Chapter 16: I Have Loved Like This

"Concubine......" The answer was not like an answer, but like a question, and the person who spoke was confused, and his eyes were misty. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Feng Zhiwei listened to the voice that was so light that it could be dispelled by the heat, and felt that this woman was talking a little strangely, or that she was asking inappropriately? She smiled, picked up the belly pocket with her fingers with a little mockery, frowned and handed it to Man Chun with her backhand, and said, "Trouble...... Madam. ”

As soon as this lady said this, she frowned again, and her heart was filled with greasy feelings again.

Hearing this "madam", Manchun's eyes flashed, but he didn't say anything, took the silky belly pocket of his tentacles, and stroked his fingers on the finely embroidered figures.

This outfit ...... It's hers.

A few days ago, His Royal Highness asked her casually, there are people in the house who are good at embroidery, she said that she may be able to take on one or two, and His Royal Highness ordered her to embroider a set according to the latest style on the market, and she must be careful.

At that time, His Royal Highness was reclining on the couch, playing with a book, and his eyes looked faintly in the direction of the west side of the palace.

His long black hair was dripping under the bed, and her face was clear between the long hair, and she was amazed by this elegance for the thousandth time, and she also lowered her head for the thousandth time, hiding her infatuated eyes deeply.

She knew that as long as she showed a little bit of attachment and obsession, she would never be able to get closer to him tomorrow.

She took this task respectfully and detachedly, her expression was as cold as before, and the corner of her eyes glanced at the book between his fingers, sure enough, it was a secret fold handed to the cabinet by Wei Shangshu, His Royal Highness always paid special attention to Wei Shangshu's folds, she waited for the pen and ink in the study, Wei Shangshu's folds were always on the top, and she was used to it.

He didn't look at her, he leaned back and bent his knees, his slender fingers resting on his knees, a casual gesture, but his eyes were smiling.

She heard him say softly, "Hmm...... The clothes are light apricot-colored, don't need to be too eye-catching, the cloak is made of Jianghuai kind of crepe, hazy and transparent, the spring night wind veins, the shadows of people and flowers are like a tide, and the light gauze is shallow in the fog and comes to the incense and broken moon, which must be a good style. ”

He squinted slightly, as if in a reverie, and the smile in his eyes gradually stained the corners of his lips, and the large clumps of white camellia on the opposite screen lost their color.

“…… Lining...... Although the big red is good, it is inevitably vulgar, the dark purple is too cold, and the smoke is not noble enough...... Just goose yellow...... That kind of skin with that color...... Such as the bright moon makeup into a white jade doll ......"

He pondered slightly, and his raised jaw seemed smooth and firm, like a white stone soaked in a thousand years of moonlight, splashing the sky full of fine stars.

Suddenly he looked back and smiled at her.

Like a mandala that has blown through the snow, it is like a crystal that shakes to the ground.

She immediately couldn't blush her cheeks.

Bai Yuwa......

Before she was sent to the palace of the king of Chu by the crown prince, she was the top celebrity in the thirteen states of the north, and she was always called "Jade Baby" because her skin was like snow and her voice was smooth.

She also loves goose yellow.

She also lives in the west of the palace.

Suddenly thinking of meeting Ning Escort a few days ago, the man was sitting on the roof tiles with his knees crossed, looking at the west side of the mansion, and she heard him mutter: "Forget it, where is there so much verbosity." ”

Although Ning Huwei has not been liked by His Highness recently, and he is not allowed to wait by his side, he is still the first person next to His Highness after all, and what he says is often what His Highness means.

Don't......

His Royal Highness **** is full of Emperor Beijing, but she doesn't know whether it is **** outside or not, but it is not the case at all in the palace of the King of Chu, the concubines from the princes can not enter the inner courtyard of His Highness at all, although His Royal Highness sometimes goes to the courtyard of the concubines, such as her Xizhaolou, His Royal Highness will come three or four times a month, but after coming...... Don't talk about it.

She sometimes wondered if the other concubines were ...... Same as her?

Maybe.

