Chapter 157: Her Struggle (2)

"Concubine Guo Xian had a miscarriage, do you know about this?" The emperor stroked Zhang Zhaoyi's hair and asked. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Zhang Zhaoyi didn't know about this before, but now after hearing it, she couldn't help but be surprised, looked up at the emperor and asked, "The concubine didn't know before, when did it happen?" ”

"It's noon today, and the fetus is a month and a half old." The emperor said quietly, and his eyes were faintly red.

Zhang Zhaoyi said infinitely regretfully: "Then it was conceived at the same time as the concubine." ”

She has only met with Concubine Guo Xian twice, and she doesn't know much about Concubine Guo Xian, but judging from those two brief meetings, the impression that the other party gave her was not bad.

"Your Majesty, what caused Concubine Guo Xian's miscarriage?" Zhang Zhaoyi asked cautiously again.

The thought that she would be going to do this soon, her heart hurt as if she was being pulled by a thousand wires.

"She's not in good health." The emperor replied briefly, then looked down at her and said solemnly: "So you must take good care of the fetus, don't ......"

Zhang Zhaoyi sighed in her heart, still with a smile on her face, and said, "Okay, the concubine will definitely pay attention." ”

"Then I'm going back." The emperor said.

Zhang Zhaoyi hurriedly got up to send him off.

Did this man ever love her in his heart? She thought to herself as she looked at his tall back.

At the beginning, she did come to the palace with a purpose, but not only for that purpose, she had already heard others talk about his heroic deeds, and she had already admired him before she met him. Because of this, when they told her that they wanted her to complete a task for them, she quickly agreed.

But when she really walked step by step according to the original plan, she realized that in fact, some things may not necessarily go in the original direction, and there are too many variables in life that cannot be controlled by others. Moreover, her mind gradually changed in the process.

Before, she didn't care much if he loved her, but now, she cares more and more.

It's dangerous, she knows it herself.

But she couldn't help it.

"Help me get a coat, I want to go for a walk in the Jade Pine Garden." Zhang Zhaoyi said to the personal palace maid who was waiting on the side.

The palace maid was a little embarrassed and said, "You should not move around too often now. ”

Zhang Zhaoyi said disapprerovingly: "Lying still just after pregnancy is not good for the fetus." ”

The palace maid didn't dare to say more, and hurriedly put a coat on her.

Zhang Zhaoyi walked out slowly.

At the intersection, Zhang Zhaoyi stood still and looked around vigilantly.

About half an hour later, Zhang Zhaoyi saw Guo Mao, the secretary of the military department, who was walking in the direction of Yusong Garden, and she hesitated a little before going in his direction from another way.

They met on the stone bridge in front of the Jade Pine Garden.

"I have a few words with the secretary of the military department, you should step aside first." Zhang Zhaoyi said to the three palace maids who followed.

The three palace maids hurriedly retreated.

"I'm pregnant." Zhang Zhaoyi said to Guo Mao, the secretary of the Ministry of War.

As soon as she confirmed the news today, she secretly sent someone to inform him.

Guo Mao smiled: "It's nearly two months ahead of our original plan, which is good." ”

Zhang Zhaoyi couldn't laugh.

"How?" Guo Mao asked puzzled.

"Can you ...... Keep this child? We can think of something else. ”

Guo Mao understoodβ€”she was now soft-hearted.

"You're in love with him?" Guo Mao lowered his voice and asked.

Zhang Zhaoyi shook her head.

"What, then, is it to sacrifice an unformed child?" Guo Maojing looked at her and asked.

"You won't understand, you're not a woman, you've never been pregnant with a child......" Zhang Zhaoyi burst into tears, she couldn't speak.

Guo Mao smiled noncommittally, and then said calmly: "No matter what, you can't have this child, otherwise how can we implement the next plan?" ”

If she doesn't take this step, then the purpose of arranging her to enter the palace will be invalid, which is not what he wants.

"Let me keep that kid, I'll think of another way to help you with the next plan, okay?" Zhang Zhaoyi looked at him with teary eyes and asked, her voice was pleading and fearful.

"No-can-do." Guo Mao said word by word.

"When you agreed to help us, you should have been mentally prepared to sacrifice this child, and now you regret not only putting yourself but also us and your family to death, you think about it, whether it is worth sacrificing an unformed fetus or sacrificing so many people." Guo Mao continued to say solemnly.

Zhang Zhaoyi only felt that the whole person was about to lose her position, but when she calmed down and thought about it, what he said did make sense.

"In life, life and death are like water, but as long as you are lucky enough to achieve your wishes, you will not live in this world in vain, right?" Guo Mao patiently comforted.

Isn't her greatest wish to be able to see the emperor with her own eyes? Now that she can not only see it with her own eyes, but also become his Zhaoyi, and have a closer relationship with him, she should be satisfied.

If it is a dream of having children for him and growing old with him, it is demanding, and it is beyond the scope of their help.

Zhang Zhaoyi was silent.

Guo Mao continued: "You can't be too greedy in everything, otherwise it is easy to cause trouble, you should think about what I said." ”

Zhang Zhaoyi raised an extremely painful face and looked at him and said, "I understand, I will act according to the original plan." ”

Guo Mao smiled and said with an appreciative expression: "That's right, then you calm down for this period of time, and start looking for opportunities to act in a month." ”

"Yes."

"Then let's do it first, don't think too much about it." Guo Mao said with a smile, striding past her.

Zhang Zhaoyi only felt weak, and hurriedly stretched out his hand to hold the bridge pier.

Seeing this, the three palace maids hurriedly stepped forward to support her.

"Let's go back." Zhang Zhaoyi said.

The three palace maids were dumbfounded.

Didn't she say she wanted to go for a walk in Jade Pine Garden? Why did you change your mind when you got to the door? But no one dared to ask more, so he helped her back to the house as she wanted.

Back in the house, Zhang Zhaoyi lay directly on the bed.

If she deliberately aborted this child, would she not be able to get pregnant like Concubine Guo Xian in the future? The more Zhang Zhaoyi thought about it, the more panicked she became, and she cried again.

Outside the window, the sky was getting dark.

The palace maid came in and said to her, "Zhaoyi, it's time for dinner." ”

"I'm not hungry yet, let's put it on hold for now." Zhang Zhaoyi still said with his eyes closed.

"You're pregnant with a baby now, so it's better to eat on time." One of the palace maids said softly.

Zhang Zhaoyi sneered, remembering what Guo Mao said, "Life and death are like water", and suddenly felt a chill rise from his back, and sighed: "It turned out that it was all useless." ”

The palace maids didn't understand, and hurriedly asked her if she had something on her mind.

Zhang Zhaoyi waved his hand impatiently and said, "Let's go down, I want to be alone for a while." ”

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