Chapter 286: Can't Wake Up (14)

You probably won't say that easily

Those words that hurt me

In my eyes, it gradually evolved into a complexity

I finally understand why you keep saying you feel so tired

Before you reach the end, you break free from my grip on your hand

The cold current stirred up in the bottom of my heart

You retreat quietly

I'm silently waiting

The happiness buried in the bottom of my heart is still there

Listen attentively to the sound of your heartbeat

Feel the breath of every second you have

Heartbreaking episodes

The sadness is very beautiful

I will be careful with every word

Fear will cause you to misunderstand and end up losing you

The nib of the pen writes very lightly on paper

I'm afraid it will sting you because of it

Sentimental depictions

Left your most delicate handwriting

In the ocean of love, there will always be too many waves, we think that love is very deep and true, but in fact, love is very shallow and light, a bad word, will stab each other's hearts. The pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info We are just a clown on the stage of love, no matter how gorgeous the curtain is, the clown will still be hurt.

Love is a book that needs to be understood, in order not to be hurt, people who think they are smart hide themselves behind love, and they also harvest happiness and joy behind love, and some people not only don't care about what she does for the so-called love, but also give everything they have for her, even their precious lives.

Although love doesn't care who is right and who is wrong, who pays more or less, but isn't true love to be able to love the person you like and make her happy?

In love, we are often carried away by interests, and for the so-called happiness, we often wonder whether she (he) around us can bring happiness to us, and whether it is a person worthy of loving for a lifetime. In fact, there is no real happiness in the world of love, and there is no true love as it is said, true love is just a fairy tale in the legend, so since it is just a fairy tale, why should we bother to ask for it?

Diverse society has given us too many opportunities to fall in love, maybe a gentle turn, you will meet the person you want to love all your life, and get a heavy love. Don't think of love so simply, let alone think of love as difficult, if it's really yours, you can't take it away; It's not yours, no matter how much you pay, it's useless; Even if you get it, you still can't keep it.

In the face of love, it is not that we control love, but love can control us, only if we adapt to love and cherish each other, happiness can last longer. If you are still simply in love and insist on going your own way, love will still be hidden in your hands sooner or later. Breaking up is often said to be an accidental thing, but it is actually an inevitable ending, because we are too strong and too confident, thinking that we can accept everything that the other party has, thinking that only we can give her happiness, but in fact this is not the case. When you leave her, there will be others by her side to make her happy, and when you don't love her, she will fall in love with another person who shouldn't be loved and choose to forget you.

I remember what my friend said: Don't believe in any love, let alone believe in the mountain alliance and sea oath with her, because fairy tales are all lies, if you believe in fairy tale love, then you are the stupidest person in the world.

Maybe it was because he was in a bad mood and said some such unreasonable remarks, but from his sad voice, I could tell that he was serious.

I was curious, so I asked him, "Why are you so sure?"

He smiled contemptuously at me, as if laughing at my naivety and innocence, and then said to me: It's not that I dare to say this, but whether I have really experienced it, and only if I have really experienced it, I dare to say it.

Then, he started telling me their stories......

It has been more than six years since she met and fell in love with each other, and we have quarreled with each other, but we have never proposed to break up because we have always loved each other deeply.

Just when we waited a year to get married, but she suddenly proposed to break up, and her girlfriend said that if she wanted to marry her, she had to buy a house, which was the condition that her mother gave her, and it was also a guarantee for her future life.

I was very angry when I heard it, because it was very difficult to buy a house in the city in the countryside, not to mention that my parents were old and in poor health, so I said to her: Your mother asked me to buy a house to protect your life, so who will guarantee my life if I have been away for so many years? I'm marrying you, not your mother!

That time, we quarreled for more than three hours, and in the end she cried and scolded me and told me to get out, I didn't say anything, I left quietly, facing the familiar street I felt stranger than I had ever been, I knew that she had really left me.

Later, she also called me and said that I shouldn't care about my feelings, and I also knew that I was wrong, and I shouldn't have scolded her so impulsively, and apologized to her, but we didn't reconcile, because I knew that as a man, I couldn't make the woman I love happy, that wasn't called love, I asked her to come to me again when she really wanted to be with me, and I would definitely marry you when I had money, but she never came back......

Speaking of this, his tears began to keep falling, and I saw not only the fragile side of a man, but also the sincere outpouring of a man's true love for a woman waiting for her, although it was as stupid as he said, but I felt that his stupidity was indeed very valuable, whether he loved it or not, it was a touch to wait for someone who didn't know how long to come back.

I said, "Does she know?"

He said: It is important to know that we don't know, the key is that there is a rift between us, and if we want to heal, it will take a long time to repair it......

I wanted to ask more about them, but I thought that I would be speechless in the future, and I would still have to bear the pain and wait silently if I love someone the same deeply.

The most difficult thing for people to accept is not the facts, but the facts we are not willing to accept, the things we often do not want to accept the most, the more likely it is to happen, although the heart is very painful, but it is the best mirror to reflect the reality, we should use it correctly to show us the way forward, should not be lost by the dazzling light.

Love is a book that needs to be perceived, the love we see with our eyes is only the surface, real love needs to be listened to with your heart, when you understand life, you will understand love.

Love, like love songs, is the highest level of lingering. The most poignant thing is not revenge, but regret. The best love must have regrets. That regret turned into an aftermath, and I kept it in my heart for a long time. The most poignant love, you don't have to call the sky and grab the earth, just look at each other without words.

Disappointment, sometimes, is also a blessing. Because there is something to expect, there will be disappointment. Regret is also a kind of happiness. Because there are still things that you regret. Pursue love, and then discover that love has always been a thousand things.

Taking a step back and looking at love, the most romantic love is not available. The most romantic love story is when someone who has broken up with you calls and asks, "How are you?" You replied, "I'm fine." "And in fact, you still love him, and you are not good at all.

(To be continued.) )