Once she unintentionally bumped into His Royal Highness in Jinhan, when the two sat in front of the makeup mirror, His Royal Highness was smiling and painting her eyebrows and sideburns, the silk curtain of the small building was hanging low, and a branch of smoke and rain apricot blossoms escaped obliquely in front of the mirror, and the woman and man in the mirror were elegant, which was really a very beautiful and charming scene.

However, when she bowed down, she found that the back of Jinhan's neck was stiff, the muscles were exposed, and the whole person's posture was stiff.

The next day, Jinhan was gone.

Another time, the boldest and most lively Xiuyun wore a tulle tunic gold silk skirt with Western tribute, revealing a large piece of snow skin and jade skin, pretending to sleepwalk and get lost, and broke into His Royal Highness's bedroom.

There was no movement that night, and the next day Xiuyun was sent back to her own courtyard, everyone thought that Xiuyun had won the favor of His Royal Highness, and the side concubine was just around the corner, and they were all stupid **** and wanted to follow suit, but there was no movement afterwards, and Xiuyun was closed from then on.

Half a year later, she inadvertently met Xiuyun, and found that she was yellow and thin, and she was in a trance, she chatted with her for a few words and answered that the bull's head was not the horse's mouth, the more she thought about it, the more strange it became, and after leaving, she turned back, and saw Xiuyun staring at the water surface with gravel, and muttered in her mouth: "...... Spit on me......"

There was no head and no brain, but she heard a cold sweat all over her body, the water drifter hit far away, flying out of the crystal arc on the water surface, and then sank as soon as it was bright, like them, flower-like women, beauty in an instant, instantly annihilated.

Later, Xiuyun's body floated in the lake where she had beaten the water, and she committed suicide.

Since then, she has never thought about some things, after the prince, she doesn't need to think about it, she just needs to be herself, if she is destined to be lonely in this life, it is better than floating on the lake without hearing a sound.

She was noticed by Her Highness last year during an argument with a concubine.

She pushed the vexatious and coquettish concubine into the water, and laughed coldly at the screams of the other party. When I turned around, I saw His Highness standing in the pavilion by the lake, looking at her from afar.

At that moment, His Highness's eyes were far away, and he smiled with a slight memory.

She thought she was dead, and knelt down silently, but he stared at her silently for a long time, without saying a word, she knelt in the mud stubbornly refused to speak, the soaked corners of her clothes and the cold moonlight soaked her muscles and bones, and there was a faint burst of cold incense, and the corners of his robe had silently brushed by her side.

She heard his voice slightly melancholy, so faintly.

"No one is your ......"

You? Who are you? Is that she different? Still is?

She couldn't understand it, but from then on he treated her a little differently, she seemed to be very pleased with the coldness and proportion, and the few things she did were also very careful and reliable, and he gradually gave her some trust.

As soon as she had a day, she thought, maybe they were all wrong before, people like him, vulgar and vulgar, couldn't capture his heart at all, only people who could do things for him could be taken care of by him.

Now...... Did she have his favor?

She was so happy, so happy.

In those nights, she picked up the lamp and made clothes, and threw them aside during the day, she knew that all the things he had told him to do, even if they were not told to keep it secret, must be treated with care, and it was because she knew these things that she could get his permission to get a little closer.

Those days when you stay up late and make clothes, you don't feel tired.

I only feel the boundless joy, dense flowers, like this fine stitch multicolored silk thread is soft and long, and the soft sound of the needle tip poking on the brocade surface blooms in the night.

The heart is like a double wire net, there are thousands of knots, each knot is a beautiful dream, although it is frozen in ice, but it is not less splendid.

Under the palace lamp, his eyes were red, but there was a smile in his eyes, and he was in the mood of making a wedding dress for himself.

She didn't think that this dress would be worn by others, His Royal Highness was wandering around the Flower Street and Willow Lane, but he would never bring the **Lou woman into the mansion for a step, His Royal Highness had countless concubines in the mansion, but no one could really get close to him except herself. By His Highness's side, no other woman appeared.

His Royal Highness always likes to take such twists and turns...... With a faint smile, she rubbed her numb fingers under the silent night lamp.

The most intricately embroidered is the undergarment. At the happiest and most important moment of a woman's life, she should wear the most beautiful undershirt and only show it to the person she loves the most.

