A teenager who denies himself as a human being
"Battlefield Hara-san is always reading books, have you ever been exposed to the Cthulhu Mythos?"
"I don't have a superficial curiosity about you. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info"
It was only in an instant that he sensed the intention of Hakuriyu to ask this question, and Battlefield Hara replied decisively.
"It's unexpected."
Hakuriyu raised her eyebrows in surprise
"I thought that today's high school girls wouldn't want to be exposed to this boring and crazy myth."
"It's just because my body has become like this, and I saw it when I was looking for information everywhere with the mentality of rushing to the doctor with the mentality of being sick."
Battlefield Hara sighed and recited the initial sentence in a cold voice.
"The human mind lacks the ability to connect what is known, and this is the most merciful thing in the world. Humanity lives on an island called Ignorance in the middle of a dark ocean, a vast ocean full of mysteries, but we should not sail too far and explore too deeply......"
"It's a very rare thing to be able to admit the powerlessness of human beings."
"Are you human or not?"
The battlefield was a little ugly and stared at Bo Liyu who was smiling narrowly
"Sa, who knows, didn't Battlefield Hara-san call me a ghost at the beginning?"
"I didn't know that a low-level monster like a ghost could have a real body."
"Well, it's better not to underestimate the ghost too much, otherwise it will be too pitiful to run away when you see a butterfly in the future."
"What?"
"Eun, it's nothing, let's continue the topic just now, rather than whether it's a human or not, I want to ask Battlefield Hara-san. What do you think is going to be a human being that can no longer be counted as a human being? ”
"The change in physical appearance, the mutation of the genetic degree, these are the loss of human identity?"
"I don't think so."
Hakuriyu said to herself
"The difference in mentality is the biggest difference between ordinary people and non-humans."
"Mentality?"
"Yes, you see, even if Battlefield Hara-san's body has lost the weight of his body and has become an alien physically, why do he still have to go to school?"
"Because of the rules, right, it's not a shackle that can be seen, but pressure from family, society, relatives and friends, and other aspects, if you don't do this, you can't do it, if you don't do it, you will be excluded, although the former classmates on the battlefield are always alone, but after all, they still want to live in human society."
Without waiting for the battlefield to answer, as if he didn't care about the other party's answer at all, Bo Liyu said to herself
"Aren't you the same, in order to survive in this society, in order not to be isolated, not to be hostile, not to be regarded as an outlier, so you pretend to be a harmless student!"
"No, no, no, there is a decisive difference between me and Zhan Yuan-san"
Hakuriyu walked slowly backwards, shaking her finger at the unhappy battlefield
"I don't care who I'm excluded, feared, or discriminated against. In general, I just chose such an identity that ordinary people don't feel strange to enjoy just to enjoy the fun that only ordinary humans can enjoy. ”
"I have the consciousness of being an inhuman, and I have the confidence that I can live happily without human society, wandering on the edge of human society and the inhuman world, and looking for something that can make me happy in it, while Zhan Zhanhara-san's regret his decision, and try to disguise himself in his daily life and look forward to returning to the previous world one day."
"Ah, if I want to say, I'm a tourist who travels all over the country, and I can go wherever I want, and where I want to go depends entirely on my interests, and the battlefield was inexplicably able to get a ticket to an unknown foreign town and traveled in the past with great interest, but unfortunately the battlefield was not as interesting as he imagined after a short period of excitement, but he found that he didn't have a ticket to go back, and he had no choice but to endure the trouble that the customs and customs were incompatible with himself in that strange town, I also have to hide the fact that I am in a predicament from my relatives and friends on the Internet, and I have been living like this in pain, and this is how I am fundamentally different from Zhan Yuan's classmates. ”
"Are you superior?"
Battlefield Yuan tilted his head, and a sneer of disdain appeared on the corner of his mouth.
"Huh? No, no, no, I don't think so, and it's not a second-year boy who suddenly gets a strong force and is excited to take revenge on society or conquer the world. ”
Hakuriyu waved his hand and denied Battlefield Hara's words
"In my opinion, it's just a difference between different species, and I don't have that kind of idea as for the noble and lowly or something, well, for example, what do Zhan Yuan's classmates think of the kind of guy who is noisy all day long, claims to be young, and gathers together to do something boring? Interested in becoming friends? ”
"Not at all, but I feel a bit of nausea when I stand within 30,000 meters of that kind of guy, and that kind of guy had better even stop breathing, otherwise it's just so noisy that people want to staple a few times in their mouths with a stapler."
With a poisonous tongue that didn't care, the battlefield used such violent words to express his feelings
"The former classmate of the battlefield is really ruthless, and he is also his own classmate."
"Please don't associate me with that amoeba level being, I live in a completely different world from them, nothing like them, if I could, I would probably take Gatling to shoot crazy at school, but if you get too close, you might get me, and sure enough, it's better to use Barrett's long-range sniping? No, it's too inefficient to do that, well, sure enough, it's still a nuclear bomb that can't wait any longer. ”
"Is the world different from the world you live in...... I don't think so.,Isn't it because it's not up and down living in the same world.,Isn't it that Battlefield Hara-san has such troubles.,If you really live in a different world.,It's a lot easier.,Battlefield Hara-san won't be so troubled Oh.,Well,Of course,Maybe there will be new troubles.。 ”
"Although the existence of different worlds is not absolutely impossible to communicate, and it may be possible to get a little fun from time to time when they interact together, but just like monkeys and fish, cheetahs and squid, there is no way to understand each other, and it is nothing to maintain a certain distance from each other, and it is absolutely impossible to enter each other's world to achieve a further relationship."
"That's absolutely impossible."
Repeating the last sentence again, Bo Liyu emphasized it very seriously
"Loneliness does not refer to the density of the surrounding population, but to the feelings of the individual on a spiritual level. No matter how close others are to you, if you can't feel the same creature as yourself, then your dry heart will not be satisfied. ”
"Even people like Battlefield Hara-san should be able to find an existence in the school that is always gentle and correct, or a teenager who is gentle enough to want to save everything, and become friends with them or a relationship above that, then, now I'm going to ask the keen Battlefield Hara-san, what kind of existence am I in the eyes of Battlefield Hara-san?"
"Bad, with a bad taste, just with some places that are different from ordinary people, they swell themselves to the extreme, and they exude a rotten smell of middle and second disease."
Without hesitation, Battlefield Hara confided his thoughts.