Chapter 404: Chunge's Plan 3

Chun Ge raised his head and was slightly stunned, just looked at Lin Xun motionlessly, pulled out a bitter smile, and said, "I don't want to." "It's human nature to be reluctant to love anymore when you're hurt, and Chunge is no exception, he was really hurt all over his body this time.

Lin Xun turned his head, forcibly held back the pain in his heart, made a nonchalant look, and asked, "Yes, can you know why?" ”

"You?" Chun Ge was a little strange, Lin Xun knew him better than himself, he didn't believe that Lin Xun would not know.

"Just asking?" Lin Xun clenched his fist in embarrassment, and when his fingertips touched his cold palm, he knew that he had lost his temper.

"I'll go back first." Lin Xun stood up suddenly, and was about to leave.

Chunge didn't know why, without thinking, he took Lin Xun's hand, felt the slight coolness of his palm, and took the opportunity to put his cloak back on Lin Xun's body, and said, "I thought you knew everything." ”

Lin Xun looked at Chunge's not-so-warm eyes and muttered, "I know everything, do you think I should know?" "Doesn't Chun Ge know why he knows, it is because of his own understanding that Chun Ge can talk to him so unscrupulously, with him, he is also a human being, and he also knows what pain is.

"What's wrong?" Chun Ge had never seen Lin Xun lose his temper like this, and he only felt that Lin Xun shook off his hand.

"Do you know why I know?" Lin Xun held his head high, proudly like a peacock, he is not a saint, in the dead of night, he will always fantasize that his efforts can be reciprocated, but if his contribution becomes a kind of nature, a habit of Chunge, and a tool for Chunge to inadvertently trample on his heart, please allow him to feel distressed.

"I" Chun Ge took a few steps back and looked at Lin Xun blankly. He was speechless.

It hurts, it hurts, but Lin Xun is reluctant to say a heavy word about Chunge after all. It only turned into a sentence, and sighed coldly: "If you understand me." How nice it should be. ”

Chun Ge was shocked, Lin Xun's helpless sigh fell through his skin to the tip of his heart, indeed he never thought of understanding Lin Xun, he just blindly asked Lin Xun, Lin Xun's connivance made him develop dependence. Forget that Lin Xun is also a person with a beating heart.

"You" Chunge just wanted to speak, but Lin Xun's sleeves had slipped through his fingers, leaving him with only a slightly swaying back.

"Adult" Xiaoqi has been following Chun Ge, and he can be said to be the outsider who knows Chun Ge and Lin Xun best. He was ashamed of Lin Xun's endless dedication, but he knew why Lin Xun was facing a collapse because of Chunge's words.

"Is he angry?" Chunge asked stunned.

"No, he won't." Xiao Qizi replied decisively: "He's just too bitter." ”

"He's been convincing himself that there's no reward for what you give. He did exactly that, but when you revealed this fact in person, what you said was not hurtful, but ruined all his expectations. Lin Xun seemed to think of Ji Qian's moth to the fire back then. "You can hurt him and hate him, but you can't shatter the hope of his survival, and if so, what can support him?" ”

Chun Ge didn't speak, just looked at the moonlight by himself, walked slowly, and his back was shining under the moonlight, and there was no vicissitudes of life.

"Knock knock" Early the next morning, Chunge knocked on Lin Xun's door.

"Who" Listening to Lin Xun's hoarse voice, this person should have also been sleepless all night.

"I" Chunge's eyes were also red and swollen, and after thinking about it all night, he found that he had also become the most shameless and ungrateful person.

"Come in." The sound of Xi Suosuo sounded in Lin Xun's room, presumably the sound of Lin Xun getting up.

When Chun Ge entered the door, Lin Xun put on a thin coat, his hair was not tied, and his hair fell on his shoulders, there was a kind of laziness that Chun Ge had never seen, and Chun Ge couldn't take his eyes off it for a while. Sure enough, he is the most beautiful man in the world, Chun Ge Xu has been together for too long to ignore Lin Xun's allure of the country and the city, which is really amazing at first glance.

"What's wrong" Lin Xun easily washed his face with cold water, and seeing that Chunge was still stunned in place, he couldn't help asking.

Chun Ge walked in step by step, and slowly stretched out his hand to brush away the water droplets on Lin Xun's forehead.

"What, what, what, what's wrong" Lin Xun's heart throbbed, and he almost tripped over his bed under the wild jump.

"Ah" Lin Xun's step-by-step retreat woke up Chunge's lost soul, looking at the water droplets in his palms, he seemed to think of himself, and actually did it, did something that was light for Lin Xun, his cheeks were red for no reason, and he looked his eyes away.

"That, that, last night, I said something bad, don't take it to heart." It was Lin Xun who opened his mouth first, he didn't want Chunge to feel guilty, and he understood that he was too excited yesterday, and he didn't sleep all night just to adjust his mentality.