The woman on the belly pocket is the posture of her generation of famous singers on stage, and the prosperity of the past will eventually disappear, but the dignified and **** posture in her past career, she feels that it will help the joy of the boudoir.

She revered that the shadow of the candle in the golden hook of the brocade tent shook red, reflecting her jade-colored skin like the morning glow reflecting the deep snow, and at that time the foreground of her chest was like an invitation from Yiren, which made him deeply intoxicated.

It was a slight little teasing behind her cold face, and she hoped he understood.

…… To this day, he didn't understand, but she did.

I always thought that there was no woman in his heart, I always thought that no one could stand by his side, and I always thought that the woman who could do things for him was a woman who could match him.

However, the moment I entered the door today, I saw the set of clothes, saw his expression when he was beside her, heard his light but concerned tone, looked at the woman, her face was ordinary but noble, and her demeanor was somewhat similar to him, and there was a little bit of alienation and dignity that had been in the top position for a long time, but it was not the delicate dignity of a woman, but the kind of dignity that His Royal Highness has, accustomed to pointing at the government and the opposition.

She suddenly understood everything.

He didn't want assistants and men.

What he wants is a woman who can parallel or even conquer him, like a pair of dragons and phoenixes flying in the sky, dancing all over the world and looking at the world.

Those gentle and charming little tricks that are foolish, and those women's tricks that want to catch and indulge in specious things, can't arouse the naturally arrogant blood in the king's body, and can't surging the tide of the heart that has been frozen for many years.

Originally...... So.

She smiled desolately.

took the private ** clothes that I thought belonged to her and stepped forward.

The most popular style in the market, this belly pocket only covers half of the chest, the crisp chest is half exposed, connected with no less than dozens of ribbons, respectively from the front of the neck, armpits and waist to tie up, goose yellow ribbons are staggered and horizontal, thinly tied to the delicate posture, there is no masochistic **** provocative meaning, which can best arouse the blood of the man's natural attack.

Man Chun put the neck ribbon around her belly pocket on Feng Zhiwei's neck, and the corners of her eyes swept over her earlobes, which were smooth and clean, and there were no ear piercings, but when she was very close, she could vaguely see that the place that should have been ear piercing seemed to be covered by something of the same color.

Man Chun's eyes jumped faintly, then turned away, and slowly, tightened the ribbon.

The ribbon has a slipknot that is untied by pulling it back, and it is a dead knot when it is pulled forward.

The crimson-dyed Kodan's nails slid down the ribbon and slid behind him.

Fingertips, a pick.

Feng Zhiwei suddenly smiled.

"This dress...... It's yours, right? ”

Suddenly, floating in the heat that had not yet dissipated, Man Chun's fingers paused, and he slowly raised his eyes in disbelief.

Feng Zhiwei didn't move, and she didn't care that the thin ribbon was wrapping around her neck, and a woman was leaning very close to her, and her long nails were on the side of her neck.

"Your movements when you touch this dress are very light and cherished," Feng Zhi said lightly, "Your fingertips have a lot of marks of being pricked by needles. ”

Man Chun lowered her eyes, this woman didn't look at herself at all, just listening to her movements, looking at her fingers, she already understood everything.

There is a kind of person who does not have to do anything to make you understand that the distance between you and her is as deep as a chasm.

"Clothes, no matter how elaborate and eye-catching they are, are clothes after all, and there will always be a time when they are worn out and worn out, and they are discarded and no longer remembered." Feng Zhiwei said long and calmly, "Those who stay in the world for a long time are only idealistic. ”

Manchun shook again.

Feng Zhiwei had already smiled back, and gently took the belly pocket, and did not need Manchun to help, and did not care whether the ribbon was to be tied all behind his back, his fingers were extremely dexterous for a while, and soon all those ribbons were tied on the sides of the waist, and the goose yellow ribbons were densely netted around the waists on both sides, and the skin between the nets was as bright as the moon, and the moonlight was made into a white jade baby.

Man Chun looked at it in a daze, and had to admit that this unique way of tying it to the waist was also very good-looking, but he had never thought of it.

This woman, gentle behind the eyes, cautious and free, not bound by convention, not surprised by overturning, like a touch of light, beautiful and far away in the sky, occasionally look up, only to find that the light is terrifying.

