Chapter 261: Weeping
"Sister Gu Xi. Pen, Fun, Pavilion www.biquge.info" Ling'er suddenly called her, her voice was very soft and calm.
Tang Guxi turned her head and saw Ling'er sitting on the couch, her head hanging slightly, and the oil lamp in the corner of the table illuminated the floor in front of her. Ling'er's side face flickered and disappeared under the light of the fire, looming like a wax figure, and the whole skin was dyed with a layer of soft light.
Tang Guxi took his hand out of the basin, his fingertips had already touched the water, and he had not yet had time to wash it.
"Sister Guxi." Ling'er looked at the floor, "If one day, we are really in danger, or...... When you meet a wicked person, you and Brother Lin Xun, don't worry about Ling'er. When my brother died, if it weren't for you, Ling'er wouldn't have survived to this day, and Ling'er is grateful to be able to follow you on the journey. But if it drags you down because of Ling'er, that's Ling'er's sin......"
"Bell ......"
"Sister Guxi." She raised her head and met her bright eyes, "Presumably my sister also knows what is going on with my brother, and at a critical moment, he will not abandon Ling'er." But...... Ling'er is not a person who doesn't know how to repay his kindness, among the three of you and me, only Ling'er can't do martial arts. If it's safe, if there is an incident, Ling'er will not implicate you, and it will not embarrass Brother Xun. ”
Before she could finish speaking, Tang Guxi walked over quickly, sat next to her, and looked at her fixedly.
knew that Ling'er heard what she and Lin Xun said at the door, and knew that Ling'er would be afraid and uneasy when she went out for the first time, so she would suddenly say this sentimentally, so she was not in a hurry.
In fact, when I heard Fang Cai's words, I always felt a little familiar, as if they came out of my own mouth. Looking at the bell in front of me, I unconsciously thought of myself a year ago.
"Ling'er, let me tell you, on this road, as long as Lin Xun and I are alive, we will not abandon anyone." Tang Guxi said word by word, his voice was not loud but sonorous, "No, I will not abandon any friends." Ling'er, you say, are you our friend? ”
Ling'er looked at her, with a hint of sorrow hidden between her eyebrows, and nodded.
"That's it!" Tang Guxi said with a smile, "You, it's really unfounded, just say this time, I don't care about you when you're young, and next time I say this kind of thing, I'm going to be angry." ”
Seeing Ling'er smile, she put her mind at ease, patted the back of Ling'er's hand, got up and left the bed.
"Sister Guxi, you're scared too, aren't you?"
Tang Guxi was stunned, and the crisp and soft sound poured into her ears, making her stiff, her feet were like nails to the ground, and she couldn't move. Somehow, this non-lethal sentence made her feel like she had been pierced through the heart by a sharp arrow, and her whole person burst open from the inside out.
You're scared too, aren't you?
I am afraid that the future will be unpredictable, I am afraid that I will regret going to Xizhou, I am afraid that I did not insist on staying in Liangyu, I am afraid that something will happen to those people who are fighting, and I am afraid that there will be any accidents to my parents who are far away in Shengge...... I'm scared too much, too much.
If it weren't for this question, she probably wouldn't have realized that she had been scared.
She's Tanggu Creek! How could she be afraid? I remember that every time Liu Wugang saw her before, he almost had to say a word - the eldest lady of the Tang family is really not afraid of heaven and earth!
At that time, the reason why she was not afraid of the sky and the earth was because she did not understand the sky and the earth at all. The so-called fearlessness of the ignorant is her.
Now she knows how high the sky is and how far the earth is, she is afraid, she is so afraid that she can't sleep at night, she is so afraid that she trembles all over, she is afraid of being cowardly, she is afraid that she has no skills and can do nothing about certain things.
"It's not early, you can rest quickly."
She had no strength to say a word, and walked towards the basin. A pair of hands reached into the water, and suddenly felt cold and biting, and the chill spread from the fingertips to the chest, and from the chest to the neck, and from the neck to the head...... I just feel very awake, refreshing and inspiring.
After washing, he took off his coat, took off the hairpin on his head, and put his hair loose behind his shoulders, looking lazy and tired, but instead of walking to the bed, he sat on a stool, his elbows against the corner of the table, and his cheeks were meditating.
The shadow of the lamp jumped and swayed on her, and she sat still in this shadow, as if she had become a painting.
Ling'er knew that what she had just said was wrong, and she felt a little guilty in her heart, got up from the bed, poured a cup of tea, put it in front of Tang Guxi, and sat next to her with her.
Two women in bedclothes, sitting in the dim light shadows, silent, neither of them saying a word. Time seems to freeze.
I don't know how long later, a low sobbing sound came, and I saw Tang Guxi's shoulders shaking, his head hanging down, his hands covering his face, and tears falling down his face. In the dead of night, she didn't want to make a sound, but the small cries still slipped out of her fingers, and she couldn't stop it.
Ling'er looked at her, her eyes were red, tears were flashing, and in less than a moment, she also started crying.
"Ling'er, ......what do you say," Tang Guxi took his hand off his face, his eyes were hazy with tears, "Will Su Chen and Lin Luo be fine?" Will they ...... Can't come back? ”
Ling'er bit her lower lip and shook her head fiercely, "No, didn't you win a big win last time...... Sister Lin and Prince Chen are so powerful, they will be fine, Sister Guxi, don't worry. ”
"But...... I had many dreams and dreamed of him ......"
"Doesn't my sister know...... Are dreams all the opposite? Ling'er reached over and grabbed her wrist.
didn't think about it, but Tang Guxi cried even more painfully, she broke away from Ling'er's hand, buried her face on the table with her hands, the sadness in her chest welled up in her throat, tears gushed endlessly, and her sleeves were completely soaked, she didn't know how long she hadn't cried like this.
When Ling'er saw her like this, she couldn't help but cry.
"Ling'er, you know what?"
I don't know how long she cried, she looked up from the table, her voice was hoarse and dry, and she seemed to be calm, but there were still tears sliding down the corners of her eyes. In a hazy line of sight, staring at the lights in front of me, I only felt like a dream and drunk.
"After Brother Bingfeng died, he took me to find a place to pay tribute to Brother Bingfeng...... Actually, I knew then that he was doing it...... It's to make me forget Brother Bingfeng and stop being obsessed with him. You see, how cunning he is, not only makes me owe him affection, but also makes Brother Bingfeng go away in my heart. But now, why is he so stupid, if that day, he will keep me a little longer, and maybe I will ......"
"Sister Guxi," Ling'er couldn't bear her to continue, "Prince Chen...... I'm afraid he has a hard time. ”
Tang Guxi's eyes trembled slightly, and he no longer spoke, only the sound of each other's breathing was left around him. After a long time, she turned her head and stared at Ling'er, looking at it carefully, and she couldn't see why Ling'er was unclear.
"Ling'er, it's all because I couldn't stop Hua Ning that day, otherwise, your brother might not have ......"
"It's all gone, and what do you say it's doing?" Ling'er touched on this matter, hurriedly put aside the topic, smiled bitterly, and looked away.
Tang Guxi is ashamed of her, but what about Qi Yu and Lin Xun? When Xie Ming died, she took care of Lin Luo in the house, Lin Xun and Qi Yu were outside the door, but they couldn't stop the murder, and watched Xie Ming be killed......
Just when the two of them were gloomy, they only heard the sound of footsteps outside the door, and then there was a knock on the door, and the sound was extremely heavy.
"Tang Guxi, Ling'er, open the door quickly!" (To be continued.) )