The first time I wrote [work related], I looked back, and it turned out that I had already written 32w words, and it was about to be three months since April 26th. The pen %fun %pavilion www.biquge.info it's really a difficult and long journey, let me exhale first~

First of all, I would like to say thank you to the editor-in-chief, Dayouyou, and the editor-in-chief, who gave me my third and fourth recommendation weeks this month. I haven't officially expressed my stance here before.,I've said all these times today.,Thank you really for demon zero.,Thank you.。 The recommendation will appear this Sunday afternoon.

All along, my grades have been tepid, so stable that it is like the electrocardiogram curve of a dying man, even if I have been recommended three or four times before, two of which are still classified and strongly recommended, but the growth of various data is really not fast, until now, it is still a miserable collection and recommendation.

Under these circumstances, the masses can imagine my ambivalence and anguish - on the one hand, I am grateful that the editor has taken such care of me, and my self-confidence has risen rapidly; On the other hand, in the face of tepid results, and in the face of comparison with the best works on the same list, my mood plummeted again, and my frustration was bursting. These two moods are sometimes staggered, sometimes at the same time, and my state of mind is like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, highs and lows.

When you are bored and depressed, you can spit out and be amused in the author group, or go for a walk or listen to a song alone, and strive to make your feelings come back, and strive to be able to write with a good mind when you sit down again. Maybe it's my personal problem, I'm too much in writing essays, I put a lot of pressure on myself, and even now, I feel that if I don't write more than 4,000 for a day, I won't be able to sleep well, and I will be worried all day. In fact, it is.

When inspiration comes, I will also write all night, and when the lights go out, I find that the windows are all on, and then I start sleeping, completely reversing day and night. It's a life that I fear and don't like so much, but now I can't do anything about it and immerse myself in it.

I haven't been writing for a long time, just over a year to be exact, and I started after college, which can be regarded as a student party. However, one of the things that I have over many of my sisters is that I usually have more free time and don't have any big homework to do. If you really have too many things at hand, there are still manuscripts to support. In the future, facing graduation and employment, I don't know how long I can stick to this road, and I don't know what the outcome will be. But I thought, for now, let's write it down until it's over.

Speaking of the end, I don't know how many 10,000 words it will take to end this story, but for now, it shouldn't be too little. Now I don't dare to boast about Haikou, take one step at a time.

You see, I'm nagging, I was going to just say a few words and I ended up saying so much, thank you for taking the time to listen to me. At this moment, I am the one who jumped out, not the me in "Seeking the South", and the next moment, I will rotate the world again and sink into that world.

See you next time.

ps: I hope that the data of this recommendation can increase a little more, and I say cheers to myself.