It turned out that what he wanted was such a woman.

Feng Zhiwei put it on, the corners of his eyes were slightly bright, he sighed silently, and was about to take the silk skirt, when he suddenly heard a sound behind him.

She was stunned, thinking to herself that I had a rare kindness to pick you up, but you still haven't opened up?

When I turned around, I saw the cold woman, kneeling on the bluestone ground splashed with water behind her.

Feng Zhiwei raised his eyebrows, a cold light flashed in his eyes, but he didn't immediately step forward to help, and said while slowly putting on the silk skirt: "Girl, why is this?" ”

Her title had been changed again, but Manchun still didn't react, and suddenly fell to the ground and kowtowed to her three times.

Then she said softly, "Girl...... I don't know who you are, but I do know you're his sweetheart...... Please, please...... If you can't follow him, you will abandon him. ”

Feng Zhiwei's hand really paused this time, she grabbed the apricot-colored blouse and slowly turned around.

After a while, she said, "I don't understand what you mean. ”

"You get it!" Man Chun gritted his teeth, his voice was low but resolute, and he poked it out like a nail, and he had no regrets, "Your Highness has been different from the past few years, I thought I was worried about the court situation, but I only know today that it is for you...... It can only be for you! ”

"Oh?" Feng Zhi smiled slightly.

"Look at you." Man Chun smiled sadly, "It looks like His Highness...... The same kind of people...... All thoughts are hidden in the deepest depths, don't think about fishing out any thoughts, even the most mesmerizing love in the world can't move your face, it's really you...... If he hadn't fallen in love with you like this, how could he be haggard and emaciated, and in the past two years, old injuries have been frequent? ”

Feng Zhi frowned slightly and repeated: "Haggard and emaciated, old injuries are frequent? ”

"In the winter of the thirteenth year of Changxi, it snowed heavily that year, His Royal Highness returned to Beijing from the South China Sea, and for some reason he didn't return to Beijing after returning to Beijing, and three days later, Ning escorted him back to his home, that time...... He was very sick, and he had to struggle to deal with court affairs, and he couldn't show a trace of fatigue, during that time he was very thin, so hot days, he put cotton in his single robe, in order not to let people see the thin ......" Man Chun smiled bitterly, "Last year, I went to the grassland to fight against Dayue, and it was impossible for His Highness to be a supervisor at that time, and Lord Xin would never agree to His Highness going out of Beijing, that night...... The two had a big quarrel, Lord Xin threw a cup and smashed him in anger, His Royal Highness did not let it, the cup smashed on the chest and spurted a mouthful of blood on the spot, which frightened Lord Xin, I was waiting at the scene, Lord Xin looked up to the sky and sighed with tears, and said, "I see that your ruthlessness and forbearance are worthy of great causes, so I am dedicated to assisting you, but do you want to bear me after all?" His Royal Highness said, "I have lost the world, I might as well take another one!" Master Xin said angrily, "If you refuse to bear her in the end, one day you will die without a place to be buried!" 'Brushed his sleeves away, and afterwards Lord Xin did not hesitate to invite himself to the Yuzhou camp, so that His Royal Highness could go to the main camp to supervise the army, and for several days he did not sleep to arrange the court situation, and the Fuzhong Express Guard kept going back and forth for twelve hours to pass on the movements in Beijing before he dared to leave ......Beijing."

Feng Zhiwei was silent, the light in his eyes changed, and he smiled for a while: "I don't understand these things you said. ”

Man Chun ignored her and said to herself: "Except for the sentence I heard at the time, the rest were all deduced by myself later, at that time I didn't understand whether Lord Xin's sentence 'I refused to bear her in the world' referred to a man or a woman, I thought it was a man, and I didn't want to ...... But it's you. ”

