【Chapter 20】A wave of unevenness rises again and again
I thought that was the end of the matter, and there would never be a ripple again. Who knew that two days later, a sudden phone call made my whole heart flutter. The phone call came from my mother, and it was only a short two sentences
"Mingxuan, something happened to your father...... When he came home from work last night, he was hit by a car and was taken to the hospital. ”
Outside the window, there was a sudden thunderclap on the ground, and then the raindrops suddenly fell continuously. All afternoon, I didn't have the heart to think about anything else, my mind was full of my father's shadow. What happened to my father? Is the injury serious?
In my hurry, the planning of a book that I followed up on was finally almost finished, and only the last review process remained, as long as there were no mistakes, it was completed. I opened the document and watched as the printer typed out the manuscript paper step by step, and the blank A4 paper was filled with ink. It suddenly occurred to me that when everyone was born, was it just like these blank papers, white and flawless, but the hand of fate turned over and covered the clouds and smeared it with rain, and the disasters that could not be avoided were called curses, and the deep love that could not be escaped became fate. I feel that there is a hand of fate that has been controlling everyone's fate, and the close connection and separation between each other have also been frozen.
After work, I slowly walked out of the company. I didn't know where to go, the city was so bustling and crowded, but I still felt cold and lonely. This reminds me of the past, every time I was irritable, I would walk around with Li Yang, experience the legendary "street maniac", wander outside late at night, and see the bleak night scene of that familiar town. At that time, he chattered a lot, either complaining about unsatisfactory personnel, or complaining about his fucking father and unharmonious family. At that time, I always thought he was verbose, how can there be so many perfect things in the world, and the boredom I am experiencing now is the best way for time to hone for you.
Now on this bustling street, I don't want to go to Su Qin, I quietly experience the other side of this life alone, the prosperity in front of me is like an old movie being screened, and I am like a happy person.
It was dark and dreary like a dreary afternoon, and my mother's whimpering on the phone echoed in my ears again. I thought of my father's bloody legs and the pain on his face.
After thinking about it, I decided to buy a ticket early tomorrow morning and go back first. The crowd of people was busy, and everyone had a habitual indifference on their faces. My favorite singer Xu Wei once sang, "I once dreamed of going to the end of the world with a sword, looking at the prosperity of the world, my young heart was always a little frivolous, and now you are home all over the world...... I used to love the feeling of wandering the world as my home, but I don't think I have the same fearlessness as I used to be. Because of the tie, you can't wander without worry.
Reality is always like this, some people smile in their memories, and some people are troubled in reality.
When I got on the train to Hengyang, I was looking for a seat with my small bag in my hand, when I suddenly heard the phone ringing, I took a look, and the name of Caike flashed on the mobile phone screen. I was just about to pick it up, when a middle-aged man in the back suddenly said something
"If you want to pass, you can pass, but get out of the way and let us go first."
Surprisingly, I didn't get mad as usual, but glanced at him lightly, and then turned around and made a way, if my temper was in the past, this person probably wouldn't have such a good face.
"Hey, where are you? I already know about my uncle."
Nana's voice came from the phone.
"I'm on the train and want to go back to see my dad. Cai Baozi, what do you say I should do? I really didn't know what I was going to do next. ”
When I heard the voice of Caike, I suddenly expressed my sorrow in two sentences.
"Ouyang Mingxuan, are you running away? You don't know what to do, are you afraid of feeling guilty about seeing Li Yang again, or are you afraid of going home and feeling sad to see your father? Nanko said softly. I fell silent because I didn't know what I was afraid of.
He ignored my silence and added, "Everything is difficult at the beginning, you have successfully taken the first step, do you want to retreat again?" The Ouyang Mingxuan I know is not like this.
"Then what does Ouyang Mingxuan look like that you know?"
I suddenly asked Caike, who suddenly lost his voice, and after a while, he spoke slowly.
"Ouyang Mingxuan, whom I know, has always dared to love and hate, dare to act, no matter what he faces, he is fearless, even if tomorrow is the end of the world, he will do today's things well. He is a very thoughtful person, he will have his own ideas and plans for everything, he likes to protect his weak soul with a hard posture, and he is proud to face anyone......"
Maybe it's because there's been a lot going on lately, but I'm not too surprised to hear what Nanko said. But I'm still very touched, and it's good to have a brother who believes in me so much.
I used to be a person with ideas and plans, but everything recently really made me retreat, plans can never catch up with changes, I thought about being strong and rational to face it, but I found that I no longer had confidence and pride, my mood was depressed, and now I don't seem to have any motivation.
"But I've messed everything up now, Caibao, what am I going to do?"
It was as if I had grasped a life-saving straw.
"Actually, it's not that difficult, the bad thing you said now is nothing more than that you lost Zhang Ruoxuan and had a conflict with your good brother Li Yang. But, Ming Xuan, you believe me, Dai Jing won't really be angry with you. You don't want to lose your love and make a mess of your life and friendship, right? ”
Caiko's answer is the first word, and it really makes sense. Maybe it's really a fan of the authorities, but a bystander is clear. The analysis of the vegetable department is quite reasonable. But only I know that I have indeed lost my love and hurt my friendship now, and now I have to worry about my family.
After hanging up the phone of Caike, the morning light outside the window had come out, and the sky turned white. Looking at the city in the morning light, this beautiful picture was frozen, but the memories were still noisy and not buried.
As the car drove slowly past the platform, I leaned out the window and watched the crowd, feeling a little calmer because of the words of the food service service.
Caike, you will never know how much courage your words today gave me. Even in the middle of the night, surrounded by loneliness, as long as I think of you, I will feel warm all over my body. It's like being in the cold and freezing Arctic land, and you are the warm winter sun.
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