Yan Ran pointed to the wheelchair: "This was also given by him?" ”

An Ran nodded.

There is a large food box on the table in the hall, and there are five plates inside, which contain five crystal shrimp, five steamed pork balls, five tangerine peel rabbit meat, five pine nut cakes, and five plum blossom cakes. Rarely, everything was made white, so white that it was transparent.

An Ran said: "I thought about it for a while, I don't know what he means, why are they all five?" Why is it all white? ”

Yan Ran smiled bitterly: "Maybe it's a coincidence!" ”

"He still has something for me to relay." An Ran looked at her and said, "He said that the agarwood bone has been eaten, and his heart disease should be cured, so you don't have to worry." ”

Yanran nodded.

"In addition, he said that you used Jiangshan and the two children to remind him, he understood, and he said that he would not die."

Yanran sighed: "Then I can let go of anything." ”

An Ran looked at her, not knowing what to say, so she had to sigh.

At night, she tossed and turned in bed, and finally pressed herself not to go up to the roof.

On August 15, she went to the town again to buy medicine and drink alcohol by the way. An Yefeng accompanied her, and the two didn't talk much, but they poured and drank wine very tacitly, and in the end, he threw her at the door of the house. After that, every few days, she went to the town to buy medicine, and then took the opportunity to go to the liquor store to drink. An Yefeng always accompanies her. When Uncle Cui carried the drunk Yanran back to the room for the third time, An Ran couldn't help but be angry, and said to Yanran who woke up: "You are drinking!" If there is a next time, I can only tell Tairan! ”

Yan Ran hurriedly begged for mercy. But she had become obsessed with the feeling of not knowing anything in the clouds after being drunk. After holding it for seven or eight days, on the last day of August, she sat in the wine shop again and asked Xiao Er for a jar of old rice wine. An Yefeng didn't come this time, but there was another person sitting in front of her.

Yan Ran looked at the person in front of him with drunken eyes, wearing a white shirt, with a cold and elegant temperament, feeling so familiar, but she couldn't remember who it was.

She grinned and said, "Whoever you are, drink with me." ”

Sure enough, he picked up the cup and drank it with her.

After two more glasses of wine, she suddenly remembered: "Aren't you Brother Tairan?" ”

The man shook his head: "No, I'm Tai Gongzi." ”

Yanran shook her head: "Tai Gongzi, Tai Gongzi on the White Tiger Peak...... Well...... I think it would be nice to die there in that Yanran Pavilion......" After saying the last word, she lay down on the table and fell asleep again.

She sleeps when she is drunk, does not cry, does not laugh, does not go crazy. As soon as I woke up, the day was over.

When I woke up, I was in my room again. She opened her eyes and thought about it for a long time, unable to determine whether what she saw was calm or not.

An Ran came to her room. These days, he has been able to walk a few steps on his own. He stood still at the head of her bed, threw a mirror to her, and said, "Look at you, what the hell have you been haggard in only a month?" When you go out, others will think you're my sister! How can I leave you with peace of mind! ”

As long as his legs and feet are healed, he will naturally leave here.

Yanran held the mirror in her hand. Sure enough, a woman with a yellow face and thin muscles appeared in the mirror, her eyes were blank, and her complexion was dull.

Yanran threw away the mirror, turned her head to the bed, and burst into tears.

"I thought you were sensible and open-minded, and you could see it after all, but you didn't know that it was also a vulgar thing, and you would die or live without a man's feelings. Yanran, you are not a princess, just a little doctor on the Red Leaf Peak. Shouldn't you wake up from this year's dream? Be yourself! ”

Yanran's heart shook violently, and something in her heart began to slowly wake up.

Seeing that she didn't move, An Ran knew that she still needed a little time, so he walked out with a long sigh.

In the courtyard, calmly stood quietly, looking in her direction.

An Ran paced over and said, "Whether she can come out or not depends on how she thinks about this night." In any case, I still hope that you will stop bothering her and let her heal slowly. ”

There was silence for a moment. She had always been like this, swallowing all the pain in her heart, and only by looking at the wine glass could she forget everything. For a month, she was emaciated to the point of surprise to him. He would rather she hate him and resent him, but he didn't want her to torture herself like this. However, he also saw her own heart from her self-torment. His heart hurt unspeakably, but the agarwood bone was really effective, and although it hurt, he would not vomit blood.

When carrying her back, there was a fierce battle of ideas at every step. He wanted to carry her back to the palace, or carry her back to Red Leaf Peak, and live a carefree life away from harm again, but he knew that everything was different before he could prove himself, and they would never go back to the past.

"Big brother, it's useless to say anything now. Help me take care of her! ”

An Ran nodded: "I don't need you to take care of her, she is also my sister!" ”

The next morning, Yanran got up, brushed her teeth, washed her face, washed her hair again, and painted it with acacia nectar. Then I happily went to the shop on the street to buy some rouge, came back and smeared it, and suddenly my complexion was much brighter. She looked at herself in the mirror and finally had confidence again. humming a song, he boiled medicine for An Ran and massaged it for a while. An Ran said: "My leg is almost better, can this medicine be stopped?" ”

Yan Ran thought for a while: "What time is it today?" ”

"It's the first day of September."

Yanran blinked. "Almost, drink it for a few more days to consolidate and consolidate."

Since the second year of junior high school, she has bought back a lot of rice, noodles, and firewood. An Ran smiled: "It's still early in winter, so you want to make reserves?" ”

Yanran smiled and didn't speak. On the fifth day of junior high school, after she checked An Ran's legs again, she announced that she could not drink medicine anymore. "But you need to walk around a lot and observe the appearance of half a month before you can go out with confidence."

An Ran said happily: "Then wait for another half a month!" ”

In the evening, Yanran jumped on the roof again.

For more than a month, she has been unable to sleep all night, except for the few times when she died of sleep after being drunk, she has almost never been able to sleep. It's autumn, and the night is cooler. But when her body was cold, she felt her heart warm.

An Yefeng appeared again.

The two looked at the stars silently. An Yefeng said: "That **** saw your emperor brother." ”

Yan Ran was shocked: "Which day?" ”

"The last time you got drunk. I watched from the outside of the wine shop, and your emperor's brother sat across from you, but you were almost drunk. ”

Yan Ran was silent. After all, her ugliness still let him see it.

"Yanran!" He called her suddenly, it was the first time he had known him by her name for so long.

"Want to know my story?"

"It's okay anyway, you can talk about it."

"I was the eldest in my family, but I was also the son my father looked down on the most. My father has been very demanding of me since I was a child, and I couldn't satisfy him even if I tried my best, so he scolded me for being useless. When I grew up, I became rebellious, and he scolded me, so I went outside and made him angry. That's how I got revenge on him. And when he was angry, he scolded me even more viciously, so I went out even more unscrupulously. So my name spread, and my father completely lost hope of me. ”

He closed his eyes: "Anything I do, he can't look down on, and anything I say, he thinks is wrong." It is precisely because of this that he will eventually die at the hands of Xie Tairan. It was I who indirectly sent him his life. ”

Merry and vicious, he also has a sad story. Yan Ran was silent for a while and asked, "Why are you talking to me about this?" (To be continued.) )