The best way to relieve fatigue is to sleep, and when my mom throws the alarm clock into the quilt in the morning, it's cruel.

Curled up and tossing over and over with the sound of chirping, he simply sat up.

I half-squinted, scratched my neck and said, "Mom, I'm isolated at school, and my classmates don't like me!" ”

You don't have to open your eyes to know that my mother must be holding her arms at this moment and looking at me coldly: "Isn't violence prohibited in school now?" You beat Qian Mao again? ”

I yelled, "Mom, don't mention this person to me in the morning, it's a bad head." ”

You must be curious about how my mother met Qian Mao, and the reason is simple. During the parent-teacher meeting, the teacher named Qian Mao's mother and my mother to stand up, followed by a criticism. said that my mother was embarrassed, but the two of them looked at each other, and the plot of dog blood was discovered, and they were actually college classmates.

Originally, I was able to get rid of Qian Mao smoothly in high school. As a result, my mother went to ventilate and reported the news, and Qian Mao came to the door.

When he stepped into the living room, I was holding potato chips and watching TV on the sofa, and without saying a word, I began to scold me with tears: "Wang Qi, do you think I am willing to go to school with you." If I don't see that you are violent and difficult to change, and I am afraid that the children in high school will bully you, I will use it to ask around which school you go to? If you don't appreciate it, even if you lie to me, my father's name has been reported to me, and now he is only transferring me everywhere. Don't you feel guilty, is your conscience eaten by a dog or gnawed by a dog? ”

I was shocked when he made a long accusation. It's not because he's going to go to the same high school as me, it's that he's crying, and he's crying like a kid in front of me.

It was the first time I had seen him cry in the three years of junior high school, regardless of whether it contained any thoughts.

In fact, I don't have no conscience like he scolded, but my subconscious keeps telling me that Qian Mao is a dangerous character, and if you get close, you will definitely be crushed.

I'm afraid I'll never recover, so stay away.

Before leaving, he seemed to be crying more than just now, glaring indiscriminately and yelling: "I'll tell you, if my dad can't transfer to school, I'll break your legs." It's a big deal that I'll go to jail and see who you dare to provoke in the future. ”

When I was young, I was frightened by his sharp eyes and warnings, and I was scared for many days. Until he transferred to another school, proudly pulled the ponytail that I had spent half an hour combing, and said cheaply: "Wang Qi, I see how you escape, master, I am not a vegetarian." "I was so relieved that I even forgot to fight.

just buried his head and rolled his eyes at the corners of his mouth, complaining in his heart, and he didn't know who was crying like Meng Jiangnu.

There may be many secrets in this world that people who don't want to know will never find out.

Those who never quarrel are not necessarily friends, and those who quarrel the most can not see what can happen.

When I entered the classroom, I saw Wu Ya arguing with Qian Mao's little follower Li Hao. I strode over and pushed away the little attendant, "Go ahead, I have something to discuss with your sister Wu Ya." ”

The little follower's slender legs stomped the ground, and then he snorted delicately and walked away.

Wu Ya shook her head in disgust, and asked me suspiciously: "Hey, Wang Qi, you said that this Qian Mao is also rich and handsome, why are the friends around him so abnormal?" ”

I snorted coldly: "Similar things gather together!" ”

She seemed to be even more confused, her eyes widened, "Didn't you even scold the two of us together!" Ha ha! ”

"Then you're still laughing!"

Wu Ya immediately restrained her smile and wrapped her arms around me coquettishly, "Okay, let's get down to business." ”

I immediately became interested, covered my mouth, and whispered, "Let's call the school next door to go out after school today!" ”

As for why he discussed with Wu Ya so secretly, it was because Qian Mao had planted many eyes and ears in the class, if he knew about it, and didn't say anything, the handsome guy from the school next door would definitely not dare to deal with me and Wu Ya anymore.

Wu Ya sank her face, and unwillingly let go of the hand holding me, her tone was a little apologetic, "Wang Qi, I had a falling out with the school next door." ”

"Isn't it, wasn't it okay last time?"

