Chapter 22: A Cruel Dream
Hans insisted on using Su San's cabin as an excuse to use the privilege of the first mate to arrange another room for Su San, which was far away from Luo Yin's room. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Luo Yin frowned, he decided that Hans did it on purpose, this guy didn't know what he was doing.
Hans saw Luo Yin's unhappy expression and smiled proudly: "According to the tradition of the Chinese, men and women do not kiss. ”
Luo Yin laughed angrily at him: "Sir, I remember that at dinner, I kept saying that Su San was a German and wanted to go back to Germany with you." ”
"Susan was born in our laboratory in Germany, and she is of course German."
What does it mean to be born in a lab?
Luo Yin was just about to ask, Su San suddenly said: "I don't want to live in this cabin, I think that Miss Hao used to sleep opposite me, and Elsa is still in another bed...... God, it's disgusting, both of these people call me disgusting. ”
"Yes, yes, although it's only one night, you can't wronged yourself." Hans nodded frequently.
Luo Yin could only carry Su San's box to another cabin.
This cabin was very close to Hans, a little far from Luo Yin, and Luo Yin worriedly admonished, "You should be careful at night, oh Hans, you better give me the spare key to this room." ”
Hans smiled, "Don't worry, my uncle will definitely protect her." Luo Yin said in his heart, I'm just worried about whether you're okay.
Hans was very careful to help Su San sort out his things, and Su San pulled Luo Yin to the outside of the cabin and whispered in his ear, "Can you give me a gun?" ”
Luo Yin was shocked: "What are you afraid of?" ”
"Just in case, this uncle who suddenly appeared doesn't know what the idea is, I can only see the move."
It turned out that although Su San wanted to know her background and the situation of her parents, she still couldn't fully trust Hans.
A foreigner suddenly appeared and told her an unbelievable thing, and all this was too sudden. Su San has experienced the fake Aunt Guo incident, and he will not easily believe this trick of recognizing relatives. But she still had some apprehension in her heart, after all, she still wanted to know those things too much, if what Hans said was true, wouldn't it be too hurtful for Su San to deliberately avoid it? So Su San thought that it was better to be on guard, it was very important to have a pistol.
Luo Yin breathed a sigh of relief when he heard Su San say this.
He is not afraid that this uncle is fake, he is afraid that it is true.
If it is fake, he naturally has countless ways to make him irreversible, if it is true, what if he lures Su San to go to Germany with him with blood and family affection?
That country is now full of holes, Luo Yin is not worried that Su San will go there to suffer, she has suffered too much, she should enjoy life.
Knowing Su San's intentions, Luo Yin was relieved: it was a big deal not to sleep all night, just watch in the dark to see what kind of medicine Hans was selling in the gourd.
Su San was finally able to lie quietly for a while, only feeling physically and mentally exhausted, there were too many things in the past two days, and he was seriously seasick on the first day. After a short rest in Hong Kong, the ship will sail to Singapore and continue to the UK, Su San thought that the future journey should be much calmer, right?
It's just that Elsa is dead, and Luo Yin doesn't know if he will stay in Hong Kong and deal with Elsa's afterlife. After all, this trip was Miss Luo San's suggestion, and the Luo family had to give someone an explanation if Elsa had an accident.
Thinking of this, Su San was a little depressed, it was really that the plan did not change quickly, and finally an opportunity to travel together was destroyed like this.
Su San thought about it for a while, and he didn't know when he fell asleep in a daze.
In her sleep, she came to the laboratory again.
On the table were all kinds of bottles and cans, and a woman was busy with her back to her.
"Susan, would you like some ravioli?" The woman turned around, and the beaker she was carrying turned out to be a small ravioli. Su San thought to himself that it must be delicious, the food he has eaten on the boat in the past two days is all Western food, how can there be hot little wontons that are comfortable in the stomach, it is really a Chinese stomach. No, wait, on the ship, now on the ship, so it's just a dream? A fantastic dream?
"Elaine, what are you giving my little princess to eat?"
Hans strode over: "Oh my, you're cooking in a beaker again, it's going to be poisonous!" ”
"No, Hans, I've cleaned it all." The woman named Elaine laughed, "Don't you think it's fun to observe this little laboratory human?" If it's really toxic, she's an important data provider. ”
Hearing this, Su San was stunned, his hand stopped in mid-air, and he looked at the woman's smile blankly, only to feel cold, and there were countless question marks in his mind: Who is she? What is her relationship with me?
"Are you crazy? Susan is your baby! Hans squatted down and picked up Su San.
The woman shrugged: "God, Hans, don't make such jokes, this trouble is all because of you, you had to study some human test tube on a whim, see, what about this by-product?" Failed test specimens, it's annoying to keep them and look at them, so it's better to dispose of them. ”
"She's a person, she's a life, she's your child."
Hans accentuated his tone.
The woman laughed, "All right, Hans, what my child, I was only deceived by you into providing an egg, and I will never admit that she is my child." ”
At this moment, Su San completely forgot whether he was in a dream or reality, and wanted to cry in his heart.
Every word of this woman seemed to be stabbed in her heart, dripping with blood, Su San thought that the truth was like this? I've never had parents, and the person called Mom and Dad was actually just accidentally created me in another scientific experiment?
What am I?
"Well, Hans, take her away, and don't let her dangle in front of my eyes every day, I'm afraid I'll go crazy."
"Give me some time, Elaine, you also know that I have a new mission, this mission is very dangerous, I really don't know if I will come back alive."
"You brought it on yourself, for your so-called imperial ideals."
The woman pursed her lips, and suddenly pointed at Su San and said, "It's so disgusting, she's spitting bubbles." Her face was full of disgust, and she leaned back.
Su San's heart became colder and colder, her small body curled up in Hans's arms, don't look away from the woman.
The appearance of that woman is very similar to the wonton girl who appeared several times, Su San knew that it was the mother figure in his consciousness: with a simple fireworks, she could cook fragrant small wontons, and on a cold winter night, she put a large porcelain bowl on her daughter's desk, watching her drink it little by little, and she seemed to be warming up.
Now she understands what it means to be unsatisfied. Because you can't get it, there are so many fantasies. It's like Hans Christian Andersen's little match girl, who sees an illusory stove, a roast goose, a Christmas tree, and a kind grandmother at the last moment before she dies, all of which are things that cannot be found in cold reality. Because there is longing, there will be fantasy, when the match is extinguished, it will be a dark and cold night all around.
Su San wiped his eyes and found that his face was full of cold tears.
She really cried out silently.
"Cry my child, you've got it all figured out." Hans's voice came, and he was sitting on the edge of his bed. Su San reached for the small pistol under the pillow, and Hans smiled, "You think you can threaten me with that thing?" Oh no, don't do this to me, I don't have any ill will towards you, I just want to take you away. "Where to go?"
"Switzerland, I have a hukou there, enough for us to live happily for a lifetime, you are the happiest memory of my youth, and the symbol of the most prosperous era of the empire, I must take you away."
Su San sat up, his chin rested on his knees, looked blankly at the light on the deck outside the window and asked, "What did you do to him?" ”
"It's just that I'm stunned with ether, don't worry I won't hurt him." Hans looked at his luminous watch, "Okay my boy, we should go, we will arrive in Hong Kong at dawn, I don't want to deal with the British customs." (To be continued.) )