Since hearing about Su Youqi's betrayal, Lin Xun has never felt at ease, he is afraid that someone will deceive Chun Ge again, so he is impatient, and the consequence of his restlessness is that he has no reason at all, and he made a fuss yesterday.

"I've figured it out." Chun Ge licked his dry lips, sat down on the chair on the side, and said, "In the past, I always felt that you and I were equal, and you lived the same life without me, and vice versa." ”

Lin Xun's eyes suddenly lit up, and any haze was dispelled, according to the signs of these words, could he hear the words that he had been begging for in his life.

"But on the day I left Beijing, I found out that no, it's not like this." Chun Ge smiled stupidly at Lin Xun and said, "That day, Su Youqi's acquiescence, Su Youjun's silence, and Anu's deception hit me to exhaustion. ”

"I wanted to find you among the many officials, but the emptiness in front told me that you were not there, and I knew that I was at that moment" Chun Ge paused, and said lightly: "I can't leave you anymore." ”

"Sang Qing, I'm sorry, I've never found your goodness, because I hate Lin Xiang, so I take it for granted that your goodness is a kind of compensation, I told myself, you're not important, but what about the facts?" Chun Ge cracked his mouth, and finally he said everything, this deepest guilt buried in his heart, the feeling of letting go is so relaxed.

"I've always wanted you to be by my side." Chun Ge said very shallowly.

Lin Xun has lived for more than thirty years, his heart has never beaten like today, he felt for the first time that he was a living person, just because of Chunge's words, but just when he was about to show his sincerity, Chunge's words successfully blocked his mouth.

"It's like Leshan has always been by my side." Chun Ge vaguely seemed to know what Lin Xun was going to say, but he didn't dare to listen to it.

"Oh" All the joys and sorrows turned into a heavy sigh at this moment, Chun Ge didn't want to know, so he wouldn't say it.

"I know you as much as you know me, but there is one thing I have to tell you." Chun Ge raised his smiling face, showed the most sincere face and said, "I believe in you, I believe in you the most in this world." ”

"What?" Lin Xun was a little incredulous, Chunge's suspicion can be said to be innate, there are only two kinds of people in the world, one is Chunge's unbelief, and the other is Chunge's unbelief, but there is no trust.

"When I returned to the southeast, I did have symptoms of madness, but fortunately, I found it early and stopped it in time." Chunge's fingers began to tap on the tabletop, and with the rhythm, Chunge spoke eloquently.

It turned out that when Chun Ge was well, he began to recall his situation, and with his cleverness, he saw some doorways, and it stands to reason that he should suspect Lin Xiang and the others first, but until his suspicion was settled on Su Jianyu, he never doubted Lin Xun, and at that time he knew that he treated Lin Xun differently.

"You, you didn't think it was me." Although Lin Xun's words were a question, they didn't look like a question, and the smile on the corner of Lin Xun's mouth secretly hung up, which obviously showed the joy in Lin Xun's heart.

"Well, how else would I tell you my true condition?" Chun Ge tilted his head and looked at Lin Xun with a smile.

"You're crazy, but it's a good way to hide your eyes." Lin Xun took out a very well-packaged thing from an air-dried box in the room.

"I'm not going to hide it." Chun Ge smiled coldly, but when he saw Lin Xun take out a large bag of persimmons, he quickly put it away and said, "I'm making him feel pity." Chun Ge took a bite of the persimmon and knew that this thing was baked by Lin Xun himself, so he handed one to Lin Xun.

Every time Lin Ge makes persimmons, he tastes them and then brings them to Chunge, he is tired of eating them for a long time, and Chunge is also aware of this, but Chunge just likes to watch Lin Xun swallow the persimmons hard, and then give a thumbs up against his will.

"If he is willing to let me go, the official faction and the official family will have a chance to recuperate." In Chunge's mouth, he naturally refers to Su Jianyu, who is far away in the capital.

"What if you're wrong?" Lin Xun still felt sorry for Chun Ge, this kid still believed in Su Jianyu.

"I'm betting, betting on their humanity." After saying that, Chunge didn't believe himself, and laughed at himself: "Even if it's a dog, it should have feelings after more than ten years." ”

"Don't say that, at least you're right." In any case, Su Jianyu felt pity and never killed again.

"I'm all for the official family and the official faction, I single-handedly pushed them into the officialdom, and I can't let them go." Chun Ge bowed his head, once upon a time he was pitiful to this point, he established his own power in order to help Su Jianyu fight to overthrow Lin Xiang, but at that time, he put the cart before the horse and changed his original intention. As soon as he thought of this, the corners of Chunge's eyes turned red, and tears naturally slipped out of the corners of his eyes.

"Don't cry." Lin Xun helped Chun Ge wipe away the tears, and said in a low but firm voice: "From now on, I will keep your tears." After that, crystal tears rolled down from Lin Xun's eyes, burning Chunge's heart, but at this time, some of Chunge's vicissitudes of love were healed.