【Chapter 35】How to redeem yourself
"Come back, Officer Wu, I really killed the person......"
"Stinky woman, did you listen to me? Come back soon......
“……”
After Wu Shiqin went out, as she said, let me calm down, I didn't come back for a long time, and I kept screaming until my voice was hoarse.
A few hours later, another policeman came in, and then he took me to a separate dark room, brought me a meal, and left, and I sat silently in this detention center, where there was a detention room where I was alone, I didn't know where my brothers were, maybe next door, maybe in another row of detention cells, looking at the small windows surrounded by steel fences, and screaming hoarsely.
"He is innocent, I killed people, I killed people, I killed people......"
The twenty-one-year-old sky is particularly dark, the low clouds, the oppressive air, as if to break people's hearts, the lightning that cleaves from time to time, the thunder that rumbles, it seems to make people remember this time, let people remember these pasts. This small window in the detention cell cut off a large expanse of the sky outside.
The pouring rain was like tears from heaven, and I couldn't tell whether I was moved or weeping for this unjust world, and I also shed tears, for our community, for my faults being inflicted on others.
The days of staying in this small cell of the detention center are particularly difficult, and it is a little different from the imaginary cell, because after all, this is only a place of detention, not a cell, and there are not so many criminals together, but the food in the detention center is still so unpalatable, I must go out and find out what is going on? Why did Zeng Chun go crazy and kill us, but the person I killed became Li Yang's killing, it was with this belief, simple belief, that I did not break down in the black detention center.
I stayed in the detention center until the seventh day, and the time finally came for us to be convicted, because I didn't have any serious crimes, and according to the above indications, I was acquitted, and Caike, Qu Xin, Wu Xin, Qing Kaijun, and several younger brothers led by Li Yang were also acquitted, but Li Yang was criminally detained, awaiting a verdict, on the grounds that he killed someone by mistake.
I was acquitted, but I didn't go out as soon as possible, but went to see Li Yang, who was being detained in the detention room awaiting the verdict, and when Li Yang's haggard face appeared in my sight, I finally couldn't help yelling at Li Yang, and tears flowed down unconsciously while scolding.
"Yang Zi, you're a fucking madman, stupid, why do you say that you killed people? Why? Why did you do this, don't you know how heavy this crime is, even if you don't sentence yourself to death, you have to sit in prison! ”
"Brother Xuan, don't be like this. In fact, all of this was caused by my beating of Zeng Chun, and something must have happened in the middle that I didn't know, so all this happened now, all these accidents and accidents, you remember, I killed people, I killed them, do you understand? If it's me, my dad can also use the relationship to reduce my sentence and get out, if it's you, your life will be over, not to mention I don't know yet, I'm a hanger, I won't be bullied anywhere, you see I have no interest, I only know how to eat, drink and have fun every day, I will suffer this crime, I thought about it at the time, so you don't have to feel guilty and blame yourself for yourself, just when I miss the appointment for a while, you have to live well, live for me, I only have one father, and my dad doesn't need to rely on me at all, You're different, you still have your parents to feed, remember! This is my willingness, you have to be good, I'm leaving"
This is the first time Li Yang has spoken to me for such a long time, and such a detailed paragraph, I listened while crying, I remembered my first acquaintance with Li Yang, remembered all the things we had experienced, remembered too much, and the memories were broken at once, but I could no longer find Li Yang.
"Yangzi, you bastard. You stop me, I don't want you to apologize for me, I don't want you to go to jail for me, you come back. ”
I yelled at Li Yang on the other side of the glass through the glass, but Li Yang couldn't hear my voice anymore when the microphone was turned off, Li Yang left, taking away all my thoughts and regrets, I have never hated myself so badly, but at this moment, I really hated myself to the point of madness. My body slid down the glass weakly, and I collapsed to the ground like a puddle of mud. The cold ground is not as cold as my heart, and I know that I can't repay Li Yang's kindness in my life. His father is quite powerful, and even if he is powerful, he will not be able to get out of the wrong hand for ten years.
Ten years is long, and I can't imagine what it's like to be in that dark room for ten years. He was afraid that I would be ruined, so he kept me, but he ruined himself. Li Yang pulled me out of the abyss of prison, but let me fall into the abyss of morality, how can I redeem myself?
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