Chapter 43 Becoming a stranger, why do you want to stay?

The plane took off from Seville and said nothing.

Zosi never spoke, and I honestly stayed away from touching the inexplicable factor in the air that seemed to burst in an instant. It's just that in a trance, I feel that the flight speed is inexplicably urgent, which makes me a little flustered.

Instead of going back to China, Zosi took me straight back to New York.

After more than two years of separation, after several twists and turns, I stepped into the old mansion of the Furcummings family again, only to know that although things are not people is an old saying that has been overused, at this moment, it is really to the heart and go straight to the heart.

If I had known that no matter how desperately I escaped, I would eventually return to the original point, why should I struggle like a clown jumping off a beam and not know it?

Zosi remained silent on the plane, leading me through the ornate gates, courtyards, cloisters, halls, and finally to my bedroom. He wasn't supposed to be difficult to understand, at least his emotions weren't hidden, they weren't like business, but in the past few hours, I couldn't get any glimpse of any joy, sorrow, or sorrow in his cold and unmarked expression, let alone his thoughts.

Everything is as usual in the bedroom, just like when I fled, and even, everything here is not covered with dust, the bedding and sheets seem to have just been changed, it seems that Zosi's men have been trained by him to be more and more alert, and they have not listened to Zosi's orders all the way, and they even know that I will come back and clean the room in time, thinking that he has been in charge of the family for two years.

His eyes did not fall on me, and even when he came back from Seville, he did not look at me directly, but at last he finally said something:

"You have a good rest first, what do you need to ......"

At this point, the words stopped abruptly, and my heart also tugged.

Did he want to say, "What is the need, let the servants be commanded"? It's really considerate and gentle, but under what circumstances do such words usually happen? It is nothing more than the polite words of the host to entertain the guests, and even if it is intimate, it is not a conversation that should normally take place between families.

Subconsciously saying this, Zosi also obviously stiffened, but my heart was clearer and more thorough.

Then he said no more, and turned to go out.

"I want to go back to China." Speaking this calmly behind him, Zosi's fingers stiffened over the doorknob, and the figure froze, but did not turn.

I didn't back down, "I want to go back to my grandmother." ”

Still not reacting, at this moment with his back to me and slightly hanging his head, as if he was enduring something, the well-proportioned figure, the back of his shoulders conveyed a stiff but calm and silent strength, which made me lose ground for a while.

A moment of silence. I hate this stalemate, and I can't break it easily.

"It's more than that, isn't it?" Zoshi finally answered, but there was a strange taste in his words that I didn't understand, not like angry, but like ......

"You want to go back, not just because you want to see your grandmother, right?" He turned around, and I was stunned by the danger and evil in his eyes, which, together with the tone of his voice, I could never have expected such a feeling to appear to him, and for a moment I was so startled that I forgot what he was saying.

Sometimes, the tone of the eyes can be more terrifying than the outright anger.

"Si Tianzhe, is it?" He hooked a sneer, and his eyes darkened, "You want to see him." ”

Determined, I avoided Zosi's too sharp gaze.

It is undeniable that I am not without thoughts about Si Tianzhe, especially when Shang Jingyi said that he was also looking for me. I was deeply entangled with him, and I didn't want to worry him any more.

"It's just the current Si Tianzhe...... I'm afraid, I don't have much energy to look for you. ”

Suddenly looking back, I bumped into the more and more dangerous smile on his lips, and my heart was cold, I didn't care about the calm and calm that I had to maintain when dealing with unpredictable people, and I didn't change the truth, I glared directly at him, and asked excitedly: "What did you do to him?!" ”

He smiled coldly, but a cold light flashed in his eyes, "You care about him very much?" ”

I pressed harder and squeezed out between my teeth: "I don't allow you to move him, I'm standing here, what else do you want?" I warn you not to involve the innocent. ”

He grinned, and there was an illusion of sadness in that smile, "Ruori, can your concern for him make you lose your usual calmness and sanity?" How can I move him, the Si family's power in Europe should not be underestimated, not to mention his foundation in Asia over the years, if I want to move him, it will only cause him some trouble so that he has no time to find you......"

He was right, every word was true, and it made me feel a little relieved.

"It's just Ruori," he approached me, and there was a hint of vengeful pleasure in his dangerous tone, "You're right, you're here, under my control, you want to go back, don't you, I want to keep you with me forever, forever, and don't want to escape." ”

He was angry, angry, and that anger had gone beyond the boundary, out of his senses, and I knew he was pouring out the anger he had been holding back in the church and on the plane, albeit with a sneer on his face.

Under this kind of anger, it is obviously unwise to confront him.

"Be sensible," my voice only calmed, "in fact, in your heart, and subconsciously, you have excluded me from this home, or rather, from your home. No matter how much you deceive yourself, no matter how much you forcibly leave me, your home will not be mine, from the moment you fled two years ago, it was destined that I would have nothing to do with your family......" I deliberately accentuated the word "your family", and a smile appeared, "At this point, the tacit understanding between the two of us subconsciously is the same. ”

He looked at me in astonishment, as if something had come to his lips, but he couldn't refute it.

The smile on the corner of his lips was a little fuller, it turned out that sometimes, it was such a happy thing to approach step by step.

"Isn't it?" I asked, "Isn't that sentence you just finished saying, 'Tell the servant what you need?'" Admit it, there is no going back to the past, and I am not the only one who is awkward and pathetic to leave an outsider in my own home. ”

Unexpectedly, there was no reaction on his face that I expected, only a shallow smile, and his tone was inexplicably calm, "Well spoken, is it exciting?" But you forget, Ruori, how many original strangers can form a family and love each other, let alone us. Take your time, I have time to wait for you, besides, you're by my side, aren't you? ”

In a word, self-confidence is as promised.

yes, I'm by his side, he's in control, isn't I? As long as he can't escape, he has time to capture me.

I couldn't feel how he had left, I stood still, everything around me was frozen in black and white, my world was decorated with all color.