It's a good thing, Qian Mao didn't intervene, and Wu Ya overturned the boat herself.

"Alas, I always forgot to tell you that the men were so bad last time that they followed me home. I was so angry that I called the police at the time, but I didn't press the number at all, but they were obviously scared. ”

I was more excited than she was after hearing this, and slammed my schoolbag on the table hard, "Kao, I'm tired of being alive, aren't you, running in front of me to play hooligan." The first few times I saw them honest, I didn't expect them to be disgusting like this behind my back. ”

Wu Ya must have scolded me with her hands on her waist, but she suddenly grabbed me in a panic, and I stumbled a few steps with too much force. I thought, didn't I skip school to settle accounts, and besides, I can't beat those men!

She cautiously leaned into my ear and muttered, "The chemistry class representative is here, you should be more restrained." ”

When I looked up, I saw the bespectacled girl in the front row glaring at me, warning with disdain.

The chemistry class representative of this person, besides chemistry, his biggest hobby is to make small reports. Especially for me, I have pulled Wu Ya to recall several times, what did I offend her?

It turns out that my appearance, which is very different from my personality, has undoubtedly become a scheming in the mouth of girls in addition to being effective in front of boys.

As the saying goes, it is better to offend a gentleman than a villain. God knows how much I want to have a good relationship with her, otherwise I have to contract how many days of duty with my temper!

In the second physics class, I threw a small note to Wu Ya, and I said, "Don't you think there's something missing today?" ”

Wu Ya drew three circles, "Mr. Qian didn't come today, no one quarreled with you, are you lonely?" ”

I ignored the wonderful speech of the physics teacher on the podium, and turned around and rolled my eyes at Wu Ya gorgeously.

I have to admit that Qian Mao is not there, and I did have the most boring day!

It's not that I miss him, but I always feel that the quiet atmosphere is easy to discover big things, and I got through it peacefully.

When I came home from school, I saw that the table was full of dishes, and the pork rib soup in the middle was steaming.

I put my schoolbag on the sofa, rubbed my slippers and went to the kitchen, and said to the figure who was putting vegetables in the pot, "Mom, what's the good thing, making so many dishes." ”

The busy person in front of him didn't turn around, but only heard her happy voice: "What good thing can there be, it's a supermarket sale." ”

I quietly retreated to the living room, flipped through the calendar on the coffee table, and then took out my phone from my bag, but I didn't see a missed call.

I hope I'm overthinking!

At the dinner table, I was stuffing rice into my mouth when suddenly there was an extra piece of pork belly in the bowl.

It was my mother's smile that came up to me, and she said, "Eat more." ”

I secretly screamed in my heart that it was not good, and I didn't go to the Three Treasures Hall for nothing.

The food in my mouth instantly lost its taste, and I watched her movements vigilantly.

When she put the ribs in my bowl again, she finally made her senses.

"Qi Qi, your aunt will remarry at the end of this month."

"Oh." I replied softly.

The reason why I was not shocked was because I knew in my heart that it would be a matter of time before the young and beautiful aunt remarried. Ever since she pulled the luggage pole in my first year of junior high school, clamored to get married, and then entrusted her eight-year-old daughter to my mother, all I knew was that this woman was unreliable.

It's just that I don't understand why it's always someone else who pays for her willfulness, not herself.

"I was going to tell Xiaoyue when the day came, but that child was smart, and she didn't agree to her mother's marriage after she found out yesterday, and she hasn't eaten or gone to school yet."

I silently pulled the rice into my mouth, and the pork belly and ribs in the bowl were left aside.

"Qi Qi, Xiaoyue, this kid usually listens to you the most, you go and persuade her."

I didn't look up, and replied coldly: "How can I persuade other people's affairs?" ”

"Hey, you kid, what is the business of other people's families, your aunt is not an outsider."

"So what do you want me to do? Persuade her to eat? Or persuade her to read? Or persuade her to accept reality? "Suppressed emotions are suddenly unrestrained.

I know that resisting is not only useless, but also hurts the people who care about me. But the unwillingness in my heart is like chewing gum that can never be chewed, with no end and no answer.

