Chapter 413: Late Confession 2

Chunge's eyes widened, did this girl see the time, and said 'You are back' This is not their house, it looks like a husband whose wife is waiting to return home, obviously everyone is borrowing the post house, no, isn't this girl living in the Beiwang Palace, how could she come here, didn't she come to Lin Xun.

"County Lord, why are you here?" Lin Xun was still a little surprised, the arrival of this county lord was beyond his expectations.

"Lord Lin doesn't have to be polite, just call me Wan'er." Su Youyun bent down slightly, her face a little red.

Lin Xun was stunned for a moment, the corners of his mouth curled, and he said, "It's better to be respectful than to obey." ”

"Wan'er" Lin Xun's warm voice, coupled with the etiquette of a gentleman, is really dumbfounded.

This somewhat ambiguous atmosphere made Chun Ge a little surprised, the county lord was inevitably too unreserved, it was said that there were Su women who kept manners and loved themselves, how could the talented women Chunge meet were not like this, Lu Shuangshuang in the capital was like this, and the county lord of Xiwang was even more violent.

"I'll go in first." Chun Ge was angry in his heart, but he didn't know what he was angry about.

Su Youyun didn't say anything, just bent down and said goodbye, obviously she was eager for Chunge to be a nuisance, so leave quickly.

"Hmm" This time, Lin Xun did not follow Chunge, but chose to stay on Su Youyun's side.

Chun Ge glanced at it with some surprise, and an inexplicable sense of loss welled up in his heart, but he forced out a smile and walked in.

Lin Xun only watched Chun Ge leave, and soon left the post house with Su Youyun.

In fact, Chun Ge didn't go in, he hid behind the door, hoping that Lin Xun would come in, but no, this time Lin Xun didn't come in. Chun Ge was a little sad, there was a touch of sourness on the tip of his nose, and at this moment Xiao Qi seemed to see Chun Ge on the side of the door, and walked quickly.

Chunge raised his eyes and saw that it was a small flag. He smiled bitterly and said, "I suddenly want to drink." ”

At first glance, the "adult" Xiaoqi was a little surprised, and today's Chunge seems to be different.

"It's just a joke." Chun Ge couldn't help but smile when he looked at Xiao Qizi's face, "I used to love drinking, but the amount of alcohol was not good." ”

Chunge suddenly remembered that when he first returned to Hangzhou, he often drank secretly with the Murong official brothers, and every time he was drunk, it was Anu who secretly took him back, and the next day Anu also prepared the decanting soup early, and I have to mention that Anu's decanting soup was very good.

"Sir, have a drink." Xiao Qi took out a small gourd from his waist. Hand it to Chunge.

"You have wine with you?" Chunge looked at the little flag suspiciously. He'd never seen Little Flag drinking. He hadn't even smelled a hint of alcohol.

"No, Brother Ji is good at wine, I'm used to carrying it with me." Xiaoqizi doesn't drink, it's just that Ji Qian doesn't drink and doesn't have fun. He didn't like to bring wine, so he developed the habit of carrying wine with him.

Chun Ge didn't speak, silently opened the gourd, took a sip very proudly, sat on the ground nonchalantly, raised his head and asked, "If Ji Qian hadn't let me and didn't give in, would it have been different now?" ”

If Chunge hadn't helped the second uncle of the official to pacify the mountain bandits, then Ji Qian would not have died. The second uncle of the official will not become the commander, Leshan will not follow him to the north, Leshui will not have to leave the south to guard the north, and he will not lose so many people he thinks he does not cherish but is reluctant.

"One night, my eldest brother asked me. Would it have been different if he hadn't met you, you know how I answered. Xiao Qizi also simply sat by the door with Chunge.

"It's going to be different." Chun Ge laughed at himself, if Ji Qian hadn't met him, he should be alive and well now.

"That's what I said." Xiao Qizi smiled, and then said: "But the eldest brother laughed, it turned out that he already had the answer." ”

"What answer?" Chunge took another sip, this wine was a strong drink, and Chunge blushed after only two sips.

"He said that he will always meet someone in his life, even if it is not you, he will be shaken, he will blame himself, he will cherish, he will love deeply, but he is glad that that person" Xiao Qizi spoke, and he never forgot Ji Qian's firmness at that time, "It's you." ”

Chunge raised his head, a tear slipped down, patted his chest and said, "Do you think Su Youqi is not like Ji Qian." ”

"Like, like it." Xiao Qizi knew it at the first glance when he saw Su Youqi.

"But Su Youqi is not Brother Ji." Xiao Qizi is an outsider, and he can recognize the obvious difference between Ji Qian and Su Youqi.

"They are just skins, and occasionally there is a bit of charm, I can't let go of Ji Qian, so I think Su Youqi is him." Chun Ge smiled stupidly, and then said: "In the next few years, I felt a little guilty about Su Youqi, so I treated him better than before, and at that time, I thought that I liked him Su Youqi." ”

"In my opinion, this is just a dream of adults." Although Xiao Qizi doesn't know what love is, he can see the essence of things very clearly.

"Dreams?" Chunge looked at Xiao Qi slightly puzzled.

