In the bathroom, Si Tianzhe put me down, and he himself stood aside, stretched out his hand and pressed something, and in an instant, the shower above his head lowered the overwhelming cold water.

- Caught off guard, I couldn't dodge, and I was drenched from head to toe.

No matter how strong the desire is, it will disappear under this kind of treatment.

What else is there that is gone with one of them? I guess it's my self-esteem as a girl.

Push and trample.

What an amazing consistency - the same as two years ago.

Instead of rushing away, I slowly closed my eyes, letting the memories fill my mind, spreading the coldness from the inside out.

"Brother, I like you, you know I like you, why don't you marry me to someone I don't even know without my consent!"

"There is no way between us."

"It's impossible again, we don't have a blood relationship at all, why can't it be?! You have repeatedly rejected me, and this time you even pushed me directly to others, why did you ...... me like this"

"Come, lock the young lady in the room, and no one shall approach without my permission until they are married."

At that time, Fu Qingyu loved someone so desperately, was rejected by him again and again, and almost humbly longed for his warmth, and was cruelly trampled by him along with my love.

Lock me up and force me to marry someone else, and ask what could be more cruel in the world than trampling on a person's love like this.

On the other hand, now, the situation is no different from that day.

took the initiative again and again, refused again and again, and in the end, Si Tianzhe directly trampled on my self-esteem in this almost humiliating way.

All my previous seductions and affection for him became a joke in this cold water.

The altar is clear, and there is no moment that can sober me more than now.

Si Tianzhe, I thank you for allowing me to rekindle the scars that I had been silent for a month.

Xu I didn't run away, Xu was surprised by the shallow smile that I was almost self-deprecating with my eyes closed at the moment, he turned off the shower, hurriedly stepped forward to hug me, and didn't care whether I would soak him with water, and said a little helplessly: "Qingyu, you...... Are you okay? ”

It's okay, even if there is, it's none of your business.

"Young Master Si, I'm fine, can I leave now?" I tried my best to tear away a smile and walk out of the bathroom, I was tired and just wanted to hide at the moment.

"Qing Yu!" He caught up and grabbed me by the wrist and forced me to stop.

Could there be any other tricks?

I was so tired that I didn't even want to turn my head back.

What a twist and turn in the world, I am already weak and cold to the bones, pale like a ghost, I just want to peel off this cold and clammy clothes along with the reality that torments me, I want to rest, why is such a simple request repeatedly blocked?

What's even more ridiculous is that I can't struggle no matter what.

Before, or now.

Destiny, or man-made.

I struggled, so I simply saved some strength, I tried my best to empty my thoughts, relieve all kinds of discomfort in my body, and just remained motionless with him.

He hugged me gently from behind him, gently, with a hint of caution.

The tone that was gradually dyed by sorrow seemed to dissolve into the moonlight, "Do you have to say it for you to understand?" As I said, you never see the gaze of others resting on you, nor do you ever look closely at my heart...... You don't know how happy I am to see you again every few days apart. You don't know how different you are to me, so different that I can always lose control, so different that I can't stop looking at you, so different that I will be afraid that you hate me, so different that I can't see anyone else except you......"

He tightened his arms and held me firmly in his arms, "No one has ever appeared in my life so unexpectedly as you, so indifferent that it makes me panic, and no one has ever tugged at my mind like this, and has had such a fatal gravitational pull on me. ”

He sighed, gently grabbed my shoulders and turned me towards him, "Qingyu, why is there always a realm hidden in your heart that is never accessible to others?" Why are you reluctant to break free of the things that seal your emotions? Come out, okay? I'll give you all the warmth. ”

The emotion in his eyes did make me feel moved for a moment, you must know that it is not easy to say such words as unruly as him, let alone such a look and tone. It's just Si Tianzhe, there are so many women who need your warmth, but it's never me.

I raised my head slowly, I couldn't pull out the slightest expression, and my tone was more peaceful, "Master Si, please see what kind of place this is, here, I think you are more familiar with it than me, there are countless people talking about love here every day, but how many words are true?" Don't you think it's too bad for you to talk about this in a place like this?

Should have been surprised by my words, he looked at me a little stunned, for a while, only shook his head and smiled bitterly, "Qingyu, you did it on purpose, right?" You blame me for treating you like that just now, so you deliberately ignore my love, and compare my confession to the scene on the wind and moon field......" He raised his head, his eyes a little sad, "Do you really not understand—my heart?" ”

Casting my gaze on somewhere in the middle of nowhere, I don't react in any way. I was exhausted by the tossing and turning for half a day, and my mind was filled with too many thoughts that were no longer clear, and I didn't want to understand or understand at the moment.

I looked up, and there was no expression he expected to see, "Si Tianzhe." ”

"What?" He stared at me uncertainly, his brow intertwined with unease and anticipation, but I couldn't respond.

"I'm tired, please let me go." I said this lightly, and I saw that the light in his pupils was extinguished in an instant.

Without waiting for him to reply, I turned away.

was about to walk to the door, but Si Tianzhe blocked in front of me again, there was no force, no persecution, and no pain like Fang Cai, he only smiled slightly, and his tone was so calm that it was as if nothing had happened, "Qingyu, it's already past 12 o'clock, the school dormitory has been locked, and if you go back like this, it will only make your grandmother worry, okay if you sleep here tonight, don't worry, I'm guarding you." ”

He doesn't know, the last thing I can face now is him, saying that I don't want to, I don't dare.

Ignoring the gloom in his eyes, I turned sideways to avoid his block, ready to pull the doorknob.

He grabbed the doorknob first, still smiling, "That'...... You sleep here, I'll sleep next door to you......" After a pause, he added, "Something calls me." ”

As soon as the words fell, he really walked out, and the moment he slowly brought the door to the door, he left a room of mixed tastes to me.

Outside the window, the moon was as cold as water, and I shook my head and threw away all my incomprehensible thoughts and fell into a deep sleep.