She took a deep breath, tears in her eyes, "Last year, His Royal Highness was in a heavy mood, his old injury has not occurred for many years, but last year has not been very good, this year after returning from the border, he is in better spirits, I am rejoicing, suddenly there is a big case, he has not returned to the house for two days, all day and all night outside, all the departments in the palace in the court so that the guards' legs are about to break, said that within one day, the cabinet of the Dali Temple of the Criminal Department has been all over, and I also found a way to go to the palace, busy until the guards rested at night, His Highness was gone again, and he only came back early in the morning, covered in night frost, his eyebrows were wet, and his face was terrifyingly pale...... After he left, I cleaned up the mattress for him, and found a blood-stained sweat towel at the foot of the bed, only to know that he had another seizure, but he didn't even know the reason for the seizure, and he didn't say, I was counting on him to recuperate, his old injury, and he could recover if he recuperated well, but he never rested, and he didn't ...... Every day I could find the blood-stained handkerchiefs, at the foot of the bed, under the window, at the bottom of the desk...... ...... still on"

Feng Zhiwei closed his eyes.

The heat gradually dissipated, condensed by the window, and slowly dripped down, like tears that could not be suppressed.

The two women were relatively silent, each in their own turbulent waves.

"I always thought that he didn't have a woman in his heart, and I always thought that there was no one in this world who was worthy of walking with him......" Ban Yan Manchun smiled in a low, almost sighing voice, "...... But it turns out that women are not nothing, but they are just easy to hide, and they hide it from the world, and they also hide it...... The infatuated woman of this house ......"

Feng Zhiwei's face sank in the pale yellow light, and in front of the mask and behind the mask, his eyebrows were furrowed, and he didn't move for a minute.

After a while, she lowered her eyes and said lightly: "You, you already know who I am?" ”

Man Chun looked at her, smiled sadly, raised his neck straight, and said without hesitation: "Yes." ”

All the anomalies, the time when Ning Yi changed, and the related events that he secretly pointed to, made this smart woman who often accompanied Ning Yi guess everything.

A woman who is deeply in love has a psychic acumen.

A hint of pain flashed in Feng Zhiwei's eyes, and he said, "Why are you bothered? ”

If you want to do something to her, it may not be fine, but if you know a secret that you shouldn't know, you have to tell it, and there is only one end.

This Manchun is a very smart and sensitive woman, why ......

Man Chun smiled strangely, knelt on the ground, and said in a low voice: "Someone has to say the things he doesn't want to say for him." ”

Feng Zhi shook slightly.

"Wei Shangshu, Wei Houye." Man Chun smiled coldly, swaying like a begonia under the moon, "You Yutang Golden Horse, famous all over the world, you are famous in the government and the opposition, loved by the people, you are a real human being, stirring up the wind and clouds with a woman's body, pouring the world and the heart of His Royal Highness, but you yourself have no heart." ”

Feng Zhiwei's fingers rested on her clothes slightly cool, the clothes were thin silk, slippery and cool, but her hands were a little cooler than these clothes, the wind of the spring night penetrated through the cracks in the window lattice, she should feel cold when she was disheveled, but she forgot to continue to put on her clothes.

"You and him see each other almost every day, get along day and night, you go through the ups and downs with him, and experience the ups and downs of the government and the opposition together, you should understand his hardships and difficulties better than anyone else, you should understand that you have to pay a lot of effort to do small things in this dangerous situation where you are enemies on all sides, you should be able to guess how much he has done for you, but you just don't understand - do you really can't think of it, or don't want to think about it at all?"

"It is more hateful to understand that people pretend to be confused than to be confused." Man Chun sneered, his hands propped up behind his back, "You don't feel sorry for his suffering, I feel distressed, I feel distressed so much that I can't bear it, I feel distressed until tonight when I see you, I suddenly understand everything, there are some things he will never say, then I'll say, if you want to pretend to be confused, I won't follow, I always want you to remember today's events clearly, and you can't forget it forever, always think of me tonight every time you are ruthless, and remember that there was a person in the world who begged you like this - love him, or let him go." ”

The more she spoke, the lower she spoke, Feng Zhiwei suddenly jumped up like a storm, and grabbed her shoulder.

Her hand fell on Manchun's shoulder, and before she could exert her strength, Manchun suddenly fell forward and fell into her arms.

Feng Zhiwei slowly lowered his head.

Manchun's back heart.

A glittering dagger, open in a brilliant red, flashed blindingly in her field of vision.

Man Chun's body was already half-hidden behind the bath tub, and her last action was to send the dagger into the back of her heart.

