Chapter 69: Venting and Persuading
Zhang Yue'er stayed alone in the house for a while after the eldest brother left, turned around and went to the yard again, and then asked the third brother and the eldest sister to carry two of the sandbags hanging in the backyard to the cellar and fix them on the wall. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info These sandbags are made by the eldest brother according to the method she taught, and they are usually specially used for practice.
"Yue'er, what are you asking us to carry sandbags to the cellar for? Could it be that you want your third brother and eldest sister to practice here for you? Also, what were you talking about mysteriously in the house with your eldest brother just now? also separated me and my eldest sister. ”
"Yes, third brother and eldest sister, this is for you. Before that, I have one thing to tell you, which my eldest brother asked me to tell you. Wait a minute, if you can't get angry, hit the sandbag hard. You will treat the sandbag in front of you as the person you hate the most, the thing you hate the most, and beat me hard. Also, I'll always be watching and won't leave. ”
After speaking, he ignored their doubts and puzzles, and said the things in the village and the eldest brother and second brother in front of them briefly and neatly. This time, she didn't want them to endure it anymore, she had to let them vent all the grievances, resentment, and pain in their hearts.
She said it neatly and briefly, and she didn't prepare for them, she was ruthless, so that they would burst out all at once; She told them that she would be watching from the sidelines, because she wanted them to have some scruples when they were most angry and about to lose their senses, and she didn't want them to hurt themselves.
After listening to her words, the third brother and the eldest sister were as expected, followed by a deep silence, followed by anger, but they remained sober when they collapsed. Then from a small sobbing to a loud cry, from a small pounding of sandbags to desperate kicking and hammering, she sat by and heard and saw everything.
Her anger and pain, their hatred and resentment, she saw them all in her eyes; The deep wails and despair of their hearts were also heard in their hearts. She didn't cry along, she didn't make trouble, and she didn't let her emotions get out of control.
She was cruel to her third brother and eldest sister, and she was also cruel to herself, and now they will pay back their pain one by one to those who are still hurting them in the future. She won't let them let go of their hatred anymore, but she won't let them suppress it like she used to.
It's better to be blocked! She was wrong before, forgetting that there is a limit to patience, not to mention that they are just teenagers who can't bear it at all, they are not her! Such venting is necessary and cannot be fundamentally eliminated, but it can be alleviated.
When they had cried enough and made enough trouble, she stood up and walked in front of them, "Third brother, eldest sister, eldest brother will bring the second brother back." We are waiting at home for them to come back. ”
Zhang Jiaze and Zhang Yueyao, who were tired of crying and fighting, lay on the sandbag without an image, they all heard Yue'er's words, but they just didn't want to get up.
"After venting, live a sober life, if you feel uncomfortable in the future, come in here to vent, no one will see here, no one will hear, as long as you don't hurt yourself, I will guard you outside." Don't press it in your heart, you can't bear it if you press it too hard. As for the outside statements, we will say it ourselves, and Zhuangli will not fully believe Zhang Yongping and Li Xunran. ”
"Yue'er, after this incident, no matter what we say, it will be more difficult for you and your eldest sister to have a relationship in the future, and the road for me and my eldest brother and second brother to take the career is almost gone. No matter whether we have a reason to clarify it or not, such a bad result cannot be changed at all, not to mention that the words spread outside are justified, that is, to refute that except for those who really care about our brothers and sisters, others are just watching the dishes. ”
That's why he and his eldest sister didn't want to get up. Their lives have just begun to take off, but now they are at the end of the road, and they can't see the direction or the future. It seems that no matter what they do, they can't change the ending, so they understand the mood of the eldest brother and the second brother, and they also understand Yue'er's hard work.
"Third brother, there are many roads in this world, this road is blocked, and there are many more. What's more, our family's reputation is already bad, so what's the point of a few more! ”
"What about the hardness of life, those who care about us will not avoid us because of this, and those who want to have intentions against us will stay away from us. This world is already difficult, and it would be great if you could live a peaceful life because of your hard life, so I don't think it's bad at all, and the one who says it's bad is not a way, and it's also an unknowledgeable one! ”
"The marriage of our brother and sister was already difficult because of the family's reputation, but now how much impact can it have if a few more articles have been added? If you dislike not marrying or marrying because of your family's reputation, can you look at it? I don't dare to ask for such a person, even if it's a celestial. We can support ourselves, and we will have enough ability to make people look at us differently in the future, I never believe that everyone in the world is the same blindness, and those who know how to cherish us will inevitably encounter in the future life. If we are really unfortunate enough to meet it, we can live well. ”
"You and your eldest brother and second brother can't go through the official career, in my opinion, it's also the best. My eldest sister and I have always known that you don't like careers, but you work hard because of our family affairs, but we really don't need to. In a situation like ours family, even if you are promoted to a person or a jinshi in the examination, you can't go far if you become a big official. We have no family support, and we don't have the protection of our loved ones. This is a fact, even though the old village chief and many people in the village secretly protect us, they are no longer our roots. Since the day my father broke off his family, our family has had no relationship with the Zhang family, and this cannot be changed, unless we return to the clan, this is even more impossible. Therefore, it is difficult for us brothers and sisters to stand alone, and if we take this path, we will only fall harder and die faster. ”
"But we have other paths, other options, and other opportunities. No matter which path we choose or what choice we make, it's just that if we have enough strength, we can protect ourselves and the people we care about. Therefore, we don't need to be disappointed, we don't have to be confused, just go on firmly, and then step by step over the difficulties will eventually live the life we want. ”
Zhang Jiaze and Zhang Yueyao, who were lying on the ground, had been listening quietly, and when Yue'er finished speaking, the confusion in their eyes had long since disappeared, and they were no longer decadent or desperate. Now there is a light in their eyes, and it is the light of hope and faith.
They believe that that good will come to pass one day!
After a period of silence and staring at each other, they pulled each other to stand up, picked up the wrinkled clothes on their bodies and Lin Chao's hair, and then stepped forward and took Zhang Yue'er's hand with one hand.
"Yue'er, our mood is cleaned up, let's go up, the eldest sister and your third brother will cook for you together, and we will wait at home for the eldest brother and the second brother to come home!"
Zhang Yue'er looked at the third brother and eldest sister like this and smiled with satisfaction. She put her hand on theirs and shook each other hard.
There is no need to say anything more to each other at this point, because it is already understood.