For as long as I can remember, I have lived in the small city of Hengyang. My father also kept telling me that we were natives, but I never believed that my father himself was from this small city, because I had never met my grandparents, and I had never heard him talk to me about my grandparents, as if my grandparents didn't exist at all, and I didn't have any memories of my grandparents in my head.

In my impression, my father basically did not get drunk, the only time my father was drunk, and when he came home, he pulled me and said a lot of words, the two most of which were Beijing, I didn't know what kind of place Beijing was at that time, but I clearly remembered my father's eyes at that time, and now I think that my father definitely didn't just have a yearning for Beijing.

My father's eyes were very complicated at that time, there was some drunken haze in them, some unforgettable memories of the past, and regret and hope that I couldn't understand. When I was young, I didn't know what a dream was, but I had heard an adult say that adults would tell the truth when they were drunk. So I asked two questions at the time.

"Dad, where are the grandparents? I miss them so much."

"Grandparents, grandparents? Your grandparents are far away, far, far away, and that place is called Beijing. ”

"Why are my grandparents in Beijing, but my parents are in Hengyang? It's still far, far away, don't grandparents want Mingxuan, Dad takes Xuan'er to find grandparents, okay? ”

"Because, because of something that happened at the time...... Mingxuan, Dad will never be able to take you to your grandparents, if you have a chance in the future, go to Beijing to find them yourself, tell ...... Tell ...... "Dad's eyes became misty, then he tilted his head, collapsed on the couch and fell asleep.

I didn't know where Beijing was at the time, but I knew very well that there were two very important people in my life.

"I must go to Beijing when I grow up!" This was a promise I made at the time.

As for my father, when he got up the next day, he didn't say anything, and he didn't even remember what happened the day before when he was drunk, so everything at that time was like fallen leaves rotting in my heart, and even my mother didn't know about it. Originally, I thought that I would never come to Beijing in my life, but now that I have come to this place, after experiencing so much, I suddenly realized that my father has definitely been to Beijing, maybe a northward drifter.

The road in the morning is very crowded, after taking the bus for more than an hour, I finally came to the Beijing Film and Television Base in Haidian District, looking at a huge sign at the gate with a few bronzing characters, Beijing Film and Television, I was shocked in my heart, here is more luxurious than I imagined, worthy of the plaque of Chinese film and television.

However, when I stepped into the gate of Beijing Film and Television Base, I found that I was shocked early, an incomparably huge square was imprinted, it was less than nine o'clock, the whole square was already full of people, the crowd of people can no longer describe this kind of popularity, I was also deeply shocked, if you can try it with eggs, at this time I can definitely put down three in my open mouth.

I've loved writing and directing since I was a child, and I've been a choreographer, so I naturally know a lot about choreographing, and the best job of a choreographer is to choreograph movies. My biggest dream was to write a novel by myself, and then open my own publishing house to publish it, I told Su Qin, but this is only the first half, and the second half I didn't tell anyone, that is, after publishing the book, I can make my own novel into a movie, but this is an unattainable dream.

Life is like acting, in and out of the play, the characters are self-seeking. Like every extra, I once thought that I wanted to realize my dream in two places, one is Beijing Film and Television Base, and the other is Zhejiang Hengdian Film and Television Base, these two places almost cover the wishes of many people's lives, which is why I want to come here so much after coming to Beijing, this can be said to be a dream of my youth.

Today, I'm truly standing here. But I found that my dream was even more unattainable, and in the square of thousands of people in front of me, who did not have the same dream as me? The shape of the ** people, the shape of the ** things are staged in this square, and I am watching it like an outsider.

"Young man, it's you again, why are you here so early today? It's been a month in a row, how much did you take yesterday? A middle-aged uncle asked

"Hey, uncle, don't mention it. Isn't this just for the sake of eating? I only came for 80 yuan yesterday, and I was a group performer, what about you, uncle? ”

"Me, what can I have, this world is all for you young people, uncle, I'm just here to have a good time, I want to see my dreams, not for money."

"Uncle, what is your dream?"

"Become a film and television superstar, and be able to show your face openly on TV, what about you?"

"Hehe, uncle, I think the dream is a joke for me, so I can only think about it in my dreams, I want to be a group performer every day to make some money and eat. The dream of a movie superstar has been smoothed out in the past three years, and I no longer have the enthusiasm I once had. ”

"Young people, a man can do without anything, but he can't live without dreams, no matter how hard reality hits you, you must keep your heart, and dreams can come true." The uncle shook his head, smiled and left, leaving the young man stunned in place.

On the other side, a seductively dressed girl was squeezing into a large circle, and a middle-aged man in a suit was shouting loudly.

"The new drama "Domineering Goddess, Don't Run" is collecting extras, 100 yuan per person, you want to sign up quickly!"

"I'll go, I'll go"

"You go away, I'll go, you're still robbing me like this"

"You all go away, do you know how to play extras? I've done it dozens of times, I'll do it."

"You ugly woman, you're still acting a fart, the director asked me to come, I'm good-looking" An average-looking woman was also pushed aside.

The whole scene seemed very chaotic, and suddenly a voice came out of the crowd, and as soon as the thunderous words came out, the entire crowd was instantly quieted.

"Director, give me a role with the best angle for group performances, I don't need money and sleep with you"

I followed the voice and looked, wasn't this the woman who was dressed seductively and wore heavy makeup just now? Seeing that it was she who said it, I instantly had a hint of clarity in my heart, no wonder it seemed that she was not short of money at all, but she had to squeeze over to be a group performer, and even said the words of sleeping together, although it was to be famous, but I still had deep contempt in my heart.

One is to despise her for making herself so cheap in order to be famous, and any director who arranges an appearance angle can actually sell her body. The second is to despise her stupidity, if this is how you get the opportunity to become famous, then even if you are really famous, one day you will be turned over by gossip people and knocked down the altar.

The words of the middle-aged uncle just now flashed in my heart, "A man can do without anything, but he can't live without dreams, no matter how hard reality hits you, you must keep your heart, and dreams can come true." Men are like this, and women must be too, otherwise they can't keep their hearts, and it doesn't mean anything at all.

I didn't care about what happened next, whether the woman followed the so-called director, and whether the so-called director agreed to the bewitching woman's request......

All this has nothing to do with me, I am just like a person outside the world, walking step by step, just like a person watching a play, watching the play performed by a person in this square.

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