【Chapter 109】Go your own way

I felt strange even to myself, not ridicule or gloating, but pity. I don't know when Zhao Qingwan's impression of being rude and willful has disappeared from my world unconsciously, or if I was moved by the moment of this story, anyway, my heart was really completely pity at that moment.

In the afternoon, after work, I stood silently on the playground, using this rare time to feel the temperature brought to me by the sun, I don't know how long I haven't been so quietly basking in the sun, and the confusion and haze in my heart seem to have been driven away.

"Good afternoon, Brother Mingxuan, why are you alone in the playground? Basking in the sun."

I looked over my head and it was actually Zhou Ling, this should be the third time I have seen her. I saw her grinning and carrying a small bag that had just been taken out of the supermarket, which seemed to contain a lot of things and was bulging. She waved to me and sat down next to me with a cute expression.

"Yes, bask in the sun, bask in the moldy things that are hidden in your heart, so as not to make yourself stupid. You just got back from the supermarket, huh? Found a foodie. I joked to her with a laugh.

"yes, just came out of the supermarket. Aren't you happy? Since the stuff you hold on will mold, why don't you release it, it's better to see the sun, isn't it? She looked up at me, turned her face and took an Alpine lollipop out of her pocket and handed it to me.

"Give me food? Lollipop? I asked, a little confused.

"Yes, I used to eat lollipops every time I was unhappy, which was basically the greatest happiness of my childhood, but now it has become a habit. I hope it can take away your worries. ”

After listening to what she said, I picked up the lollipop she gave me and opened it in my mouth. Like me, she took out one and continued to eat.

Actually, I don't have any feelings about lollipops, but at least I feel that the two of us are really funny now, can you imagine the feeling of two college students in their 20s sitting on the ground, one biting a lollipop in their mouth? It's childish, but that's what I look like now.

"Don't you think it's funny what you look like now? Haha, look at your stupid look, live out of an eighteen-year-old underage little sister. I looked at her with a laugh on my face.

"Stupid is stupid, as long as I'm happy, why care about so many people's opinions? In fact, people who pay too much attention to other people's opinions tend to be very tired, and that kind of life is actually not what I want. Her eyes stared into the distance.

"Why? If a person doesn't care about other people's opinions at all, then he will not be very floating or living in the center of his ego? ”

"No, that's not the case, if you think about it, if you always care about what other people think, will you be happy? You're not living your own life, you're just living in other people's eyes, that's how tired you are! ”

I have to say that these words are true, and they have completely entered my heart, and I suddenly realized that maybe my previous thinking was wrong, not everyone needs to live in the eyes of others, maybe that kind of life is really too tiring.

Looking at the happy Zhou Ling in front of her, who seemed to be like a child, although it seemed so naïve, her smile was not flashy, but from the eyes to the heart, just like the newborn sun, warm and warm.

"Brother Mingxuan, seeing that you are so unhappy, I'll take you to a place!"

"Where?" Before I could finish asking, she pulled and ran, never thinking that her small body would have such a lot of energy, I followed her and kept running, and kept running.

I didn't know where we were going, but I just followed her towards the sun, towards the sunlit front.

I didn't know exactly where she was going to take me, but when she stopped at a gate panting, I realized where she wanted to take me, it was an orphanage!

She walked in with ease, and seemed to have been there many times, and after going through the gate and turning left and right twice, we stopped in a courtyard.

"Sister Lingling, you've come to see us! We miss you so much! "A little girl ran to the front to meet us.

"Yes, Sister Lingling, I really miss you! You haven't been to see us in days, and we thought you had something going on lately," said a young boy in front of the group.

"Sister Lingling is here" A group of children suddenly surrounded us, looking at the smiling faces in their eyes and faces, I couldn't help but sigh in my heart Zhou Ling's status in the hearts of this group of children.

"Xiao Xuan, have you been well-behaved lately? Have you listened to your sister's words, read a book, and Xiao Fang, have you caused trouble recently" Zhou Ling suddenly put away his smiling face and said with a serious face.

"Sister Lingling, we are very obedient, and we didn't make trouble for our uncles and aunts at all." A group of children began to talk about it.

"Okay, this is a good boy, see what Sister Lingling brought to you?" Zhou Ling opened the big bag she brought, there were all kinds of snacks in it, and after she handed the bag to the girl named Xiaoxuan, the eldest of them, she turned her face and walked towards me.

"Do you come here often?" I suddenly asked Zhou Ling.

"I don't come often, but since I came to this orphanage for an event, I have come here every once in a while, come here to see them, they are all a group of poor children, no parents, no sisters, only friends in the orphanage." There was pain in her eyes.

"Alas! There are too many orphans like them in China, and every day people are becoming orphans and losing their families. I agree with you, but you can't control it, and isn't there anyone to help adopt them? ”

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