After the end of the Anti-Japanese War, the two were forced to sing to a group of undisciplined and unqualified soldiers of the national and military armies, Duan Xiaolou clashed with the soldiers, and Juxian miscarried in the chaos, and then some soldiers arrested Dieyi for the crime of traitor. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 info Duan Xiaolou tried his best to rescue Dieyi, and whispered to Yuan Shiqing, the bureaucrat who had played with Dieyi. Juxian asked Dieyi to lie and beg for explanation, and showed Dieyi the note that Xiaolou no longer sang with Dieyi. So Dieyi was always unyielding in court, but was rescued by senior Kuomintang officials because of his skills. After the liberation, the stunts of the two were not taken seriously, Cheng Dieyi, who had tasted opium by mistake, had a bad voice, broke his voice in a performance, determined to quit drugs, and finally regained his strength with the help of Duan Xiaolou and his wife after suffering from drug addiction, but was framed by Xiao Si, a child who was kindly adopted, Xiao Si forced him to take his place Yu Ji and perform with Duan Xiaolou, Duan Xiaolou boycotted the performance regardless of the consequences, Ju Xian persuaded him to act for the sake of the overall situation, and Duan Xiaolou finally performed. Dieyi was heartbroken and broke off relations with Duan Xiaolou from then on.

Later, Duan Xiaolou was framed by Xiaosi and forced him to frame Dieyi, Duan Xiaolou refused, and was dragged to the street, but at this time Dieyi suddenly appeared, dressed as Yu Ji, willing to be humiliated with Duan Xiaolou, Duan Xiaolou saw that Dieyi had thrown himself into a trap, hoping to protect Juxian and framed Dieyi in desperation, and even said that he was a man and a traitor, Dieyi was in pain after hearing it, thinking that Duan Xiaolou only cared about Juxian, and saw that Juxian, whom he hated, was pitying himself and helping himself at the moment, so he vented all his anger on Juxian, Shaking out that Juxian had been a prostitute, Duan Xiaolou was forced to draw a line with Juxian, saying that he had never loved Juxian, and Juxian hanged himself in despair.

After that, the two brothers performed "Farewell My Concubine" together for the last time on the stage after 22 years of separation, Yu Ji sang the last sentence and killed herself with the sword he gave to the overlord full of his feelings and fantasies, Dieyi ended her acting career in the arms of her brother Xiaolou, and also ended this brilliant tragedy.

Yan Ning had never said so much, she said: "Maybe the reason why Cheng Dieyi died in the end was even Duan Xiaolou." Because Duan Xiaolou has changed. Although Duan Xiaolou is not to blame Duan Xiaolou for becoming like this, Cheng Dieyi will still be sad. ”

Su Liu didn't speak, and then listened to Yan Ning continue.

"But I feel that the most important reason is the whole era, and that era can't tolerate Cheng Dieyi. Although Cheng Dieyi is a servant, he loves singing so much, and it is his wish to sing with his senior brother for a lifetime, but this cannot be realized. His requirements are actually not high, he just hopes that he can sing for a lifetime. Cheng Dieyi's life is full of tragedy, his world is gloomy, the existence of people like Duan Xiaolou is the reason for his survival, the times are changing, people's hearts are changing, as long as Duan Xiaolou remains the same, Cheng Dieyi will feel lucky, everything is not so bad. For Cheng Dieyi, Duan Xiaolou and singing are the things he cherishes the most. ”

It's just that in the end, Duan Xiaolou changed, Duan Xiaolou's edges and corners were smoothed by the trend of the times, and his fortitude and integrity slowly faded. And Cheng Dieyi's obsessive singing career, he can't stick to it. Even if he is a low-level excellent person, he has his pride and his ideals, but his ideals have been taken away by others. Duan Xiaolou has also changed, and he doesn't look like Duan Xiaolou anymore. Everything was so bad, it turned out that everything was gray and there was no hope at all. It turns out that people's hearts can also change. So what is there to live in such pain and despair? So Cheng Dieyi used the sword full of his feelings and fantasies to kill himself. The bubble of beautiful fantasy bursts, revealing a hideous and ugly reality. Cheng Dieyi used death to escape. ”

Yan Ning's voice was steady, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him.

Su Liu didn't know why there was a trace of fear in his heart, he suddenly approached Yan Ning, grabbed Yan Ning's hand, two clusters of ghost fire seemed to jump in his eyes, and said, "You are you, Cheng Dieyi is Cheng Dieyi." Don't mix them up! ”

Yan Ning shook off his hand fiercely, took out a handkerchief from his sleeve to wipe his hand with a look of disgust, and said coldly: "It's you who are confused." I didn't mean to compare myself to Cheng Dieyi. I just want to tell you that the main reason for my suicide in the first place was not you. So even if I kill you once, beat you, scold you, nothing will change. ”

"When you committed suicide, not because I used you, but because I used you, you felt that everything was so bad, and you were disillusioned with the beauty of everything in your heart, so you used death to escape?" Su Liu felt his heart ache with every word he said.

He is not the same, because he has become disillusioned with the beauty of everything in his heart, and he will give up his fortitude and his integrity.

"It's not all, it's a part. Maybe part of it was that I was desperate for everything, you were my hope, and you undoubtedly told me at that time that my hope was shattered. I don't have the courage to live anymore. It's just that now I'm very sensible to tell you, I don't blame you. Yan Ning said.

"Huh!" Su Liu sneered and said, "The poor worm who is oppressed by reality is actually the easiest to germinate the dream of becoming a hero. What was so good about the Suliu in the past? No matter how good his grades are, he is often bullied by powerful people. He used to like to help those weak classmates deal with those bad students, but as long as that group of bad students threatened him to save the weak chicken classmates, the weak chicken classmates would timidly obey and bite him back. He would help an old man get the overturned car right, but the old man left in a hurry for fear that he would ask for money. ”

Yan Ning sighed faintly.

Su Liu continued: "In the past, since his mother died, Su Liu couldn't eat enough, but he would give a dollar to elementary school students who couldn't afford to get on the bus, and on rainy days, he would carry the puppy that was about to freeze to death to a place to hide from the rain. But when he was at his most depressed and desperate, no one would come to help him, everyone but you took advantage of him, and everyone betrayed him. Until he saw through the warmth and coldness of the world, and the world was hot and cold. He's just so stupid, so stupid that little by little he becomes smart and enlightened. Why do you accuse him? You're not him, you haven't experienced the despair he's experienced, you can't understand him, so why should you accuse him? ”

Yan Ning felt a pain in his heart, put his hand on his head, his eyes showed a sense of unbearability, and a sense of pain, and said: "Yes, I am not you, I have not experienced your despair, so I am not qualified to point fingers at you, and I am not qualified to accuse you." I don't blame you either, I don't blame you for a long time. (To be continued.) )