The story of the previous life

1. Childhood

Lin Yunze's childhood was not happy, although he was born rich, his mother was capable, and his father was talented, but the relationship between his parents was not good, and he often quarreled in front of her. Father Lin once ran away from home after a quarrel, but Huo's mother chose not to care about it, leaving Lin Yunze, who was only in elementary school, at home alone.

Whenever she is home alone, Lin Yunze will turn on every light in the house, turn on the TV, and turn on the sound to the maximum. Then huddle up on the sofa with a quilt in his arms, and spend the night with his eyes open.

She grew up with her grandfather, who was a swimming instructor. As long as the weather permits, my grandfather will take Yi An to swim.

One day, on the way to send Lin Yunze to kindergarten, her grandfather was in a car accident and died in front of her eyes. Huo's mother picked her up from her grandfather's house, but due to her busy work, Huo's mother didn't have time to take care of her.

So the job of taking care of her fell on Father Lin, who had a relatively easy job. Father Lin would teach her piano and guitar. Lin Yunze once regarded these times as a treasure. also because of her father's attention to her, she completely stood on Father Lin's side when her parents divorced. But Father Lin chose to live with his lover and his lover's son, leaving her to Huo's mother. And she had also heard Huo Mu say that she didn't want her or something.

These experiences made her think of herself as an unexpected person from an early age, unworthy of love and hugs.

2. Study

When he was in high school, Lin Yunze met Yi An, and they skipped class together, danced together, and hid in the toilet to smoke together. The friendship lasted two years. In his junior year of high school, Yi An had a boyfriend, and in a certain way, he snubbed Lin Yunze. For this reason, Lin Yunze had a big quarrel with her, and the relationship between the two broke down and they were like passers-by.

After graduating from high school, Lin Yunze went to a city far away from Yunqi City. In college, she was sexually assaulted, harassed, and dragged into a grove by three men. Although this group of men was strong and attempted to commit rape, this incident still left a shadow in Lin Yunze's heart, making her keep her distance from men from then on.

In her eyes, men are synonymous with betrayal, violence and disgust.

In the four years of college, Lin Yunze often missed Yi'an, but because of the relationship between the two, he only dared to look at her through the computer screen. During this time, she gradually understood her own intentions. But looking at Yi An's life, she didn't want to come forward and disturb.

After graduation, Lin Yunze flew to Germany for further study. Because of her excellent appearance and gentle personality, she was liked by many laces, but she never accepted anyone.

3. Life

Until his rebirth, Lin Yunze had been living in Germany and would only return to China during the Spring Festival every year.

Her relationship with Huo's mother has always been bad, in addition to the reason why Lin Yunze's birth was not expected, but also because in high school, Lin Yunze used suicide as a coercion to force her to break up with her boyfriend. Lin Yunze chose to do this at that time, just hoping that his mother could see her more and be able to hold her like when she was sick when she was a child. But she was destined not to get it.

Lin Yunze went to find Father Lin, but at that time, Father Lin was busy celebrating the New Year with his family and entertaining his son's girlfriend. The two only said a few words, and Father Lin hung up the phone.

On the day Lin Yunze was reborn, she went to a high school reunion. Yi An sat in the crowd and talked about her capable husband and well-behaved children. Lin Yunze stood in the corner, secretly looking at her.

While peeking, I asked myself in my heart: If you had a chance to be reborn and return to that time, would you chase her?

She looked at Yi An's happy smile and finally shook her head, no.

She didn't want to bother her, and she didn't want to change her. It's good to be able to watch her happy like she is now.