My name is Guo Xiaoxiao, a female born in the 80s, born in a second-tier city in Northeast China. The post-80s generation can be said to be a very sad generation, born with family planning, so there are no brothers and sisters, and the advantage is that they are closer to their cousins. Because there were so many people in the previous generation, 60-70 people in a class, the teacher simply didn't have the energy to manage so many people.

In the wake of the privatization of domestic production, a large number of workers were laid off, and parents went to beg for a living, and our generation was left uncared for, almost all of them were free-range, and the advantage was that everyone learned to be self-reliant. Finally, after graduating from college, I caught up with the non-distribution, and college students had to find jobs on their own, so I started my entrepreneurial career in the post-80s. In conclusion, the world is still fair......

My ancestors were farmers, my father was my grandfather's youngest son, and I had an older brother and three sisters. When he was young, his father followed his grandfather into the city, his grandfather worked in a textile factory, the second aunt and the third aunt were to be married in the city, the eldest aunt's family married far away from the northwest, and the uncle's family stayed in their hometown to farm. As a result, my father was not very familiar with farm work, but fortunately, he inherited his grandfather's expertise. When my father became an adult, he took over his grandfather's textile work, and he was a serious worker, with labor protection and dependence.

My grandfather is a scholar, and my grandfather can read since he was a child, so it is said that he can use two things. My grandfather's family used to be a big landowner and had a large house, which has now been protected by cultural relics. My grandmother was a child daughter-in-law, and she was sold to my grandfather's house at the age of four or five. My grandmother followed my grandfather through the turmoil of those years, went to the countryside to work, and later came back from the intellectual youth against the city, and my grandfather also studied on his own at this time, took the adult college entrance examination, and became a mathematics teacher. Because there are many children in the family, despite the high salary, life is still very poor. My grandmother married my 15-year-old grandfather at the age of 18 and gave birth to 10 children in her life, only 8 of which survived. The two who died were boys, 3 uncles heard that they died of dysentery when they were 5 years old, I heard that he was smart and very cute, and when he was about to die, his grandmother hugged and cried very sadly, and his 3 uncle asked his grandmother to put him down, saying that he couldn't die in her arms, and as soon as his grandmother put it down, 3 uncles left, and his grandmother was very sad until later. The other is the little uncle, the little uncle is the one that no one cares about, but I have always cared about it. Because my uncle and my mother are dragon and phoenix fetuses, and my grandmother was born when she was 40 years old. When the living conditions are poor and there are many children in the family, if you plan to give birth to a son, you will give it to your aunt's family, and your aunt's three daughters have no sons. Give birth to a daughter. As a result, a son and a daughter were born, but the medical conditions were poor, I don't know if it was twins, my mother cut the umbilical cord after she was born, and my grandmother said that I felt my stomach sinking, and then I found that there was another one, and my uncle was born white and fat, but he was suffocated. My grandmother said that I didn't feel sad at that time, and it didn't matter how many children I felt. My grandfather looked distressed, so he asked my uncle and second uncle to bury them outside with shovels, and my mother stayed because of this.

Mom has 2 brothers and 5 sisters, no one has taken care of her since she was a child, and she hasn't caught up with the ****, she doesn't have to do any work at home, even the clothes are washed by her sisters, the youngest fifth aunt is 5 years older than her mother, and her uncle is 25 years older.

At that time, it was not popular to buy and sell, and I grew up with sweaters, pants, hats, and necks all woven by Sangu. The cotton clothes and pants are all made by grandma. My grandparents are very good to me, although they are patriarchal and not as good to me as my three cousins, but compared to the other cousins, I am more than enough.

I grew up at my grandmother's house and my own family. The family lives in a bungalow, and follows a group of boys through the streets and alleys all day long, digging mud, smoking ice monkeys, having snowball fights, and eating roasted dragonflies. When I was 7 years old, I couldn't keep up with my studies, I was naughty all day long, I had short hair, and people I didn't know thought I was a kid, and everyone I knew would say that this was a tomboy.

After the semester passed, the teacher persuaded my parents to send me to boarding school or drop me by a year. The neighbor's brother is studying at a sports school in the provincial capital, and the neighbor suggested that I should be sent too, but my mother felt sorry for the child and was reluctant to endure hardships and disagreed. When I was 8 years old, my father's textile factory was yellow, and the workers were persuaded to quit, so my mother and father rented a stall to do food trading, which was to sell some small food, drinks and alcohol. After a year, my family has been rich, but I am thin again, and I can't eat on time.

If you go to your grandfather's house during the summer and winter vacations, you can get better. Later, my relatives persuaded me to send me out. It dragged on, and I was sent to a sports school when I was 10 years old. It was a small turning point in my life. Originally, I was very active, although my health was not good, but after 2 years, all kinds of sports were very good, and I had a soft spot for javelin. Because of my size, I was sent to the Provincial Shooting Management Center at the age of 12, and after entering the shooting center, my love for archery can be said to be unprecedented.

I inherited my father's expertise, entered the national team at the age of 17 to participate in the archery competition, won the national women's championship at the age of 20, won the World Cup in Italy at the age of 21, and won the World Cup in Croatia in the same year.

The starting point of my life, the pinnacle of my life, I feel the joy on the podium, watch the national flag rise, and imagine the future of beauty. It all happened when an accident crashed on the plane I was flying back home.

The plane was bumpy up and down, the precautions were broadcast on the radio, fasten your seat belts, don't move around, the cabin was very quiet, and even everyone's breathing was much lighter. The planes were getting more and more turbulent. The oxygen mask fell off, and everyone hurriedly listened to the radio, and I thought, is my good life gone? Am I dying like this? Unwilling? At the highest point of such a life, it is estimated that it will be a legend in the future, maybe it will be reported on TV: Guo Moumou won the world championship and reached the peak of his life, but as a result, he was jealous of his talent, crashed on a plane, and died young......

Slowly someone began to cry in the cabin, and I thought that it was okay that I was on a business trip, if I died, the country should pay the family a lot of money, which should be enough for the family, and the parents were not very old, so it should be okay to have a second child.

The planes are getting more and more turbulent, the luggage in the airport is also starting to fall one after another, and various sirens are sounding, and the noise is one after another. I don't know when I fainted.

When I woke up again, I found that it was so dark that I couldn't move my hands and feet, and I struggled to move, and moved again, and the only thought in my heart was to get out of here quickly. In this dark place, you can't move, you can only move and move again. Then I felt a splitting headache and the intense squeezing made me almost faint. Suddenly loosened, I felt like I was slipping out along a pile of slippery ones, the qi in my body squeezed with the abdomen, blurted out, and I heard the baby's cry and the woman said that she was a girl after giving birth, I felt sleepy, and I passed in a daze.