With a "snap", she put down the chopsticks in her hand, "Wang Qi, I know that you and Xiaoyue are not happy about your aunt's marriage, but the matter is a foregone conclusion, and it is useless for you to object." ”

I wasn't intimidated by my mother's rare sternness, but looked at her with a blank face.

She was stunned, probably sensing that something was wrong with me, and softened her tone for a moment, "Your aunt has worked hard all these years, you have also seen it, it is her blessing to meet a good person now, and you don't want her to even have someone to share with!" I know that you are because the family has a son who is afraid that they will treat Xiaoyue badly, but I have seen them all, they are very kind people, and your aunt and Xiaoyue will be happy. ”

I got up and slammed the foot of the chair open, interrupting her without leaving any room, "Anyway, it's not okay to make Satsuki cry." ”

After saying that, I stubbornly went back to my room and locked the door, because I needed time to think.

My aunt is an unmarried mother, and she secretly gave birth to Satsuki after an accident at the age of eighteen. At that time, I didn't know how to weigh the pros and cons, and I didn't understand why my grandmother angrily kicked my aunt out of the house.

I only know that when she took Xiao Yue, who could just speak, into our house, for the first time, someone ran up to me with a smile and called "sister, sister".

I like people who look good when they laugh, especially Satsuki, who has inherited her aunt's excellent genes. Yan Kong's kind of thing may or may not be innate.

So I picked up the round little moon, touched her little head and said, "Little moon, don't cry in the future." They don't want you, my sister raises you. ”

But I forgot that I was only three years older than her, and I couldn't keep my age, and what I had been ignoring was not only her promise, but also her trust in me.

It's not so much that Xiaoyue is a child that my aunt has worked hard to raise, but rather that she is a little bit who grew up behind my ass.

Never allow anyone to bully her but me.

I'm such a possessive person that I can't see anything that is not good.

Later, I thought about it for a long time. Is it right to do it yourself? Will it hurt Satsuki instead? After all, I haven't seen my aunt's marriage partner, first of all, no matter whether the other party is good or bad, his family conditions are all what Xiaoyue needs now, because she is different from me.

I could give up on myself, but she couldn't. There is one of us who must live the life we want.

At twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I lay in front of the window and looked at the starry sky in a daze, until my sore neck reminded me that it was time to sleep.

The next second, as expected, I received a call from Xiaoyue, and she called me in a low voice: "Sister"

I nodded, got up and ran into the thin quilt, forgetting that she couldn't see on the other end of the phone, but I didn't know how to respond, but suddenly I realized that my brain was dead.

Only then did I realize that the reason why I didn't take the initiative to call her was not because of the distance, but because I was afraid that what I heard was a voice that had changed its taste. It's because you miss it, and you feel like you're a forty-minute drive, and you're afraid that you're sharing your heart with someone else.

On the other end of the phone, she suddenly coughed twice, and then with a faint hoarseness, she called me again: "Sister, sister, are you there?" ”

"Well, you say." deliberately pretended to be calm, hoping that when she was helpless, I could at least tell her soberly to choose the path that was most beneficial to me.

But I was wrong, she was just chatting with me during the whole call, and she didn't mention a word about her mother.

So I couldn't find an opportunity to say to her what I was already trying to say.

Before hanging up, I held the end of the phone hard and whispered, "Xiaoyue, eat well." ”

She still replied obediently, "Sister, I know." ”

Like every time, whether I was lying on the couch and instructing her to serve fruit or holding her phone and book, she patiently handed it to me. Then sit silently next to me and watch TV and play games with me.

I always thought that we would not be separated, after all, when even my aunt told her marriage partner that she was unmarried, she ran to my aunt without even biting, held her hand and said, "Mom, let's go, I have a sister, she will cook for me and tell me jokes, so don't worry about me." ”

She is so sensible, but she doesn't realize that her existence is a burden to my mother and even me, and she often makes people don't know what to do.

But one day, when you find that the child who used to worry about everything has grown up quietly behind your back, will you feel sad? Or are you glad you've finally got rid of your baggage?

This novel comes from reading books