【Chapter 1】Let's break up
In the hot summer, the cool autumn breeze blows across the calm lake. The sun seems to be trying to exert its full power in June, and the temperature outside is almost suffocating at 39 degrees. In the lotus pond in front of the library, lotus flowers bloom all over the lake, and the green leaves and red flowers are particularly fascinating. The whole air seems to be filled with the breath of summer, I like summer, I like the temperature of summer full of ambiguity; I like the fire in my body in the summer; But what I like more is that you are like a beautiful lotus flower in a skirt in the summer, set off by the full green leaves!
At a glance, the road is full of students carrying large bags and small bags, dragging suitcases away, I can't help but have a sense of parting sorrow, looking at this familiar campus, familiar grass and trees, but now are full of a sad parting taste, I really want to shout out loud: We graduated, but we also broke up!
Oh, yes! We graduated, we were free, but I broke up.
Just the day before yesterday, June 17, 2013, everything seemed to have changed a lot. Places in school cafeterias are still overcrowded; The graduation ceremony was still packed; The milk tea shop in the mountain behind the school still focuses on burning fairy grass; The barbecue stand in front of the school is still brightly lit at night; The library is still full of mobile phones using WIFI. The only estimates that have changed are only two things. First, the school informed us to leave the school on the afternoon of June 20th. Second: I broke up with Zhang Ruoxuan.
If the first thing still made me look indifferent, then the second thing directly made me fall into the eighteen layers of hell, and directly from the first layer to the last level.
People say that graduation season is breakup season, but I always think that Zhang Ruoxuan and I can break this curse. I can't say why I feel this way, but I just believe it. I'm an Aries boy, and I don't know if it's the common problem of Aries is self-righteousness, which is why I have such a feeling of confidence.
If I was a green leaf on the water before the 17th, I was full of spirit, confident and upward, thinking that I would officially go to the real and broad world of life, and maybe I would soon go to the peak of life; Now I am a nourishing sludge under the water, unkempt, tired, fragile and sensitive, like a beggar who has gone from a billionaire to nothing. All these changes are just a few words of effect.
"Ouyang Mingxuan, let's break up"
Zhang Ruoxuan stood next to the lotus pond, looking at the university campus in the distance that was already beginning to be restless for parting, a trace of sadness floated in her eyes, maybe I was wrong, but at that second, it was indeed sadness.
"Break up? Why? ”
"There's no why, it's just that we're not suitable, and we don't need any other reason"
"Zhang Ruoxuan, we have been together for two years. From the first semester of my sophomore year to my junior year now, two full years, you are now sending me away with a word that is not suitable? Are you kidding me or are you kidding yourself? ”
My face was angry and emotional, the green tendons on my arms burst out, and the hand holding the guardrail next to the lotus pond showed my emotional instability. If the breakup is a knife in my heart, then the reason for Zhang Ruoxuan's breakup is undoubtedly in my heart that has been inserted a knife and then turned around, a full two years, two years of relationship, she sent me away as soon as we were not suitable?
"Ouyang Mingxuan, don't be stupid, whether you agree or not, we will never have any relationship from today onwards, to put it simply, I don't love you anymore, okay? I'm in love with someone else, okay? We are no longer children, do you understand the truth that graduation season is breakup season, we are over! ”
Zhang Ruoxuan seemed to be extremely emotional, and shouted at me loudly, but then the tears fell from her eyes, she turned her face away and hurriedly wiped away the tears with her hands. Then he threw out something wrapped in paper and ran away in a hurry. The air seemed to freeze all of a sudden, and the atmosphere instantly became extremely oppressive, and I felt as if I had been hit by this sudden thunderbolt on a sunny day, and I couldn't breathe in pain.
I slowly bent down and picked up the small red paper bag with a heart in front of me, and opened it with a trembling hand. Among them lies a ring, a ring with a special meaning.
This ring is the first gift I gave Zhang Ruoxuan the day after she became my girlfriend, this ring is a pair of silver couple rings, she wears one on her finger, and I have one on my hand. I clearly remember that when I first showed the ring to Zhang Ruoxuan, the surprised expression on her face was like an epiphany blooming in an instant, and she smiled and fell into the city.
"Ruoxuan, this is the first gift I gave you, it represents my heart for you, you must protect it well, I will also protect this one in my hand, and on the day we get married, I will replace it with a diamond ring."
I looked at Zhang Ruoxuan's eyes with a serious face, and slowly said such a paragraph. In fact, this is the first time I have given a girl a ring, I feel that this small ring, really took away half of my heart, I am willing to share the rest of my life with her, share half of my heart.
"Don't worry! Xuanxuan, I will take good care of it. After all, this is your heart, right, people can't live without a heart, if I lose it, you won't never come back."
"Uh-huh, you have to remember anyway, this ring represents me. It's not allowed to take it off at any time, unless the day we break up and you don't love me anymore."
"Nonsense, don't be stupid. Have you forgotten? We're going to talk about a love that doesn't break up together, we will never break up, Xuanxuan Unless you don't want me anymore, how can I be willing to leave. If one day, I must leave you, then you must forgive me, because I will not be able to continue to love you with my life."
Since you can't love me with your life now, what's the use of me keeping this thing? I forcefully removed the ring from my finger and threw it into the lotus pond next to the library, the place where we had established love, along with the small red paper bag in my hand.
Watching the ring that I had worn on my finger for almost two years slowly sink into the bottom of the artificial lotus pond, my heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the pool, and there was no longer the slightest temperature.
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