

She saw that his face slowly began to turn red, and a layer of sweat oozed from his forehead.

He stiffened up and straightened, walked out of the bedroom, and stood at the door of the room and said dejectedly, "I'm leaving." ”

She hurriedly got up and followed him in three steps and two steps, "Helian County, tell me honestly, do you have something unspeakable?" ”

Seeing that he was stunned, she rolled her eyes and changed to a milder statement, "You don't need to hide it from me even if you have any secret diseases, you and I are husband and wife, and we have to be relative for a lifetime, what is your inconvenience?" Why don't you tell me to know, and I will pay more attention to it in the future, so that I can take care of you......"

"I'm fine." He replied to her categorically, and rubbed her hair with a smile, "It's you, what has become of thinness, you married me, if you don't gain ten catties and eight catties, people will suspect that the rice in my Annan Hou Mansion is not enough to eat." ”

Knowing that he was talking about him left and right, and knowing that he deliberately avoided the problem by laughing, she laughed and slapped him and sent him out.

Walking out of the courtyard, the smile on his face faded away, and his brows were gloomy.

The next day, when he came back from morning exercise, he found Xuan Nan sitting in the room.

His face sank, and he turned around and walked out under the pretext that something suddenly occurred to him.

The more Wei Yan told him to leave, he didn't go back to the backyard that night, but stayed in the outer courtyard.

Wei Yan was angry in her heart and felt that her kindness had been let down. He was also a little angry, he didn't want others to know that he had a hidden disease.

The two froze for a few days, Wei Yan went to a few banquets, and sure enough, as Helian County said, people were deferential to her, no one embarrassed her, every time the guests and hosts were happy, and she even made a lot of friends who were quite like-minded.

The banquet had already been attended for a round, and it was her turn to invite back, so she told Spoon to go and invite Helian County to come over.

A tall figure appeared at the door, and he bowed his head slightly, and walked through the curtain that had been lifted by the maid.

She took out a list and a menu to show him, and neither of them mentioned the events of that day, but talked about the plans of the guests, and they were reconciled.

He slept in his room, each sleeping on his side, two inches apart. He thought she was sleeping deeply, and was about to turn over, when he suddenly heard her sigh in a low voice.

He reached out and hugged her, "I haven't come back to accompany you these days, are you angry with me?" ”

She snapped his fingers and sat up from his embrace, "I'm worried about you! ”

She looked at him seriously, "Xuannan is difficult to get out of the mountain, I want him to help you take a look." You are already a lot older than me, in case you have something to do, keep me alone, can you rest assured? ”

He couldn't help laughing: "Don't worry, I just went a few years earlier than you, and I will definitely arrange for you, what are you worried about?" ”

Seeing that he avoided answering, she was deflated, turned her head and lay down on the pillow, turning her back to him and ignoring it.

Helian reached out and tugged at her arm, but she shook her away, and he pulled her hand again, and finally sighed, "I'm not sick." I've seen a lot of healers, and everybody says I'm normal. ”

He patiently explained to her, "I didn't think it when I was a child, but when I grew up, I realized that I was different from others. Ordinary men, fourteen or fifteen years old, know to pay attention to girls, I am sensible later, at that time I lived in the Meng family, I didn't think about these things at all. Later, when I saw my eldest aunt rectifying those girls and concubines, I felt that women were terrible and boring. I barely said anything to the women except Ahsan. It's not that I don't know that Ahsan is interested in me, and I want to be nice to her and protect her, but I just treat her as a little girl. I thought I might not like women until I met you. At that time, you looked down, haggard, and my heart softened. I've never seen a girl with such a cold expression on her face but eyes so good at talking. Knowing that it was inappropriate, I still kept you by my side again and again. I thought I would be normal this time, but then I found out that it still didn't work. ”

His voice was low and calm, but he suddenly confessed to her at such a time. It turned out that he had been sincere to her since then......

She was not unhappy in her heart, and lowered her head to hide her smile. Listen to him continue, "I want to be close to you, but I'm so nervous. You also know how my mother died, and I naturally hate men who beat women and bully women, including myself. You can't believe this kind of thing, I strangled my uncle with my own hands, and I didn't feel it at all. I always feel that men will fail women, especially those who have the blood of the Helian family, you don't know how ridiculous and shameful their lives are. So I don't want to have offspring, I don't want people to give birth to my children, I always feel inappropriate, awkward, worried...... As soon as you get closer, I want to push you away, but I don't want you to be with others, I am determined to marry you, and I also make a bet with myself, I hope I can win this bet. When my uncle died, my aunt was almost insane and even scolded the killer for killing me, and she said that I had killed my uncle. I strangled my uncle with my own hands, forced my eldest brother to death, and chased my father so much that he fell down the hill...... Everyone said that I was the reincarnation of Shura, that I was cold-blooded and violent, and that I was really afraid, afraid that I would become the second my father......"

"I sometimes worry that I'm going crazy and strangling you with something in my hands. You don't know how hard my dead father beats women...... I watched from the sidelines for more than ten years, as soon as I closed my eyes, I could see his crazy appearance, some memories have been deeply rooted in my bone marrow, I looked in the mirror, and found that I was more and more like him, and slowly the cruel shadow coincided with myself......"

He suddenly grinned, "Ridiculous, right? I was so deeply affected by him, Wei Yan, you are the first woman I want to stay by, I won't let myself hurt you, don't worry, give me a chance, believe me. ”

She felt a dull pain in her heart, and reached out to hug him, "Fool, you are suffering from yourself...... It's all over, we will be fine in the future, you give me time so that I can learn to take care of you, and I will also give you time to let you slowly get out of your demons. ”

That's his father, he said he didn't care, but in fact, he cared more than anyone else about his father's death because of himself, no matter how strong he was, he was also his father's child. It's not so much that he's worried about the blood flowing in his body, it's that he's actually punishing himself in this way for so many years......