That night, I still didn't sleep at home, and of course I didn't know what my dad and my mom were talking about, and I didn't know that my dad and my mom were going to Yunnan to borrow money from friends. If I heard this, I would definitely expose his lies, because he and my second aunt secretly discussed what business they would do in Yunnan together. I was only seven years old at the time, and I wasn't interested in adult affairs at all, so I didn't remember to talk about my father's private affairs about my grandmother's money, and maybe I also had the idea that even my grandmother didn't want anyone to know that she lent money to my father, so I shouldn't have said it. Mostly it has nothing to do with the life of my seven-year-old child.

The next day, our family had breakfast very early, not because my mother was at work, but because my father was going out today. After breakfast, my dad Yao Suixin really went to the train station, saying that he was going to Yunnan. My mother, Liu Hongxia, looked at my father with a gloomy look and a heavy heart.

It makes me strange that after my dad left, my second aunt was still at home because she showed up at the breakfast table. Why didn't my second aunt go with my father? What I overheard yesterday was that they were going to Yunnan together today. I peeked at my second aunt while holding the rice that my third aunt had served me in my mouth.

The second aunt looked like she was going to go out, and she was dressed up beautifully. The second aunt with curved eyebrows, almond eyes, and a high nose bridge is indeed a charming and charming woman, especially her almond eyes, which are indeed an irresistible temptation for men (of course, these feelings are what I summarized later). That day, my second aunt's red lips were very red, and I was worried that the red would stain the dinner night or get into the dishes through the chopsticks she made.

That day, the second aunt didn't know why she was very attentive, she looked like a filial daughter, and she put vegetables in the bowl for my grandmother, which I had rarely seen before. Grandma was a little smiling. My third aunt was also very puzzled and looked at my second aunt from time to time, who was very abnormal, maybe she was muttering something in her heart.

One thing is subtle, whether it is my second aunt or my third aunt, when my grandmother is present, they never talk about some things about my mother, such as the embezzlement of public funds by my mother that they often talk about behind their backs. Later, I learned that it was my mother who told them that they were not allowed to mention it to my grandmother, who could not afford any stimulation from her heart disease.

My grandmother often muttered about the fact that my second aunt had never started a family. Today, my grandmother remembered a very important thing and said to my second aunt: "Aunt Li from the street told me about introducing you to the object yesterday, and asked when you will meet that young man?" ”

My second aunt has always been impatient with this matter, and said, "I don't want to see it, that man is twenty-seven or eighteen years old and hasn't started a family yet, so there must be something wrong with him!" ”

My third aunt couldn't help but retort to her: "Then you are twenty-five years old this year, and you haven't found a partner yet, is there something wrong with that?" I don't think you're interested in men, huh? ”

"I ...... I just don't want to start a family early, I want to do a career, and when I get married, women will have no freedom, and they will have to do housework and take care of children......" The second aunt moved out of her usual theory of ambition.

"Then people are not allowed to think like you? Or maybe people are picking and choosing and delaying! The third aunt said again.

"A man can start a family and have a career at the same time! Women are different! The second aunt squirmed her apricot eyes, as if she wasn't thinking about the topic, and looked a little absent-minded.

After that, my third aunt didn't talk about it, they always didn't speculate. But after that, my grandmother nagged endlessly, mainly about my second aunt's marriage.

My second aunt finally found the stubble to interrupt my grandmother's endless nagging and said, "Today I want to tell you something, I am going to go to Wenzhou today, I want to go there to see the clothing business!" ”

Of course, my grandmother had an opinion, and said, "Why can't you just stop a little bit?" Why didn't I accompany you last time? ”

"Mom, what you said is not right, do you do business, it is to accompany and earn, no one is smooth sailing and get rich, after failure, it is success!" Of course, my second aunt resigned.

My third aunt looked at her with puzzled eyes and asked, "Didn't you say that you didn't have a penny to accompany her?" How can you still be in the clothing business? ”

"There's a friend who is willing to lend me some money!" The second aunt replied dryly.

