Chapter 258: I Don't Love You
At this moment, Su Lian, who was leaning on Xiaochen's arms, also opened her eyes. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Whether it is the purple ghost magic or the power of the silver jiao, it will not make people lose their memory and consciousness, but it will make people impulsive to the point that they can't take the initiative to control themselves, and for everything that has happened, the parties will also leave an impression, everything that happened before and Xiaochen, after Su Lian woke up, she felt that it was vivid, and everything that had happened, let this pure Buddhist disciple, how to face it.
In just an instant, the tears in Su Lian's eyes poured down, she broke free from Xiaochen's embrace, the physical discomfort was nothing at the moment, the torture from the heart made Su Lian have the urge to die.
"Pure as a lotus, pure as a lotus......"
A holy voice kept sounding in Su Lian's heart, this is the unique three-character Zen sound of Qinglian Nunnery, which is almost firmly imprinted in the hearts of every disciple, and when Su Lian is at a loss, it quietly sounds.
"I am no longer clean."
Su Lian secretly thought in her heart, and she herself couldn't cry anymore.
"If it insults Buddhism, I'd rather die."
With a crying voice, Su Lian said weakly, while speaking, his right hand was raised above his head, condensing spiritual power, and after a while, this own hand will shatter his own heavenly spirit, Su Lian alone, and die.
With a sudden force, Su Lian's right palm really slapped on the top of her head, and the determination revealed in it cannot be questioned, this palm, Su Lian is determined to die.
"Smack." A crisp sound came out, and there was no scene of brains splashing, Su Lian's little hand was firmly grasped by Xiaochen and stayed on top of her head.
"Let go of me." Su Lian turned her head and glared at Xiaochen, how could she not remember that it was the man in front of her who made her suffer.
"Let go of you, you fight again, and then I'll catch it again?" There was no playfulness in Xiaochen's eyes, and when he said this, it didn't seem to be ridiculous.
"Don't worry about it, let me die." Su Lian reacted very violently, and she had to break free from Xiaochen when she spoke.
"How simple it is to want to die." Xiaochen let go of Su Lian's hand, Su Lian regained her strength, still wanting to kill herself, Xiaochen stood next to her and said softly.
Su Lian was unmoved, and her eyes didn't even change a bit.
"It's hard to live." After a pause, Xiaochen continued.
Su Lian didn't speak, but the movements in her hands were stagnant, and the condensed spiritual power slowly dissipated.
Su Lian didn't speak, just stood aside, tears still sliding down her eyes, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
"The real pain is borne by those who stay, I can stop you now, but I can't stop you forever." Seeing that Su Lian put down her hand, although she still didn't pay attention to him, Xiaochen still said slowly.
"Come with me, maybe, walk and walk, you want to live." Su Lian looked at Xiaochen and didn't seem to speak, wanting to see how many words Xiaochen could say alone.
Her abacus is wrong, even if a person talks to herself, if Xiaochen is willing, she can keep talking, but the look on Xiaochen's face at this moment, what she revealed to Su Lian, is an extremely rare seriousness, this kind of look appears on Xiaochen's face, and it often represents Xiaochen's determination, a kind of determination that allows heaven and earth to merge, and the mountains are edgeless, and will not waver.
"All you need is to think about it, classmates, teachers, parents...... Think about it seriously one by one, do you still want to die? Xiaochen's move is aimed at fundamentally making Su Lian give up the idea of seeking death.
After being stopped by Xiaochen, and hearing Xiaochen's next words, Su Lian couldn't help but think of what Xiaochen said, the same sisters, the master and the parents who were long gone, thinking that if she really died, these people would undoubtedly be sad for her.
But at the same time, thinking of the master who taught him to be a man, and thinking of what he had done in the past three days with the man in front of her, Su Lian still didn't have the courage to face herself, her master, her master, and all her sisters.
should have hated the person in front of him, but Su Lian is kind by nature, and she lives in Buddhism, so she can't even afford to kill and hate Xiaochen at this moment, compared to Qiu Xinxue before, it is like cloud mud.
"I don't love you, I'll try to fall in love with you, your life, from now on, I will be old." Xiaochen walked up to Su Lian, put his hands on her shoulders and said.
Xiaochen had a pair of somewhat bewitching eyes, staring at Su Lian tightly, Su Lian and Xiao Chen glanced at each other and quickly avoided Xiao Chen's gaze, she didn't know how to face this man, she didn't dare to look at him, but at that moment her eyes touched, she felt a very wonderful feeling, that feeling was a kind of warmth, a kind of steadfastness, Su Lian didn't know why she had this thought, but once this thought arose, it could no longer linger, and the gaze that looked at her seemed to ...... Seems...... It really can be eternal.
"I don't love you, and I won't be with you, so let's go." Su Lian spoke.
"There are some choices, missing is a lifetime, I will wait for you at the east exit for three days." Xiaochen didn't force each other, although he wanted to take responsibility for what he had done, but the matter of the two people was not something he wanted to do, if Su Lian was really unwilling, he would naturally not be reluctant, after all, each has its own choices, each has its own ideas, how can everything be as you wish.
Leaving behind a promise only shows Xiaochen's determination not to escape from reality and dare to face what has happened, no matter what the consequences of such a decision are.
And Xiaochen never thought of putting the responsibility for this matter on the purple ghost, or the deceased Yinjiao, although a large part of the reason, this matter is really not Xiaochen's will, but since it has happened, since the final result is that he hurt others, then no matter what happened, he will take this responsibility.
Just like life, it is like walking with something on your back, let go of some, maybe you can walk more easily, but all the way, all the way down, all the way relaxed, to the final result, but his whole life, nothing, Xiaochen is unwilling to let go, I don't want to let go, even if it is heavy, he also decided, carrying everything, on the road!
Xiaochen saw the light in Su Lian's eyes, and also saw part of her heart, Xiaochen didn't know why this happened, why she was able to see through the little nun's mind a little bit, why she was able to know some of the thoughts in her heart, this is the reason why Xiaochen was able to leave with confidence, because I don't know why, the little nun, no longer has the heart to die, but instead has a complex emotion.
Xiaochen saw part of Su Lian's heart, and at the same time, Su Lian also understood, just like Haohuo back then, read Xiaochen's mind, but this is not a natural ability, nor is it the so-called mind reading technique, but a feeling, Su Lian felt a kind of sincerity from Xiaochen's gaze at first, and then it became a feeling of peace of mind for her.
Su Lian looks like she is only sixteen or seventeen years old, in fact, she was born in Buddhism since she was a child, and she is also different from the sixteen or seventeen-year-old girl in terms of temperament, she does not stir up dust, does not stain red dust, and wants to be like a white lotus, clean and become a Buddha, probably because she has not yet understood, out of the mud, but just a clear ripple, but only one experience, whether it is good or bad, she doesn't know, she hasn't even thought about it.
After Xiaochen left the space formed by the Kyushu Bagua Array, not only was it the chaotic stone space that was the first to receive the influence of the power of the Diaoyu Man's Transformation Dao, but then the space formed by the rest of the formations also began to collapse, and none of the people in this formation did not have a little life-saving means on their bodies, unlike the people who inhaled the Tai Formation at the first point outside Jiujiang City that day, almost all of the people who were sucked into the formation space by the Kyushu Bagua Array at that time were monks below the birth level, and in the face of the formation left by the great monks, naturally there was no way but to resign themselves to fate, and when they reach the Yuanshen Xuan Realm, it is not so easy to kill, not to mention, this group of people is not an ordinary Yuanshen monk.