Chapter 37: Rekindle the Passion

But my mother is still restless, because Feng Yongtian is still waiting for the news of her divorce. After some painful struggles, my mother finally went to Feng Yongtian for a showdown.

I don't know if my mom will ever give him one last dinner......

Liu Hongxia decided not to divorce Yao Suixin for the sake of her children, which was undoubtedly a purgatory pain for her. It was just that she silently endured such a choice against her will, what she couldn't face was Feng Yongtian's gaze, which was looking through Qiushui and waiting to see her and Yao Suixin's divorce. On this day of work, she hardly dared to meet his gaze, just like a precious piece of porcelain lest it would shatter in an instant if it collided with something.

As soon as he got off work that day, he asked Feng Yongtian to go to the tavern opposite the garment factory, ordered four dishes, ordered a few bottles of beer, and sat face to face at a square table in a quiet corner.

It was a topic that was very apprehensive for both of them, Liu Hongxia couldn't say her decision, and Feng Yongtian was afraid to ask, so they just casually said some absent-topic digressions, and then drank silently. Liu Hongxia had already drunk two beers, but she still didn't know how to speak.

Feng Yongtian couldn't hold back and said, "Hongxia, you must have something to say to me tonight, right?" Why are you so silent? ”

Liu Hongxia sighed and said, "Why do you say that people sometimes have difficulty controlling themselves? Always living for someone else? ”

Feng Yongtian's eyes were the autumn Xiao Suo. "That's because the cruel reality is always bullying the weak, and you have lost yourself in helplessness!"

"Yongtian, I can't bear to hurt others, but sometimes I want to hurt, such as you......." Liu Hongxia's eyes wandered miserably.

At that moment, Feng Yongtian already felt that the autumn wind was blowing and the fallen leaves were swishing, and his heart was sad. He had already read what he was worried about from Liu Hongxia's demeanor. He asked in a trembling voice, "If I'm not mistaken, you've already decided that you don't want to divorce Yao Suixin, right?" ”

Liu Hongxia took a sip of wine and lowered her gaze. "It's not that I don't want to leave, it's that I can't... You don't know, when I saw the tear-stained look on my child's face begging me, I didn't have the courage anymore... At that time, I thought again: as a mother, I can't just ignore my children for my own happiness, and I can't build my happiness on the pain of my children, so I can't let him do without a mother, like that... It's a dereliction of duty as a mother! ”

"However, for the sake of your children, can you ruin the happiness you are about to get? Will you live the rest of your life like this? Feng Yongtian's voice was a little hoarse.

"I don't know. Let's talk about it when the child fights, and now it's the only way to barely survive! ”

"Hongxia, you promised me...... Are you still making me wait indefinitely? You are a woman of your word, how can you bear to treat a man who truly loves you like this? It was a man's infinitely sad voice.

Liu Hongxia's eyes were blurred with tears. "Yongtian, don't wait for me anymore, I don't deserve your wait. If there is fate in this life, we will meet in the future, if there is no fate in this life, then we have to wait for the next life, I said, I will find you in the next life..."

Before Feng Yongtian could speak, Liu Hongxia drank all the wine in the cup, then got up and left the hotel quickly crying, and disappeared into the street where the lanterns were shining.......

Feng Yongtian looked at her back when she came out of the door of the hotel, and his eyes suddenly blurred......

Although Yao caught ~ the rape on the night, he brazenly got the 20,000 yuan, and handed over the film full of scenes of Liu Hongxia and Feng Yongtian's cheating to Feng Yongtian on the spot, but the things of that night still leaked out for some reason, making the city stormy, and the people in the factory were talking about this peach~ news behind their backs. But Feng Yongtian wasn't sure that this was Yao Suixin's words and didn't believe it, and he got the money and leaked the matter. Because when he and Liu Hongxia left the office and came outside after the passion that night, some colleagues in the factory did see it.

One day, the director of the garment factory, Mr. Wang, called Feng Yongtian out of the office and asked about the scandal that had been widely spread. Feng Yongtian didn't dodge, didn't dodge, and acquiesced.

A few days later, Director Wang called him again and informed the factory leadership of a decision: the Provincial Institute of Finance and Economics gave the garment factory a place for further study, and issued a college diploma after two years of study. Of course, Feng Yongtian understood that this was a disguised treatment of himself. Although Director Wang repeatedly emphasized that after he graduated from college in two years, the position of chief financial officer would be returned to him, but he knew in his heart that he had been dismissed, and he still dared to think about what would happen in two years%3F"

Sure enough, before he could start his further study, a new chief of the finance department was transferred to the factory.

What made Feng Yongtian feel even more warm and cold, there was one more thing in the hot and cold world, that is, the sudden change in the temperature of his lover Zhang Lina. Not only did he want to touch her body anymore, but even when they met, they were cold, and they didn't even look at him, as if they didn't know each other at all.

Feng Yongtian was infinitely lost and sentimental, and the night before he left for the provincial capital for further study, he asked Liu Hongxia out with apprehension and met him in that tavern. What made him feel relieved was that Liu Hongxia came to the appointment with heavy makeup.

Feng Yongtian bluntly said that he was tactfully dismissed, and also sadly said Zhang Lina's attitude towards him, and his sentimentality was beyond words. He looked at Liu Hongxia and asked sadly: "Now I know what it means to be warm and cold, and what it means to be ruthless...... Hongxia, you won't do that to me, will you? ”

Liu Hongxia's heart was rolling, and her eyes were moist and she said, "If I'm like that, will I come back tonight?" I already know the decision of the factory... You're leaving tomorrow, how can I bear to let you go on your way in such a bleak state of mind? Although I am very sorry for you, I will still make you feel that there is still true love in the world......."

"Hongxia ......." Feng Yongtian's eyes moistened, and he couldn't help but take her hand.

"Yongtian, not only did I come tonight, but I also decided to go to your house to spend a parting night with you... Would you like to? ”

Feng Yongtian was excited. "Of course I'm willing, I'm afraid that Yao Suixin will make things difficult for you again!"

"Don't worry, he won't come to catch ~ the rape tonight. Because he has gone to another place today, and it will take two or three days to come back, so I will accompany you well tonight..."

The two of them drank a lot of wine and talked a lot, so they left the hotel a little drunk, called a taxi, and went straight to Feng Yongtian's house.......