"Missing the eldest brother is a regret in your life, and you will pin your feelings for the eldest brother on Su Youqi, but it is just to make up for your regrets." Xiao Qizi sighed deeply and added, "But Su Youqi shattered all your expectations for your eldest brother, so you woke up." ”

"I'm awake?" Chunge began to recall the figure in the snow, but felt a little blurry.

"Yes, you're awake." The reason why Xiao Qizi will do things under Chun Ge wholeheartedly is because of Chunge's friendship with Ji Qian, and Chun Ge doesn't say anything about it, but he can know.

"When the eldest brother went, you found Su Youqi, whether it was a stand-in, or it was love at first sight, you were always moved by the eldest brother." Xiao Qizi watched very clearly with Chun Ge this year, and said: "However, since Su Youqi's betrayal, you will never mention the word love again, and you will not have a fluctuating heart because of the mention of your eldest brother." ”

"Really?" There are some changes that Chunge can't experience by himself, but in the eyes of others, they are earth-shaking.

"My lord, after nearly ten years, you are finally freed from the death of your eldest brother." Xiao Qizi has never been able to understand Chun Ge's suffocation of Ji Gan with his own hands, although he followed Chun Ge because of Ji Gan's last instructions, but he had hatred, why Ji Gan's affection was exchanged for Chun Ge's ruthless killing, but it wasn't until more than a year ago that he understood that Chun Ge's guilt had always been there, so when Su Youqi's marriage news came, he saw that Chun Ge was not only sad, but also a relief, as if he had returned Ji Gan's deep affection.

"Liberated, liberated?" Chun Ge raised his head and asked the sky, in his short period of more than 20 years, the most ashamed thing is that he was blinded by hatred at the beginning, and attacked Li Tianwang's faction, although he tried his best to compensate for it later, but if the loss can be regained, where will there be so much sorrow.

"I guess I really let it go." Chun Ge sighed, but smiled, "No wonder Ah Qian would reuse you at the beginning, you have a pair of discerning eyes that ordinary people don't have, and a heart with seven tricks." ”

"Your Excellency has won the prize." Xiao Qi got up quickly, patted the dust on his clothes, and reached out to pull Chun Ge up.

Chunge held the wine in one hand and handed it to Xiaoqi in the other, after this conversation, Chunge's mood opened up a lot, and he seemed to vaguely know where his initial resentment came from.

"If Song Qi and Wang Xiang come, let them come to see me." Chunge threw the wine back to Xiaoqi and walked towards his room in style.

Xiao Qizi was stunned for a moment, Chun Ge's words are the meaning of closing the door to thank the guests, except for Wang Xiang and Song Qi, I don't see anyone else, is it not even Lin Xun, but Xiao Qizi doesn't dare to ask, Chun Ge at this time is already normal, and he doesn't dare to say more in the face of Chun Ge who is full of thoughts.

Soon Lin Xun went back to the post house, he remembered Chun Ge in his heart, and he also knew that he went out with Su Youyun, and Chun Ge might make Chun Ge unhappy, so he bought a bottle of good wine, and was about to have a few drinks with Chun Ge, but Xiao Qi stopped him, saying that Chun Ge didn't see others, so he could only carry the good wine and go back to the room.

Chun Ge drank very lightly, only a few sips before the smell of wine came to his face, he wanted to wait for Wang Xiang and Song Qi in the room, but he never thought that as soon as he arrived in the room, he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already the morning of the second day.

"Squeak" Chunge opened his door and walked into the courtyard, looking at the morning sun that had not yet risen, he suddenly smiled and said to himself: "What kind of person am I?"

"Good guys? Villain? Chun Ge shook his head, he really couldn't imagine that he would ask such a question to this Chaoyang one day.

"I'm not a good person, and I'm never a good person." Chun Ge shook his sleeves, he returned to the capital this time just to restore the glory of the official family, but now he had to be involved in the competition between the four kings and Su Jianyu. Concessions, it has been fruitless, then he can't become a turtle with a shrunken head, he has lost too much along the way, if he doesn't make some achievements, how can he be worthy of those who paved the way for him with their lives.

If it is said that Chun Ge was an official in the past, it was for Su Jianyu, in order to repay his kindness, and in order to take revenge, then now Chun Ge is an official, just for himself and to achieve a career.

"Chunge, you're out." Lin Xun's voice sounded from behind Chunge, thinking that this person had been squatting at the door of Chunge.

Lin Xun did keep watch in front of Chunge's door all night, and he also carried a bag of persimmons. Who let Chun Ge fall asleep upside down and didn't tell Lin Ge, so when Lin Xun came to ask Chun Ge to have dinner, he waited for a long time, and couldn't wake Chun Ge, so he sat down in front of the door, and fell asleep while sitting.

"I'm going to visit the King of the North, don't come with me." Chun Ge didn't turn his head to look at Lin Xun.

"Do you want to take the little flag with you?" Lin Xun wanted to give the pack of persimmons to Chunge, but for some reason he put it back behind him.

"I have an old relationship with the king of the north, and this time I am just visiting the old people, just one person." After that, Chunge didn't wait for Lin Xun to answer, and walked out of the courtyard.

Lin Xun just looked at Chunge's departing back, took out the persimmon cake and looked at it, smiled bitterly, and went back to his room.