Regardless of the cause of the matter, I walked up to Wu Ya, and just as I wanted to speak, she raised her head and warned me with a vicious look in her eyes, "Wang Qi, let's wait for no one to talk about this matter." ”

I took a few deep looks at her, then turned around and left without saying a word.

No wonder Jian Yan is so angry, it turns out that falling in love with the wrong person is not the saddest. Sadly, she doesn't even want to be involved with you.

So I chased it out and ran as hard as I could.

I dare say I've never tried to run so fast in my life, and despite the doorman's obstruction, I rushed out like a skateboard.

Not only for Wu Ya, but also for Jian Yan, but also for myself.

Finally, in front of a store, I watched her stop and gasp. I finally let go of my tense nerves and slowly walked in front of her.

Then he comforted her back, which was heaving because of her breath, and did not dare to make a sound.

She looked back and saw that it was me, and the surprise on her face flashed without showing any disgust for me.

Instead, he patted my hand, tried to make himself smile and said, "Thank you Wang Qi, I know it wasn't you who said it." But I can't find someone to vent, and I want to be in front of her for once. It turned out that I was wrong, a mess wrong. ”

"It's okay Jian Yan."

"Don't comfort me, I know she doesn't care about me at all, she's afraid of being blamed for having a relationship with me as a gay man."

My hand was attached to Jian Yan's head, and my voice trembled a little, "Homosexuality is not a sin, why do you make yourself look like you have made an unforgivable mistake?" ”

Jian Yan's fragile eyes stared at me without confidence, "Then why did she ......?" ”

"There's no why, you're just in love with the wrong person, and it has nothing to do with whether you like girls."

"But I was scared. Wang Qi, have you ever experienced that feeling of being so scared that you don't dare to tremble? I really think I'm dirty, why don't I like normal people, but I want to do something that is instructed? ”

At this point, she really began to tremble, and her fingers were weakly pulling at my clothes, desperate to find a life-saving straw.

I don't have any other leverage in my hands, and if empathizing with her keeps her from questioning herself, then I'm willing to share my experience.

So I hugged her tightly to prevent her from leaving, and I said softly, "I like Qian Mao very much, you all know this." So at a low level, in order to get close to him in a high place, I began to plan ways to get close to him day and night, and I succeeded, but the relationship he gave was a friend. I'm not reconciled, I'm also very stubborn, I don't just want to get it, I want to be with him forever, and now I feel like a pervert when I say it to you like this. Our progress has been at the same stage, and I am in a hurry, but there is nothing I can do. At this time, the man appeared, and he told me that he liked me, and that he was doing something to prove that he liked me, and there was a time when I was moved and even deviated from my thoughts. But as soon as I saw Qian Mao, I was very sure of what I wanted. So I took advantage of him, and Qian Mao's annoyance and confession proved that my plan was very successful. But I ignored his feelings and anger. So one day he asked me to meet, and I went with a sense of thanking him. But when he went, he realized that he had underestimated how angry he was. Because he had locked me in a small room, and I still remember all the things and features of that room. Despite the fact that the eyes are closed. Three days later, someone released me, and I'm sure it wasn't him. I dragged my tired body out almost without stopping, and when I was about to hold on anymore, I saw Qian Mao. It's coincidental and dramatic. This incident has taken our relationship one step further, and it can be said that the relationship between lovers is well known to everyone. But no matter how much I tossed around, in the eyes of my mother and their family, I could only be his friend, and if I crossed the line, it must be my fault. So I can only suppress myself, waiting to grow up, and worrying that he will change. But feelings can never be supported by one person, and the scenery I think is another world in his eyes. So, our relationship is what you see now, and he's still angry with me. Maybe one day I'll be tired. ”

"What about that person?" Jian Yan asked cautiously.

I felt that her body was no longer shaking, so I let go and said, "I don't know, I heard that she left the city." Anyway, I woke up in the hospital and never saw him again. ”

After a long time, I lowered my face and said, "Actually, I saw him the other day." It's just that he doesn't recognize me anymore. ”

"Don't you want to know why he did such an extreme thing?"

I shook my head seriously, "No, although I was curious at first." But now I just want him to disappear into my world forever, and his justification is of no use to me. ”

"Wang Qi, if you see it so much, I can't do it."

I smiled, took her hand, and led her forward, "There's nothing you can't do, it's just a matter of time." For example, I don't dare to enter the hospital at night now, and I have to be accompanied by Qian Mao. What do you think I would do if I didn't have Qian Mao? I haven't seen him in a long time, but I can't go to him. ”

"Why?" Jian Yan walked behind me in a daze.

"I want him to like me more, and I feel that I can't live without me."

"What about the family?"

"So I won't have the ability to compete with them until I'm self-reliant."

When I dragged Jian Yan into a dessert shop, she suddenly stopped at the door and said to me, "Wang Qi, I have to tell you one thing, as an exchange for you to tell me your secret." ”

I'm patient to wait for the following.

She said solemnly: "A month ago, I saw Qian Mao in the back of the school in order to prevent Wang Feng from making trouble for you, and put him in the hospital alive, so don't worry, Qian Mao must like you very much." ”

I burst out laughing, "I know that, but thank you for telling me." ”

There was no surprise when I saw the news, and I obviously didn't care about going inside.

She suddenly said: "You definitely don't know that Jiang Zeyi, who was hiding from a distance to watch the battle, not only told the teacher about it, but also caused Qian Mao to get into big trouble with the group of hooligans outside the school, right?" ”

"What do you mean?"

This means that Jiang Ze is not a simple character from beginning to end. So you say, how can Qian Mao not be angry about your dealings with Jiang Zeyi? ”

Jian Yan's words really shocked me, although I questioned Jiang Zeyi at the beginning, his gentleness made me let down my guard, and even a little chaotic.

Sure enough, sure enough, the meek are terrible.

I let go of Jian Yan's hand and said in despair, "I'm sorry, I may not be able to accompany you." ”

Jian Yan suddenly grabbed the hand that was already walking out, "Do you want to go to him for a theory?" What evidence do you have? Don't you question the truth of my words at all? ”

When Jian Yan said this, I suddenly realized. That's right! I don't have anything, how can I make Xiaoyue believe what I say, and she is already a little suspicious of the relationship between Jiang Ze and me.

What will she think then? Will you think that my sister is unscrupulous to grab someone he likes?

"Don't worry, he didn't do anything bad to you, you will always find a way to deal with him." With that, she walked up to the clerk, asked for two cakes, and pulled me to sit by the window, "Good man to the end, accompany me to eat before leaving, my wound is still dripping blood!" ”

Jian Yan pointed to her chest and showed it to me.

As the waiter served the food in slow motion, I finally calmed down and slowed down.

"Wang Qi" Jian Yan suddenly called me.

I looked back and saw that she was using a spoon to separate a small piece of cake, and said seriously, "I probably won't be in that school anymore, so if you trust me, tell me what you're worried about, maybe I can really help you?" ”

"Have you decided?"

She looked up at me and smiled, "Of course, there's no need to stay any longer. ”

"It's okay to change places, let's start over!" 、

Read the first book of the novel