Every time you are cruel, you have to think of me tonight, of someone in the world who begged you to love him, or let him go.

She used her life to end her life forever tonight to make Feng Zhiwei have to remember her.

Not to remember her, but to remember the last prayer she made for the one she loved and felt sorry for.

Blood gushed out, forming a thick pool of blood on the ground, Feng Zhiwei was fascinated in that blood shadow, and said softly: "Why are you suffering." ”

She said this a second time, and her voice was desolate.

"Approaching you...... Debunking your identity...... I was going to die. Man Chun struggled with a bleak smile, "I don't want to...... Death at his hand...... Die...... It's worth dying. ”

Her body, in Feng Zhiwei's hands, was cold inch by inch, like this moonlight, inch by inch to avoid the darkness in the room.

The last words of her life were:

"If you can't love in the end."

"Tell him that there was a man who loved him like this."

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Feng Zhiwei hugged the cold body in his arms, stunned in the dark, and his heart was empty for a moment, not knowing why, not knowing where he was.

A couch of splendid clothes, messily stacked in front of her, but she was just stunned, in a shock and overturn, surging, scorching and cold, forgetting that her clothes were untidy, and her outer shirt has not been put on so far.

There was a slight noise in front of the door, and she woke up, her body turned and her arms raised, and the light silver crepe cloak rippled out a blurry starlight color in the orange shimmer, and then slowly fell to her shoulders.

At the door stood Ning Yi.

Hearing the sound, he pushed the door and came, and saw the silver light spread out like the moonlight, and the delicate figure of the jade bottle in the moonlight flashed, and the skin between the goose yellow and delicate was faintly seen like countless moonlight, so eye-catching that the horizontal silk and vertical net made people breathe tightly.

After a tight moment, he smelled a thick smell of blood.

His heart trembled, his thoughts disappeared, he walked over quickly, and asked urgently, "Are you injured?" ”

However, in an instant, he stopped, saw Manchun underground, and his eyes flashed.

Feng Zhiwei slowly raised his eyes to look at him, and said lightly: "I committed suicide." ”

Ning Yi looked at the corpse silently, and said for a while: "She is very smart. ”

Feng Zhiwei's heart was slightly cold, knowing that Manchun was indeed very smart - it was a dead end to pass her to wait for her tonight.

Ning Yi may want to test the heart of this "concubine", maybe she thinks she is too smart and knows too much, or maybe she ...... There were some other thoughts, he just gave a light order, and the beauty came resolutely, knowing the end and decisively dying, and did everything she could for him before she died.

There are as many people in this world as there is hatred for no reason, and there are as many people as there is love without complaints.

Half-covered the cloak, Feng Zhiwei put on his coat, there was a corpse in front of him, no one had any charming feelings, Feng Zhiwei didn't find out until he got dressed, Ning Yi also changed his clothes, the apricot-colored robe was elegant and elegant, and he had a light moon and sparse temperament.

The two of them stand together like this, although they wear other people's faces, they are just wind gods, which also makes people feel harmonious and compatible.

Feng Zhiwei suddenly stretched out his hand, lifted Ning Yi's mask, and looked at his face carefully.

Ning Yi was a little surprised by her sudden movements, touched her face, raised her eyebrows and said, "Long flowers?" ”

Feng Zhiwei looked at it seriously for a long time, nodded and said, "There is a flower pimple." Ignoring Ning Yi, who was laughing and laughing, put back the mask on him, and thought for a while: "This matter is dangerous, your prince's respect, it's better not to get involved in danger, you see who can be trusted, just go with me." ”

"Do you want me or not," Ning Yi smiled, "In this world, no one can pretend to be husband and wife with you except me." ”

Like a considerate and gentle husband, he helped Feng Zhiwei out of the door.

A faint bloody aura was swept away by the wind.

In the distance, drums beat to break the blur and coolness of the night.

More than half of the two.

The night banquet of the second prince began.

------Off topic------

This Saturday, the Gui's Spring and Autumn Group is engaged in activities for the first time, and a song party will be held in YY, and it will be obscene to dedicate itself, oh wrong to dedicate yourself, welcome to play with the children's shoes if you are interested, I forgot the YY number, the message area is lazy and seems to have left a group number, you can go there to find it.