The third aunt looked at her for a while, and then suddenly asked, "Are you going to Wenzhou or Yunnan?" I heard that my brother-in-law went to Yunnan today? ”

The second aunt looked a little flustered and looked at the third aunt suspiciously. "I ...... Of course, I went to Wenzhou, what does my brother-in-law have to do with me going to Yunnan? This time I'm not in the clothing business with him! ”

The third aunt didn't ask anything more.

At that time, I was the most confused. Obviously, I overheard that my second aunt and my father discussed going to Yunnan together yesterday, why did she say that she went to Wenzhou by herself? I really don't understand what adults do......

After breakfast, the second aunt really dressed up and went to the train station. It was an hour after my dad went to the train station.

Today is Liu Hongxia's most frightening day. Riding a bicycle on the crowded streets in the morning, hoping to get to work slowly, today's work feels like going to the execution ground.

She parked her bicycle in the yard of the garment factory and was reluctant to walk to the door of her office. She walked hesitantly, a few dozen meters away from her for a long time. She fantasized in her heart that Section Chief Feng was sick or didn't come to work for something today, so she would be overjoyed and avoid a day.

But when she walked into the office of the finance department, the first thing she saw was Section Chief Feng. There is a suite in the office of the University of Finance and Technology, which is the office of the section chief.

When Liu Hongxia entered the department, she instinctively looked at the door inside. Her wish to expect Section Chief Feng not to go to work today was brutally frustrated. The door with the "Section Chief's Office" number was wide open, and Section Chief Feng was sitting on a chair drinking tea, but his eyes were fixed on Liu Hongxia's desk in the business room. When Liu Hongxia came to the desk, she saw Section Chief Feng in the door at first glance. Eyes inevitably met. But Liu Hongxia quickly avoided his gaze and began to clean the desk with a rag.

Since there were already a few people in the department going to work, Section Chief Feng didn't come over to entangle, but just opened the door like that, staring at Liu Hongxia with good eyes. Liu Hongxia sat on the chair at an angle that was facing the door of Section Chief Feng's office, and she could look sideways at the two greedy gazes if she wasn't paying attention.

Liu Hongxia had an idea and came up with a good solution: move the chair to the side of the desk, so that she could sit there with her back to Section Chief Feng's gaze.

But facing away from each other is also a different feeling: like a man's back. She sat there still uneasy, as if Section Chief Feng's gaze could penetrate into her clothes from the back at any time, wantonly obscene~desecrated~ and ravaged her body.

She absentmindedly opened the drawer, and with a sluggish motion, took out the stacks of ledgers and bills that she had fiddled with every day, and laid them out on the table. But she didn't bother to open it. There were a lot of accounts to be done, but she couldn't do anything. There is only one thing swirling in my mind: how to reply to Section Chief Feng after work today? It wasn't a simple answer to a question, it was two life choices that were cruel to her.

agreed to his conditions, and the clouds of his disaster dissipated, and he could still sit at this desk in the future and do this work that many people can't ask for, and even be more proud than before. But what's next? As the lover of this man he has always disliked, his originally clean body will be ravaged and polluted by his will...... She also has to bear the reputation of a bad woman and be pointed at. In that way, the days of my purity and peace will be completely over, and it will no longer be difficult for my soul to face the trajectory of normal people's lives safely.

If you don't agree to his terms, the disasters of life really begin. Not only did this job that made many people jealous of him lost, but he also went to jail if he didn't get it right. Then the future will be ruined, the reputation will be ruined, and the life will fall into a terrible situation of poverty. She can completely imagine that she has no job, no salary, Yao Suixin has no job and owes a fart~ share debt, so can a family of three still survive?

Two choices, two endings, are cruel and unacceptable to her. One choice is the cross of the heart and morality, and the other choice is the overwhelm of life.

What kind of outcome can your own life bear? Until now, she still couldn't think clearly, her mind was tormented in the boiling water, struggling...

She thought about it all night last night, and the two choices were competing in the dark in her mind and mind, and the first choice prevailed, and the latter struggled again...