【Chapter 9】Bingbing likes me
In fact, I have always felt that having a group of good friends like you to form our F7 is really the luckiest thing in my life. I really feel like I'm the luckiest person in the world when I met you. In fact, I have always liked someone silently, for a long, long time. I've been numb for a long time, maybe some people know, some people don't, but no matter what, I'm going to say it today.
Li Bingbing suddenly picked up the beer on the table and took a big sip. It's like giving yourself some courage. Then he stared at me fixedly and said something shocking.
"Ouyang Mingxuan, I like you, it's been a long, long time!"
Bingbing seemed to have lost a big burden, and let out a long breath, in the other direction, no one noticed, Dai Jing's eyes suddenly dimmed.
"Actually, I originally planned to never say it, but now that you have broken up with Zhang Ruoxuan, since this is the case, I have nothing to say."
Bingbing looked at me fixedly, the hot gaze made me a little scared, I turned my head and habitually looked in the direction of Zhang Ruoxuan, which was just an unconscious habit.
Zhang Ruoxuan didn't seem to see my gaze, didn't care at all, and was still talking to Zeng Chun. When she noticed that everyone's eyes suddenly turned to her, she obviously froze for a moment, and then said something quietly
"Why are you looking at me, I'm not Ouyang Mingxuan's girlfriend anymore"
A calm sentence does not seem to have a little temperature. My heart suddenly shook again, and then it fell deeply, as if too, we didn't have much to do with each other.
At this moment, I finally admitted from the bottom of my heart that I no longer have anything to do with Zhang Ruoxuan. I didn't look at Zhang Ruoxuan again, nor did I look back at Li Bingbing, but went out quietly. Everyone was in no mood to play anymore, so a good party came to an end, and the ending was unhappy!
When Dai Jing took a taxi to see me off, Zhang Ruoxuan was still holding Zeng Chun, who was standing on the side of the road and vomiting, looking at Zeng Chun's pale face and the tragic battle, the captain and Xin Wei smiled evilly at me. I watched in the rearview mirror as the two of them faded into dots, and then suddenly disappeared around a corner. Finally as soft as paralyzed, Bingbing sat in the back seat with me, and did not speak with empty eyes. Sister Ying suddenly looked at me and said
"Silly brother, forget it! For her sake, it's not worth it. You can't go back, it's like two straight lines are already parallel, there is no intersection and no result, you know? No matter how close you used to be, now you're just familiar friends, friends! ”
Sister Ying's eyes also had sadness, this was the first time I had seen the sadness in her eyes in the three years I had known her. I forgot to look at the sky outside the car window, the sky outside was dark and low, and a little rain was falling. I reached out and slowly touched the temperature of the raindrops with my fingers. It's light, icy cold, and a little salty. Maybe that's the twenty-year-old sky, the taste of the rainy season at twenty-year-old!
A song suddenly sounded in the car, Liu Sihan "Walking in the Cold Wind". Hey, it's another lovelorn love song! I suddenly remembered that at the door of the Xingpai KTV box, Zhang Ruoxuan looked at me with a sadness as light as air, mixed with a trace of inexplicable grievances.
Suddenly feeling very sad, I looked at Dai Jing in front of the car, his eyes looked out the window and didn't know what he was thinking. In the rear window, Yancheng at night is like a dancing girl, she turns quietly and slowly on the stage, constantly changing all kinds of noisy neon, like a gorgeous bubble, containing our dreamlike life in the middle.
I pressed my temples hard with my hand, and then let out a long sigh, as if I had shaken off a huge burden.
"I've been thinking about it for a while, and I've just made a decision, I plan to go to Shanghai to break through alone, and I'll leave tomorrow!"
"Are you crazy? Why did you suddenly remember to go to Shanghai, a place far away from the emperor of the sky, and there was no one to take care of it?"
Dai Jing's reaction was particularly intense, and he even suddenly turned his head from the front seat and looked at me with a brainless expression.
"Silly brother, have you really decided, after all, it's a completely strange place......"
Sister Ying also looked at my eyes very seriously and said.
"Mingxuan, you better think about it, don't think about it for a while, it's nothing for you to meet."
Even Bingbing, who had been silent, broke the silence and said eagerly, obviously a little anxious
"Don't persuade me, I've already decided, I want to go out and be quiet for a while, to see the outside world......"
I looked out the window at the brightly lit street, and there was a sudden deathly silence inside.
"When are you leaving tomorrow, I'll call a few of them to see you off"
A sentence suddenly popped out of Dai Jing's mouth, and he surprisingly didn't nag a lot.
"Forget it, you don't need to send it. I'll leave early tomorrow morning, the tickets have been booked in advance, you don't have to send them, I decided to go alone, you all come to see me off, I'm afraid I don't want to go"
My eyes, which had been red for a long time, finally exploded at this moment. Tears flowed down drop by drop, and tomorrow I will leave this familiar city and go north to a city with the most developed science and technology in China; There are expectations for the future, hesitation for the distance, confusion about dreams, and reluctance. I'm still going to leave this city after all, and we're about to part ways, but I didn't expect that this day would come so quickly and so early!
Ten minutes later, Sister Ying and Dai Jing both got out of the car. Just said the same thing to me before leaving
"Take good care of yourself, get settled over there and give us a call, and finally, have a safe journey! Don't be pretentious, tell us if you have difficulties"
The taxi continued to move forward, and Bingbing suddenly cried, and the tears caught me off guard.
"Mingxuan, did I do something wrong today, I shouldn't have forced you, that's why you want to go so fast, then I'll take it back, don't go!" Let's act as if nothing happened."
Bingbing looked at me with teary eyes, and her confused eyes looked at her heartache
"No, silly girl, don't think about it. I just want to get out of this environment and relax. Actually, I've had this idea for a long time."
I wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes without a trace, and I still couldn't see the woman crying, from the beginning.
The first time I quarreled with Zhang Ruoxuan appeared in my mind, that time I went to a party that had been planned for a long time, I took Zhang Ruoxuan with me, and I accompanied them to drink halfway, because there were many friends I hadn't seen for a long time, and then she also followed me to get to know her, Zhang Ruoxuan couldn't drink, she was allergic to alcohol, and I always knew it. As I passed one of the tables, a friend suddenly smiled and toasted her, and I stood in front of her and said I was going to drink, but she pulled me back and said it was okay and had a big drink. That night, I was allergic to alcohol and lay in bed for a long time.
"Are you stupid to drink alcohol even though you know you are allergic. Well, if you do this again, I won't care about you anymore."
I thought about the sudden temper, and I was annoyed to see her like this, and I couldn't drink it, but I had to drink it.
"I'm not doing this for your face, not to mention that I didn't know that drinking so little would be like this."
Zhang Ruoxuan said with an aggrieved face, maybe I spoke too harshly at that time, and her tears came out after brushing it. I saw her tears and instantly regretted it. Then he hurriedly comforted Zhang Ruoxuan for a long time. Since then, this is Zhang Ruoxuan's killer weapon against me.
Thinking of this at this time, my heart suddenly became more and more uncomfortable. The car stopped downstairs at Li Bingbing's house with a "quack", and I sent Bingbing out of the car. After she had walked some distance, she suddenly turned around and ran to hug me, and then tears welled up like a spring, as if she could no longer hold back.
"Mingxuan, have a safe journey! Give me a call when you go there, you will definitely break a way, I believe in you, and wait for you! ”
After saying that, she raised her head and kissed me on the lips, and then ran away without looking back.
I seemed to hear the sound of tears falling to the ground and my heart breaking, and at that moment, the heart in my heart, which had been frozen by today's encounter, suddenly cracked a crack.
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